I write in a notebook in the subway. I went to help a subordinate to connect a computer that I sold to him. The trip was long; almost one hour of its job, that is almost two hours and average of mine.

There are people who are worth the trouble, and other that no. Leaving its house, I saw the dignity of a humble person. If it handcuffs is ignorant, it seems to me ugly, but she is good.

As well as each person has a speed, and an economic standard of life, is also levels of many aspects, intellectual, total, etc. Nobody is better than nobody, because all we will die, so you envy them and presumptions are not right to be.

I yesterday commentd out in the job on a person, who saw itself very handsome; and for that reason they only suppose that I want to meet she in a fiancee plan. I am not specially rich nor intelligent, but... I know that the life that certain people can give me is not for me. It is difficult to enter details, but although that girl seems to me handsome, and I seem to him handsome to her, is something more. Simplicity is a magnificent quality, but... for example, although my standard of life is not excellent, and is less than what would correspond by my past, in summary is a department, two cars, and them volume like something natural, as well as the "personal power" to face any situation.

Another strange image. I see one marries, similar to the house which I left short while ago. I see myself waking up four of my lethargy in the morning, and simply, a young one like her, in spite of its virtues, it does not fit, unless I readjust my form to live, and returns to a way to see the different world. And it can be worth the trouble.

In talks in the mountain, one takes we were in the hill Araceli, Javier M, Doña Geno and other two disciples more. That time me I found them in the " city " of Tapalpa, to where I had been going to buy cheese. They had gone to the mountain range with the Nagual Rafael, and the conversation had fallen on which I commented to the Nagual Rafael to him the previous day, and in the hill so they were excited with the derivations of the subject, that they went away back being, and the Nagual let them with the obvious intention teach to them to put attention in the acts and not in the words. When they realized that was single, Doña Geno took the control, and when me I found them they were arriving at the town after walking two hours.

We stopped to eat we followed with the same subject, but we return in the beginning.

The previous day I had read who the discoverer of Troy, in a while given realized that wife needed, so he asked to his better friend than she obtained one to him. The person must have three requirements:

• To be Pretty an pleasant overwhelming beauty but not to be at sight of the interested one
• To be Courteous a person who criticizes everything of by himself, or that make the impossible life to the employees of some place, or that speaks to the shouts, that dirty words says, or that it always is to the outbursts of laughter, she is not a balanced person if they are constant characteristics in his attitude.
• To be Poor the suitable person must be poor, in the sense of being moderate in her attitudes, and having an attitude of proud independence that does not fall in the servility.

The last point can seem strange, but if we changed poor man by humble we will understand clearly but, and since I have said before, it does not concern the place where you live, but what lives in you.

The interesting thing is that much people understand to be poor being stupid idiot; I have known people money who do not know who is Sun Tzu, for example. Some we have been born in situations but privileged people, if, but that does not matter. The person is what is.

By the same a person like the girl who said in the beginning, she would be an excellent wife, far better who people of my economic or cultural level who say things to me as " why you do not sell cars both and you buy one of the year "

To speak or to write of things thus in the long run is strange. It would prefer like wife, and it could love easier a person like a this girl, who to one of those " princess " who judges by the car, or who is going to the disc to celebrate their birthday.

People said a day to me that I looked for a person thus to be able to dominate it. For nothing. In the true love nobody offer, obeys both. And on the other hand, which matters is the person. He would be very stupid and useless search and loss of time to look for which is expert in martial arts, of good for seeing, and that they interest to him and includes/understands the laws of Hobson or the theories of Heidegger, at the same time that it had such and as characteristic.

I acceptance to the people like is, and for anything it is my intention to be the Pigmalión of a Galatea, because I know that unfortunately, as in the story of Tagore, the eagle does not have to take to a fish to give a stroll by airs.

In the life of a pair there is much more intellect or physicist. This will sound extremist, but it is his right to be that classic Literature speech to lie when speaking of the pair. It is equal or but important that the same act to be with the other person, simply being. I feel sorry for those people who take the account of the marks in their revolver, or to which they say " that I do, my present fiancee cannot 10 times the same day like the previous one ".

It is... pathetic.

Throughout my life several women of diverse ages have put their glance in me, and many of them consider a resource me, something to which can issue orders or be conceited with their friends.

I am where I must be, always. A history illustrates this: Late three years ago it found me in house of a companion of work of a friend, we had been going to the cinema to see the classic original film Bronte's " the stormy weights " (that film enchantment!") and after a thing and another one, we were in her house in an extremely interesting talk, when it rose and she began to me to haul with its hands towards its room, and it said to me now " your you are going to me to make the love "

When hearing the order I remembered that it had spoken with dirty words hours to me before. Single I could smile, loosen it and go to me. There are places where one does not have anything to do. Ever since I became Nagual, no longer I ask myself that I do here? But that simply I go away.

And the lady was intelligent and very pleasant, but their words changed everything.

In the true love nobody offer. They obey both.