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The Noble Beast

Before continuing, although sometimes I have spoken of the part animal that this implicit one in the Nagual term, I must stress something:

There is nothing free in the way of the Nagual: The only thing that can be obtained is what the Nagual Rafael called " the gift of the wolf "

There is a direct relation between the love on the part of a Nagual, and the concept of the noble Beast. In this aspect, the intermediate state in transformation of man to wolf is the rule, and not it exception,

It is not possible to explain the noble beast, this single one is known by own experience, reason why when speaking of the Noble Beast, I must talk part of my own history.

I will do it through Notes taken from a lost Chat, with which it asked to me on the physical transformations. I believe that it was Femme Nikita, but did not request authorization to reproduce it, because it is my history, and single there are words mine.


Many years ago, there was once a young person who towards weights and was enough strong, intelligent and loving of the life, but that he read and he lived.

Two years gone, and i fell in love. but although everything went very well, I realized that the person that I wanted I saw like a way for which I never wanted to be. I always thought that I was born to make something different, something worthy.

A day was chating in the street with a school companion, and we saw an assault, by reflection I entered to protect to which took those to lose, and finish in horrible fight, because I know martial arts and the guy that caused the problem went with other three friends. Soon we found out that they wanted to apply to the solitaire which we called " scale ", that is to say, robbery by the force between well-known.

My companion to me put saying foolish, because she did not worry about my or her, but to me that he was crazy. I said to him that the only thing that it was needed so that badly prevails it is that the good men did not do anything.

Then, they began to leave disagreeable situations. A day I saw that something was bad, and sincerely nonwise nor that. The only thing that motivated to me to live was my fiancee, but I realized that that was not well.

The case is that late, walked towards the preparatory one, which it was at the top of a hill, and I saw that they were going to run over a person. I sent myself, I pushed it, and the hasty one I was, I was a light truck and I left sudden flight against the sidewalk, and I occurred of pure neck.

Like it was physically a bull speaking, I did not kill myself, but it was there, tended between terrible pains, thinking that there was so much to do, when one approached a indito, dress with huaraches, velveteen trousers and a coat of bag, and said to me. That neither that, or you f..ed.

And I answer to him, who new development!

He said me that he could help me as long as promised to go a day to its house. Then I thought, this old this crazy person. And I said to him that if, but without taking it in serious.

I take hold the neck, it saw me the eyes, and it gave a so ugly pull that me lost senses.

Four hours later I woke up in my house, together was my father, this girl and my German sheepdogs.

When they arrived the red cross said that it was a miracle that had not killed to me. The girl who was was not my fiancee, but the one that I avoided they ran over.

And then I realized that tapeworm that to do.

It had to make pact with which it made help me this person, and what it made worry about my, and leave of side and undertake a fight by the people who, like my fiancee of then, it preferred to go to another thing that to go to see me.

Then they passed several things. I realized that my physical force had saved me the life, but that was not sufficient. That the fact of knowing arts martial was something but important to be able to face to me certain things, that if first girl I am interested in my it was reason why she thought that she could give him, and by my physicist, my not given own car, etc etc., and never realized of which really could offer to him.

And I decided that the difference was that some people were for sale, and others, never of nevers we would sell our core to pieces or in a single treatment, that were people who had to be protected, and people that would have to be punished. That that was everything, that was no why to surrender, being so many wise things in the life, like a small dog taking water, or the sun, the wind, the smile, because demons were going I to me to conform to a pale imitation of love or justice?

It was as to give account me that a kiss is not single a dribble interchange, that is something but.

Then, I took to that I saved to its house, and I went away there, at night, to think about another thing, to the stop of a hill, pense that my future ex- ones had been allied with what he was bad, and was not question of jealousy, you are not going to believe, but the fact of to have gone to a celebration and certain things, said to me, " Are celebrations without morning ".

And at the top of the hill, seeing the place where they had run over, swears to dedicate my life to me to protect and to nourish to all those that they are sincere, and as far as possible to protect the people who trust that they are for sale.

The life is but that a assembly of cells, is but that what saw in the streets, in the people who died in life walked, because no longer they dreamed, because only there is something worse than not to have dreams, and is to fail to him to the dreams.

Then I changed. In three days I lost the approach of the life since it had seen it, I entered a well of madness and desperation, because to let see my ex- ones was unthinkable, but it was the necessary thing, and in addition to her to leave of side everything what was my life, for always, and without return.

One of two, or gave me madness to that, to move away to me of her, or it put me a note " is sold ". I changed youth by the maturity, I lost the smile and gains something that I cannot describe, I lost the love and I gained the sense of justice, and changed the hope of which the things happen, by the certainty that I can make the difference, and that if I do what is correct, at her moment the suitable person will arrive.

In other words, I decided to change to a life of light sleep and goods of step, by which it motivates to me and it gives reason to raise to me to the mornings with the smile in the eyes and the ray me in the veins, because in the way that I chose, always there will be a morning.

The case is that a day was seated in the preparatory one in the library, and somebody put the hands covering the eyes, and fortune teller said to me " who I am " and I said " Yolanda ", thinking about my ex- ones. Can you believe, the girl to whom avoids ran over was called equal =)

And she said to me as you remembered my name? And i answers the truth to him, I knew it until that moment.

We began to see us like friends, she was of your age, April of the 69, you will already imagine the chats because it was of sixth and I of second.

Late that we were by day of field, it found in its clothes the direction of the Indian that saved to me, and we decided to go to see it.

Oh surprise. I am that this Mr. was the heir of an old tradition in Mexico that does not accept voluntary students, but single those that by their acts, demonstrate to be against certain things.

When they ran over saw something to me, not that in my, and he decided to help me. But ahead he teach me to use something but that my physical force to fight, he teach me to use my heart and brain like a weapon, and through years of training and suffering, I learned to use things that generally we felt inclined to deny, He teach me to read cards, the tarot, the candle, etc., but single like instruments of my intuition.

I explain the problem to follow the footpath of justice whatever the cost, and thanks to I knew as of way practices to solve difficult situations.

He said several things to me throughout those years, but what but I record myself it is that when all are cowardly nobody is it, a single hero is the danger.

And he said to another thing, that change to me my life, for always.

There are too great responsibilities for a single man; only a lunatic, or the adequate person, faces them.

Good... in broad strokes there are histories that speak of the Naguales like beings who transform themselves into wolves, and they eat the children and they bother the girls, this must to that in the days of Conquista of Spain, the Spaniards wanted to clear all possible support to them.

He said to me that there was something of certain in this, because the being Nagual, or to try to always fight by the Law, and the order, was a species of light and mentioned of mother for many people, who the people who surrendered would always take us like enemies, and the only thing who we could make to come out ahead was to communicate to us with that part who do not understand words, that noble beast that nest within us, that part that this when it is needed, and that can be a noble beast or a sensual and stupid beast, that of the master depended the dog, and that if there were force in the intention, the destiny and when accepting the destiny this can be handled suitably.

The fact to call to that beast, is to invoke primal, which we would call the basic impulse. Those whose basic point is the thirst of blood and lujuria, must have an adversary, somebody that believed in the human spirit, and nevertheless, it was arranged to use the claws of the wolf, because the miracle of being wolf or beast is not the speed or the force, but the freedom to howl to him to the moon, and at the same time to have the heart of a man.

The problem is that that change was often limited by the material, but that the fact to have a puppy of dog new born was just like it created the problem. Let us say that to a German sheepdog, it is possible to be trained to him. It is possible to be trained to him to being a good one for anything, or training it to be the noble beast.

And that is part of which Mr. happened to this, thanks to I understood that pact that I did, that my oath was with the law, and those puppies that too innocent to fight by themselves, were at the mercy of the forces of the disorder and the night.

And nevertheless, there are things that the hands of a man can do, and which never they will be able to make the claws of a wolf. A wolf can do much, but in spite of the heart, it cannot think like a man, and beyond of the heart and the force of the beast, this something that must be created, something that is created in case single, and is the spirit of the man.

Then he said to me, you have youth, but the fact to be enabled to kill with your hands is not what it gives a great responsibility you. You can do nothing against rifle neither with the hands of the man nor with the claws of the wolf, for that reason you must dedicarte following the ten or twenty years to know the ways the world.

Because you faced people that is animals, people who dribble seeing soccer and consider themselves that they love the sport, people who try to put price to him to everything, and to which the simple fact to exist the only thing that they do is to clear air to others.

He said: See the world and Know it. Self training in the ways of the world, fights the corporative battles, the problems of the heart, and then you will be able to be able to obtain it, because you will have the heart of a wolf and the brain of a man.

And he forced to move away to me to me of after years of training, years that changed my body in the middle of atrocious tortures, and my heart, in the middle of greater moral fights even.

But he taught to me that there is a sacred law, the law of the inequality between the men, is not the same to be a thief who a doctor, and as well as a future mother can give to light a gang member, also can be a champion.

And in the the time in that the people not choose his way, in the the time in that be innocent and but vulnerable, in the the time that look for the way the own, the badly attack, because that resentment but great that the one of that that render? That great resentment but that the one of which it cannot give but single to destroy?

It is very easy to be called kind giving money to the children of the street, but that is not to help, is generally to believe in the holy kings, in which that money was used for noble aims and it does not stop drugs.

If with our five senses we cannot fix some problems, like we can trust that people do not give themselves?

It can be only helped to that they have not chosen, or single a stab by the back will be obtained. It is done of being a datum point is different to give everything to the idiot, to say it of some way, one must choose to be a tree of fruits and not a tree of firewood, because in the firewood there is no life, and in the fruits if. To allow that they return to you tree of firewood is to put the wolf to watch to him, is something as well as to moor the claw and to try to educate it to write.

What treatment to avoid is that the people who are halfway between the animals and the man cause damages to those who cannot be defended.

During years I asked myself that he was that man wolf according to the creator. And a day, I commented it with a person who was in the same footpath, and I engage in a dialog was the following one:

I - What is the man wolf before the superior forces? Why exists that possibility?

She. - Werewolf is the avenger of God.

For that reason the wolf smile makes lack the man beast, to face that kind of problems, because this behind the eye of the man, at the moment at which, under the light of the sun or the moon, it is continued believing in the forces of the life and the Law.


Alfonso Orozco - April 1999
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