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The two hearts

Today it was called on to see something to me stupid and disagreeable

Months ago a young person whom she looked for to me in random Chat of ICQ, began to tell me that in its life nobody has included/understood it, that is very aerial, etc. etc., and I distracted and suddenly I used something of limited telepathy, the result is that it was frightened and disappeared.

She reappeared yesterday and what we spoke it made me think per moments that it had two brains, sometimes spoke like a sensible person, and sometimes like perfect a stupid idiot one ("the women of my earth are but beautiful who the Mexicans because we have but blood of Spaniards ").

Today in the work an incident happened in which I had to call order to somebody in public, who by the sight wanted a confrontation. It did not want to speak it in private, and it did not understand reasons, so not by its lack, but to avoid that my authority lowers, I requested to him that it allowed moments me, I called to lists and security, and when they arrived I requested to them that they accompanied it to receive his settlement.

It can seem an excessive reaction, in the work I have realized that certain reactions are necessary, and is the badly smaller one to lose the respect of subordinates. Nevertheless I remained thinking.

Why somebody that always had been a regular element put histeric when a person tracked an error of 30 dollars that nor were going away to him to receive to their key of access? It does not matter.

As well as some people become broken suddenly under a minimum pressure, I remembered the history that both told the Nagual me Andrés on hearts of the man.

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The Nagual Federico, that one that helped the Nagual Andrés, accepted it because this it took puma dead in his arms. That was a signal for the Nagual Federico, who Andrés had certain possibility of surviving, and as it did not have anything to lose, it explained to him that the men are born with a receiving emptiness, divided in two parts, but that throughout the time, the actions are filling each one of both receiving in which it concentrates the nobleman and the good thing. Each one of these containers is a heart. The loving father of family, or the enamored girl, fills with their acts the heart of the human being (referred in ahead like the heart of the man), but for example, the games, the competition, the fights, doing the task, and to live with moderation, they cause that the other container fills. The Nagual Federico spoke of this like the spirit of the leopard.

More ahead the Nagual Andrés realized that was nothing in the Nagualismo that spoke of leopards, but of wolves, so it began to investigate on the one of the spirit of the leopard, and after giving tin much, it found out that the Nagual Federico was a racially mixed son of a woman apache (Of there the relation with Derek), and a Mexican father, but that tótem of the family of the mother, was indeed that Spirit of the leopard. Nevertheless, as it were spoken of a single person, it could not give it him the name of the spirit of the wolf, because the wolf is a gregarious animal, and puma, and the leopards, generally hunt single.

To its due time the Nagual Andrés said me that if the person has five parts of heart, the balance always must be in three parts of anyone of the two, and two of the other, because too much spirit of the leopard returns to a person a slave of his passions and desires, and too much heart of the man does not leave place so that the spirit lives on the leopard.

Therefore, the balance and power of a Nagual, consist of the faculty to change of modality, the heart of the man to the spirit of the leopard, and to feed both the same.

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This it is a subject of which it wanted to speak but, but I believe that it is not the moment. Too much heart of the man, kills the spirit of the leopard.


Alfonso Orozco - August 1999
ICQ 41907900