Almost all those that stay in the cyberspace (Internet and the nonplaces of the anthropology) have but of a name of battle or Nick/Alias

I maintain separed The nagualism part with my work and Freelance, but, behind the two names, Darakan ( programming ) and Nagual i am the same man.

Who or what is Darakan? He is the hero of a book, or rather, the antihero. He is an assassin, and nevertheless it is a justicer. In certain way he represents a dark part, but that acceptance and is valuable, and that at his moment it was his right to be, and still reasons exist to be alive. Days ago somebody asked that it means this name, this to me is history.

Who I am?

I am a part of a young person of 27 years. I am the part that dream, the part that live, and the part that kills. I am the part outside control, and controlled, I am that that believes in the life and the love, and nevertheless, trains for the death.

That it is Darakan.

It is the name of a book, he is a man tormented by the forces of the destiny, and that nevertheless can make the difference, and it continues dreaming and fighting by the dreams in spite of everything.

I am that for that an opportunity on 1000 is sufficient. I am that that it loves, that that smiles to the life, and that per moments manages to separate of having, or the mission to which consecrated its life, I am that to that despise in the days of sun, and look for in the storm.

I believe in justice and I believe in the revenge, but not by own benefit, I believe in the revenge to take revenge to others, and consider that the life is single a gigantic search of justice.

But I believe in the love, and dream, and meanwhile, I am where justice is needed. Because justice does not make promises, justice exists for today and by always, and I believe in which hides after the laughter of a girl and in the dreams of a man.

It is not the same to dream and not to do nothing, that to consecrate the life to a dream. Impossible dream? Perhaps. But it does not matter. While it is left life in the world, there will always be some who fight, and who surrender. Years ago the defender, or the protector by my friends was call.

So that? Single people need to occur an opportunity. To say I cannot is not sufficient. To say I cannot is to say I am dead before time. If it is your case, there is nothing no to say. Darakan is the part of which it trains for the morning, that accepts that will die, but does not surrender.

Darakan is the dark side of my, but nevertheless, believes in the Law, single that the Law not always is defended by a luminous person. Acceptance my dark and my force, I am the shade of that part that is light, and we cannot exist independently. I believe in the fire, the iron, the red blood and the blinding ray.

They say that the crazy person is that that is lost everything except the reason.

Then? I am crazy.

Because for my crazy person it is to think that the rules do not exist when the love exists, that nothing that allows to approach the Law or the HEALTHY love is prohibited.

Years ago I was in a group of White Magic, received the initiation and my hands were devoted to the work, but something in my caused a schism in the group. Something in my form to be caused that several left the teacher and they went around my, creating a new group within the group. My love by the life, and the desire to defend it, entered opposition with the group, and I had to retire.

Now there are people near my, but I am not a Teacher, and I will never be it. The teacher must be looked for, not to offer itself and if somebody looks for to me he will find me. Meanwhile, memory the lessons that I have received, by the time, the life and my teacher.

It is not possible to return to the times of inner peace that in a time I lived. That while the world always exists the true love it will live, and not I look for, because the one that looks for it not never found it.

When it is the moment, the hero will arise. That that breaks the bones of which they do badly, that that does not dream, but that acts.

When it is necessary, the hero will arise. For that reason I consecrated my hands to the death, because it is not possible to pretend that all people think about right fights, but when somebody enters a fight in the life wanting to make trap, justicers are needed, or that I believe.

Meanwhile, I believe in the law and the sword, because the important thing of the initiation is not to receive a sword, but that to do with it.

The swords and the shields are the arms of the justicers, but justice resides within my.

And the swords were not made to plow, but for the battle.

Be that as it may that is there above, I yield my life to be used like that sword. And if the sky tries to use me for which it is not to protect and to nourish, right of perpetual ownership that I will take the sky by assault.