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The freedom

In this occasion I am angered relatively. And the subject of the freedom long ago that it had to come to these paginas, but until now does.

Much people ask to me that I think of which says to Carlos Castaneda of the Total freedom an friend, D****, complaint for itself of which they do not let it use the PC as she wanted, and has problems of average connection you burden. Another person complaint of which this that the other that the one of and does not let it there make certain things. Caray.

The common denominator of all this is the freedom. Unfortunately some understand by freedom the flight of a reality, and others think that the freedom is something impossible to obtain and do not fight for that reason. Other people of between 14 and 99 years think that freedom is that they let them arrive in the morning at his house to two or that they do not do questions to them on which they did.

Perhaps because single twice in the last ten years I have arrived at my house after the 12, I do not feel that urgent necessity to be abroad. It will be because I do not like to dance?

Good, each person has a concept different from freedom, but the great majority acts as if freedom was the permission to do what it gives the desire them and that they value them for that reason.

And that is the freedom.

Only the bad thing is that most of people hopes that by a single fact they value all the life, caray.. it is like still thinking that a fiancee to whom we said to him ten years ago we see, this hoping next to the telephone. And obvious only they go us to a to value by the valuable things. By the things that are not worth the trouble value the people to us who are not worth the trouble.

THE LACK OF FREEDOM IS IN ALL THE CASES A PRETEXT. Where the determination exists the way can be found; in addition the present slavery is voluntary, and privilege of all those people whom they love to have at the same time all.

Sometimes I have spoken which the limitless possibilities do not go with the nature of the man, this is because if with a well-known Universe we have doubts of how handling it, because but we are going to have with the doubts that leave when entering the unknown. To enter the unknown is not bad, but it is not freedom either.

The freedom is to accept us to we ourself and the others as they are; in our case we can try to improve to us, but we cannot change to the others; in addition that difficult, is generally lost time, as the Nagual Andrés said, is not possible to do a swan stretching to him the neck to a duck.

It is necessary to put to him you limit the limitation, and if he is healthy to look for the change, but each change and each world it has his price, and the prices always depend on the value of which it looks for. The Total freedom in terms of Castaneda is real; But neither the same Castaneda nor nobody take it to the practice, because the price is too high. The Total freedom indicates resignation to that they will say, to that I say.

If we are congruents implies the resignation when having and to the love and really it seems fanaticism. The teacher of the Nagual Andrés said to him to this in an occasion in which he was trying to disappear of the country, by problems that they had to do with his familiar inheritance, that the retirement of the world is not allowed to a warrior.

That is to say, not fight to the idiot, but is a type battle to which no soldier can remove the return to him. Who has ears that hears and who has eyes that see.

The freedom is but that a symbol, is something that single is perceived when it thinks that it is not had. And it is what it is lost when the primogeniture by a plate of lentils changes.

Some people have said to me that because I have a work, and if I have a work because I am not the director of that company.

The answer is simple. The work gives freedom to the man, not the acquittal. In exchange for efforts made between 1990 and today, I have reunited in 5 states of the republic an amount that altogether gives 120% me of my pay in interests, because that work during seven years bought freedom to me, to the future!!!!!!!

Because I am not director of that company? Because it does not interest to me. Because in an occasion having 20 years, after a year to work I awoke at night shaking of scare, the scare and fear and great loathing but that I have never felt to the same time. And in my head a phrase: You are department head and you will be manager.

I do not mean that the freedom is to choose our prison, but something but simple, is to rise to one hour established by one same one, to do what one wants, and not what one must do. Some they have asked to me if I am free. The problem is that for me what I want is just like what I must do; lack of freedom of majority (not to have resources to do what they want), it is a symbol of the same. Unless a man helps itself itself dies being enslaved, changing its life by money, which is very bad business. Nevertheless, the ways of the world that arise from the work are invaluables, since the society only allows that the " petty little Tyrants " exist, in work atmospheres, and on the other hand, the people who make the life in the work impossible help us of an obvious way, teaching the moderation to us.

It is very important to understand that the freedom is not to want to make X thing and power to do it. The freedom is the moment at which we can channel our resources towards a same aim. There is too much people who have self-deceptions, and the people who live situations of self-deception are prisoner of her same stupidity and laziness.

An oration very hard that exists, speaks of that it can make fall the chains that they imprison to us, that person is but who nothing somebody that this within us, and to whom many drown with the chains of their complaints and moans.

The freedom does not gain lamenting itself. The freedom is a good that we have when we think that we lose it. But single it is possible to be free when the resources are directed to a single aim; although this it is the freedom search. Who was freer in the United States the last century? The slaves who fought by their freedom or the contracted soldiers to fight against them?

On the other hand the freedom also is to accept to us as we are. I do not say that we must be conformists, but that we do not torture ourselves reason why we cannot change.

I am going to put an example that can be strange. And he is literal. When I was born they removed to me from my mother with fórceps. The result is that my eyes were seriously hurt and an operation to the 2 years fixed them, but like collateral effect, is to me impossible to distinguish scents. LITERALLY. I cannot change it unless she conducts an operation to me that can leave me blind, so I prefer not to distinguish scents.

If I cannot change it, so that to worry. It is certain that there is to be considered with the others, mainly if one has physical and hormonal activity hard, is necessary to be conscious of the others and not to offend them, I have even asked to him my assistant who warns when my humor is beginning to leave control, but. here in my house me to me acceptance as I am, and at her moment the one that is my wife will be so amiable to warn to me if something begins to be bad, the greater freedom is in being arranged to fight by something, and in not living the life adapting us to the others or being sorry to us of which we cannot change.

In order to do that it is necessary to have two equally important things and that they can be obtained; first, the material resources, and second, a reason to be free. If freedom is to be able to go in the morning to celebrations to two, that good, but to my it does not interest that freedom to me. For me freedom is the power to dedicate to look for why to me of the things and to help to others in the process, without turning to me into firewood tree.

For any freedom it is necessary certain resource, first, psychic one, knowledge that we want; we cannot APPRECIATE the FREEDOM IF WE DO NOT KNOW THAT TO DO WITH HER. For that reason much so able people we see it giving returned and making trivialities, because they do not know that they want.

I repeat the term that I mentioned before, the Total freedom is one complete and absolute stupidity unless we want to escape of the world and not to fight against. The world this so little customary to that somebody faces to him that the battle is won, the world does not know selfdefense..

I consider frees, because in eight years i will pass the moment that I stipulated myself years ago, for dominating to 100% the ways of the world, and I will begin to fight battles in three lands at the same time, emotional, physical, and mental But while that moment arrives, the freedom is to go to the super ones without selling to me, doing something that I like, Freedom is to speak with a girl and in her moment for going to see it, without trying to look for sex by the simple fact to be there. Freedom is not to force to the others. And mainly, FREEDOM IS NOT TO SELL We ourself to US.

As I said before, the core to pieces is not sold, when it is sold is sold finds out and by which is not worth. I must stress that the freedom is what looks for the man and belongs to the wolf, at the moment for making the change of modality and to wake up to the wolf, the things change completely; all the mentioned one in this page speaks of the freedom for the man and it does not stop the wolf.

I mention some fragments of the final words of the Nagual Rafael. What as said is reconocible a fragment of Literature prohibition; with something of rosacruces, and that has reproduced lately in some books. It does not concern the source, but when this was said to me the situation was quite dramatic. The text of which it said to me is invariable for my, and I will put it in blue color.

I was seated on Sanborns of angel of independence, with Javier M and disciple of Rosendo, while the Nagual went to buy a wrist of that they sell the indigenas to a block, outside of the EU embassy.

Suddenly, I saw during moments to the Nagual Rafael, not with the clothes of street that took, but with its ceremonial clothes, that needed being priest. Then, when seeing the clothes that used in the important ceremonies but for (remember that their ceremonial ones did not teach them, but that was the form in which it canalized its preference to have an established procedure, although single it had sense for him), something activated. And in its hand I saw the cane one that it used in you complete years for the ceremonies of the 22 of December and the 1 of June, and when oir to strike it the floor that was not there, I knew that something had happened.

I removed a bill from 200 and I left sudden flight the restaurant before the astonished glance all, threw a package to one Mrs. who until said me of things, and on time arrived to see as a taxi lost the control treating about not running over a student, and ran over to the Nagual.

I ran the average block and that separated to us, I saw the full gray suit of blood, and the destroyed legs, the blood leaving the eyes and the ears, and saw the spot of blood in the wall; the Nagual had destroyed the skull when falling. Their lenses hurt to him and I threw them to a side, and the single one smiled and it said to me: already you fuc**. Now if you are single, eh? People began to join, police, the taxi driver, Javier, and he meant something and I shouted Shut up and they did not do case to me; he requested to me with gestures that approached to me and it said to me; it remembers three things: there are celebrations without morning. When all are cowardly nobody is it, and what as much important Live free. That is everything. Live frees although your body is chained, in the place where nobody can chain you because there are no walls, all freedom has its price, but the one of the mind is inimestimable.

The only one that can make fall the chains that they imprison to us is one same one, no allied teacher nor will give the freedom us.


Alfonso Orozco - July 1999
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