Weeks ago i spoke with a friend of the changes who caused the training to me. Physical changes are few, only the agility and the force, that can be due to the " movements of power ", to the weights or the Kenpo. But the greater changes are at emotional level, as I said to him. The intellectual changes are few, I am arranged to think when I must think and to feel when I must feel.

Not if this it is the case of all those that have undertaken the ways of the center or the right, but in my case my feelings and emotions changed but, maybe so that I am but emotional that mental or physical. The peculiar thing is sometimes that this friend, to that I will call " C ", asked to me that if nonwant to be normal, to let have those strange spyings of the stranger. At the moment I am in the work, after the time of departure, hoping that results arrive to me, after winning the last week a corporative battle, and making changes to an astrology program.

In afternoon like a 16:30 i was working and thinking tangentially about a person to whom I consider and I value much, when it suddenly came me to the mind that it was in a problem (somebody badly wishes him and hinders his privacy), and for some reason I thought about a slide and a name that begins with "E" And I know that it is related to her and I do not have idea of why nor that means, or if it wants to help it or is the cause of the problem. To the minute of that I received a message by ICQ of her, and... like demons to say to him that I feel that there is a problem with so " an E ", and that it has to do with a slide?

That is what hatred sometimes of Being Nagual, not to be able to say what I see or collection through the knowledge intuitive without seeming absolute a lunatic one, and without worrying to the people, so often nothing but I remain shut up.

Returning to which spoke with " Cs ", it commented to him that it is very easy to develop to intuition and something of clarividency, like the calls " movementes of power ", use parts of the body that always are deactivated, to use the heart of the wolf causes that suddenly we know things without knowing why.

The Nagual Rafael as it leaves from the training put to each one of its students to try to develop through determined exercises, certain parapsicologyc dowries. I was liking much because it made choose that we wanted to develop to us, (I wanted telequinesis), and always without exception, for all we, the results of the exercises were the same one. Zero, nothing, sweepings. He explained it saying that we chose what we wanted, and called to which we could handle. After all, each one of which followed the exercises in serious, it finished without developing what wanted and gaining something. Memory that Juana Topete wanted to better see without fixing itself, and what that obtained was now it can be said, awake in 20 minutes, and to the 20 minutes she awakes.

In my single case I gained sometimes useless an intuitive knowledge, and rare time things that serve to me as something. It is but, in each short while the things in such a way that I am safe, and but of three have stuck a scare.

The important thing of the case is that every certain time we must resign to all our power, and again begin the cycle of the hero, to learn a new technique or discipline. One of the first traps that there are to win is " to resign to the power ". In a while or another one of the way, diverse faculties or knowledge are acquired, like turn out to stimulate parts different from the body, heart, and mind, but we do not have to depend on them for several reasons, but important it is that they are not trustworthy; they can arise at moments of extreme force or carries far weakness, or go and come in 50% of our capacity. If he is not predictable, he is not advisable to bet to him to those faculties, and therefore, it is necessary to resign to them, or to ignore them until they appear again or we can make erroneous decisions in the battle.

But ahead in the training, always certain things return that we forgot, basically because to remember or to understand certain things we needed an amount certain energy. This can be ridiculous. For example, once I awoke at daybreak about the 03:30, and it seemed to me that somebody called to me by ICQ, was not that, asi that I seated and I put myself to take notes on a program that could do. The notes were not too complex, because I could write them average slept, and despues I went away to lay down.

The notes were something as well as prime Numbers factor nine = Fibonacci Number= Cryptic interface CryptoApi Microsoft.

As it is of supposing in the morning it did not have idea that demons was that. But ahead I discovered that it was a summarized formula to create authentications of safe communications under Internet, but at the moment that I wrote them they were extremely clear.

However, in some cases that understanding cannot be explained, but in other yes. I believe that the man and the woman are like machines that we do not know like using, and for that reason sometimes when doing simple things we felt a well-being or to please emotional physicist and, who single must to that we used of suitable way the resources to our reach. And the " powers " are not another thing that to activate our internal resources, and is not supernatural, but that we do not know like activating them, for that reason the power passages can produce certain effects, although he is remote, as " Cs " and others have experimented, even without being in a way of " initiation to the nagualismo "

I repeat as I said before, I am not better than others, because I will die, sometimes I realize some thing, I prefer to think that the hunches usually are certain when we do case to them, and when we ignored them without analyzing them, it is when we hurt single. If we have faith and confidence in we ourself, and allowed to decide as we must, and as we want, then the hunches are not certain.

I must stress what that I said before, according to all the traditions that I know, at some moment one gains power, and it is necessary to resign to him. But late or but early it will be an obstacle for the progress of the student. The faculty to which it gives up, sometimes returns sometimes and no, but it is not worth the trouble to think about it.

Because there are moments of mental restlessness, and moments of physical restlessness, and at those moments of doubt, that better than the brain and the heart to respond them?