Mood:
brightTopic: WC - Daily Practice
Sunday 7:21pm 17Sept06
I've been a cooking fiend all day today. Cooked a spinach spoon bread using swiss chard instead of spinach since spinach has been pulled off the shelves. I made a carrot salad with pickles, cauliflower, black beans and swiss chard. I made sauteed sweet potatoes and carrots. I made basil chick peas and you guessed it, swiss chard. And I cooked a small roast beef in rosemary and lemon because I'm in need of a little red meat. I juiced a whack of beets, cabbage, lemons and apples and froze it so I don't have to juice it every single morning this week. I need a break from the juicing discipline I use every day. I feel like my time is so full with preparing food all the time.
My mind was going a mile a minute today. Inner ranting about a person who has been smothering me and this person isn't my friend. Trying to find a tactful way to extricate myself. I wonder why I'm such a magnet to some weird needy people that insist their selves on me. Or is it themselves? huh! It's the constant gibberish. "You called me for that?"
Oh well. Time to move on. It's hard to keep your focus when someone calls you 30 times a day. I have to wonder what the motive is. I have to wonder what kind of person can't get the message. And then I wonder where I'm like that in my life. Where am I not getting the message? Who or what might I be hounding with obsessive fervor? I look at the people in my life and it's not a who. The one person I was unsure of I don't have contact with. I thought maybe I could have been hounding him but nope. So what could I be hounding? Or what am I thinking about obsessively? Hmm!
Rearranged my kitchen, well, what I could of it. It's been transformed. It felt all cluttered and bogged down before. Still haven't finishing painting. Slow but sure, or something like that. Maybe just slow. I have to ask again, How do women with children do it all? I barely manage.
Not much to say tonight. Lots to say but nothing to share. ha ha!
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