Big, big day. So big it is now tomorrow. Jennifer, the manager at City People's Merchantile called me today to offer me the job. I hope I can inform Beverly and Julie Watkins at Community Psychiatric Clinic. It would not be practical for me to work two jobs if I can help it. They have offered a position for 40 hours, which would be advantageous for me to take but I'm not obliged to follow through with.

Anyway, I am writing this so late because I got off the phone with L******* C****** a while ago. He is up to his old tricks again. He wants me to kow-tow to his dream of a committed relationship and yet any time I bring up any inconsistencies in his logic he changes the subject. I don't see any reason in encouraging his delusions further.

My next door neighbor, Matt called me up and interrupted the conversation. Thank you, Matt!

Better News. Emailed my mum and she said she could help me out with a short-term loan. I still will need help from Dad.

Signed up for Blogger today because Josh Ellis saved this site to my "favorites". Today has been very stressful. I don't have my rent for the month and next month is only two weeks away. The only options I have so far for making money is selling my books online and Dad is giving me a coin set worth at least $*** to sell on Ebay. He insists. He hasn't come by yet to deliver the goods, although there are fees that I need to investigate for reserve price auctioning on Ebay. I am worried that nothing will happen soon enough. I've been here before, but not recently. I am beating myself up about what I could have done.