Oh Summer, Thou Art But A Bum On The Streat Covered With Newspaper Bits.
I finally got to sleep this morning at 5. My parents wake me up at 7 to get ready for church. I am so dead tired.

I went to church and everything was fun... same old stuff--laughing, throwing, heaving, shoving...and yet it is NOT a mosh pit. There was this little party after church for a woman who graduated. It was really nice.

I came home, ate lunch really quick and then Shelly came over. We did alot of sitting. I really wanted to hang out today, but I was so tired since I slept a total of two hours. But we had fun.

I concluded this afternoon that I love all my friends so much... I don't have many. Brittany, Shelly, Krissy and a few others-but I love them so much. Anyhoo... I have to go downstairs becuase I think there might be strawberries!

Have a good night and a great tomorrow!
BETH

Oh What Sweet Relief Saturday Brings To All Forms Of Life... Hey You! Hand Me That Spatula!
Today, my fellow dorks, is the day I am ungrounded. I woke up at 11:30 (AM)and I thought "YES. WHO HAVE I NOT TALKED TO ALL WEEK!?" So I took a shower and called Brittany, we yapped and laughed and carried on for an hour and then... I went and saw

HARRY POTTER

So what if I'm a little obsessed...

Anyways, it was a great movie but I was getting too excited and made all sorts of high pitched screeches and screams and shrill "OH NO! THE DEMENTOR!" noises... in the end I concluded that Cat Woman has got nothing on Harry Potter

Tomorrow is church, WISH ME LUCK.

I really haven't done anything this week. I spent the majority helping my mom take care of the baby. The baby is gone now (sadness) but she's coming back next year!

Wednesday David and Wes are spending the night. We're going to go to the mall, what incredibly embaressing thing can I plan to do to David and Wes... Hmm.... MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Later!
BETH

Its Only TUESDAY?! SAVE ME FOR THE LOVE OF FLUFF.
Well, since saturday I have been grounded. Yes. Let me tell you, when I used to be grounded all the time--the sentence would just fly by; but being out of the game for a while, my "term" seems to take forever. I am grounded until Saturday from going out with friends, the phone and the computer, I have to feed the birds and bunnies everyday and scoop my sisters litterbox morning and night everyday. You know, I have no problem with work infact I like to work, BUT I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO STUFF OTHER THAN WATCH TV AND TAKE CARE OF THE BABY.

I have nothing to say becuase boredom has currently taken over every single inch of currently and potentially interesting space in my body. But oh well, I'm making myself very literate slowly. I am also getting out in the sun more... slowly. I am also learning to play the guitar... very... very slowly.

ANYWAYS--thats the fricken update on my boring... BORING life.
BETH

Special! 50% Off All Sanity!
I've changed the layout again. Sorry everyone, but I even contemplated getting a page at LiveJournal. What was I thinking? I like it old school. Yea.... Anyways, nothing works right on angelfire. I tried to make a background image of a pirate, but when I uploaded the image it only put one picture in the upper left hand corner. From this I concluded that either I had to tile the image, or angelfire sucks. Either way, it didn't work.

Today was humdrum. I woke up at 10:40 expecting the sun to be streaming through my shades, but no. I woke up hyperventilating becuase of a scary dream and saw the dreary sky sitting there, then I heard the shrill screams of the kid downstairs.

I went downstairs for a little bit. My dad went fishing this morning and caught us lunch. If you fish, is it free? I think I'll look into that. He was supposed to be coming home in the afternoon but it was rainy so he came home this morning. My mom made the fish, which by the way, I'm not much of a fish person, but oh well Food is Food.

I put straps on my shirt and decided that its my second rough draft becuase the stiches are really messy and you can definatly see them... its weird. More so than a nose growing on your thumb.

Where did I get that one?

Anyways, my sister came home from school in a great mood. We all love great moods, huh? Yes. Especially when we live with that mood. She's going to hang out tonight with friends and the guy she went on a date with last night. Which by the way, went superb.

I talked to my brother today, he got his job. We're all very happy. I want him to move back. Oh well, junk changes, right? I get over it.

Dad went to work and mom and Jen and I are just chilling now. I might go to my friends track meet tomorrow, she's in the state track meet up at the college.
GO KRISSY KRISSERTON!
I hope her mom isn't there becuase her mom has this passionate hatred towards our family. Its bad.

Maybe I can think of something worthwhile to say. There is probably an Orioles game on tonight, I will bask in the glory of that. GO ORIOLES

I was thinking about starting a rant page. I have all this time and I know I could do it. I always say I'm going to do this, or do that and never do but screw it. Who cares anyways--its FREE WILL! (pre-destination? Now THAT would be a nice one.) Anyways, I'm probably just going to enjoy staying quiet about my opinion for a while.

I have nothing more to write, but once I think of something, you'll be the first to know.
BETH

That sign most definatly read "I Am The Anti-Christ Selling Crabs, Come Get Yours."

There Is Nothing Stuck To My Toe. I Deny Anything Stuck To My Toe.
Well, I don't know when the last time I wrote was, but I don't think I wrote yesterday. Wednesday was a really laid back day for me... I just chilled with the baby all day and helped my mom out around the house.

I practiced my guitar some... it isn't really that great yet, but I will be the master over my instrument... Yes... Yes I will... MWAHAHAHA

Last night I got this crazy idea for a halter shirt, so I started making the prototype last night and finally finished the prototype this afternoon. I started making the real thing and it's rad, alrite. I just need to add straps and laces and I'm in like flint.

This morning I woke up and I could barely see, but I went downstairs and the baby had this rad pooh suit on. I almost flipped out. That baby is the shizz, alrite.

Tonight mom, pop and I watched That 70's Show and we just chilled. I'm sick of working on my shirt, I'll finish it tomorrow.

I wonder why biggoted people think they are so much better than other people. If you ripped a white person and a hispanic person open, and laid them side-by-side, you'd see the exact same thing... the only difference comes skin deep. Biggots only think skin deep, therefore they are shallow people who are horrible and should pull themselves from society. Actually, most of them have... but for some reason they still speak.

Anyways,
Have a good nice my dear and faithful followers.
BETH

Its not a cult... not a cult... No! I swear its not!! ;)

Oh How Sweet The Smell Of No School.
Friday was a semi-sweet day. Mix that. It was the best day of my fricken life. We cleaned out our lockers and then David and Wes and I just chilled. See... the only thing is that I kept thinking I'd be seeing them on Monday and I forgot to say goodbye to David, but I figure that I'll hang out with him and Wes sometime over the summer.
Wes came home with me at 12 and we went to the mall until 3. We got an end of the school year patch at Hot Topic (everyone in hot topic is so nice. I go into JCpenny's and everyone is all uptight but all the employees at hottopic were just carrying on nice little conversations with Wes and Me.) then we went to gamestop and danced and sang along with the QUEEN cd. (RIP)
Then we went and picked up Brittany and we three went to go see The Day After Tomorrow... which was a pretty alrite movie except it was boring. I am not much for natural disaster, rather more for the man made disaster like D-Day or Atomic Bombs-you get what I mean.
Yesterday Brittany and I went downtown and I had some mean stomach pains and couldn't walk or breath without this pain shooting through my stomach like someone taking a very pointy ice pick and ramming it into my side. It was gas. We went and sat infront of the Library on the steps and basked in the sun. Then my old friend Yelana walks out (I haven't seen her in a year due to this little christian school mess) and so I yelled "YELANA!" and she turned around, "hello......... do I know you?" "Yea!" "BETH! OH MY GOSH!" It was so funny becuase for a split second I didn't know if it was her or not, and then I thought OF COURSE IT IS HER and then I realized how akward it was that she didn't recognize me. HAHA. We three hung out for a while infront of the library on the steps, not moving much.
Today Brittany and Shelly came to church and it was great fun. Church is so halarious in my youth group becuase the group is nothing but a large gathering of thugs and gang members... but they all love my mom so much and all this funny junk happens.

I'm going to go becuase dinner is finally on.
Wish me luck on my first day of summer!
BETH

They Must Want My Attention Span To Blow My Mind Up Or Something... Cause They're Crazy Like That.
Well... I don't think I wrote monday or yesterday, so I shall fill thee in.
Monday-
Got to school and we watched Finding Nemo in Biology. What a rad movie, man. You gotta know that little fish wouldn't get back to his dad without that mad determination on the fathers part. Woah... In english we played a review game and then watched some more of the Robin Hood cartoon... which by the way has got to be the best kids movie... in the world. That afternoon we took the logic exam. Usually I'm really good at writing my opinion down but for some reason I wasn't in the mood and I can't NOT be in the mood because that was THE EXAM! We had to read a series of articles on homosexual marriages and then right a valid response of what we thought. I can't remember what I wrote, and thats good too because I can bet you my life that it was boring and stupid. I came home. Sat around.
Tuesday-
I had my english and spanish exam that day. It was really boring. What they do is they give you two and half hours in the morning, an hour for lunch, then two and half hours for the next exam. Well, I usually get done with mine fairly quick becuase I do everything really fast (I keep telling my mom I'm ADD or ADHD but she just won't buy into it) and have about an hour and half left to do nothing but sit. So I did my english exam and then slept... I kept breathing really hard and tried not to, then I thought "screw it, these people have been dead tired before" and I just let go and breathed as heavy as I needed to get to sleep. Lunch was uneventful. David stayed with me and Wes went out to lunch. Then after lunch I had my spanish exam... that was... meh... okay. It wasn't hard but it definatly wasn't easy.
Today-
I had my biology and math exam. Basically it follows the exact same pattern as yesterday. I slept and woke up, read, studied, stared, wrote, drew, scribbles, gargled, dreamed, made comics, etc. I failed my math exam like a fluffer. (51.3%) I'm not exact a math type of person.... as you can tell.

I have nothing to say... tomorrow is a half day and then friday is my last day! GOOD BYE CHRISTIAN SCHOOL!!!! WOOOOOOOO!

*laughs like a maniac and foams at the mouth*
ETHBAY

The Sunday Blues... Can You Handle This? Proceed My Friend....
Yes today is the end of my weekend. Oi. But guess what Friday is? MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! WOO WOO

Today I went to church and hung out with my friends and goofed off... as always--what else is church for, huh? Then I came home and talked to my brother on the phone. I found out that he watched reality tv (OH THE HORROR) and I spent fifteen minutes telling him why watching reality tv turns the media on. He didn't buy it... but then again even if he did he wouldn't let me know. What kind of brother would fold?!

I planted more today. My sister and I are unhealthily obsessed with plants. We meant to go get mulch and... thats it. We came back with... 4 bags of mulch, 5 different plants, and lots... and lots... of books.

I'm very tired. My browser kept closing while I wrote this and this is the fifth entry I've written... everything else was lost becuase of stupid internet malfunctions. Die malfunctions, die.

LATER!x
ETHBAY

Math tests stink. You Stink Math Test! Go Take A Shower!!
Today was my last day of classes. Oh yea baby. I dig it.

I had to take a math test today and I didn't have it done by the end up math so I missed gym! =( THEY HAD A WATER BALLOON FIGHT. Everyone walked in all soaked and looking blissfully happy... and I looked tore up and ragged from being mauled to death by the math test.

Well, today was very boring and I had to fight to stay awake. Then I came home and went to the doctors for a physical and GOOD NEWS: I DID NOT HAVE TO PEE IN A CUP. Don't you hate it when they hand hand you the cup? "Go. Pee. Cup." That fateful moment always makes sweat spring to my forhead... Anyways... the doctor told me to stay away from boys and other than that I'm in perfect shape. Yes. OH YEA. I've also grown an inch. 5'5" on the dot.

Now I'm home and I had a cookie and some spaghetti for supper. Yummm...!

Anyways... Monday starts my last week of school countdown until Freeeedddoooommmmmmm....... *sigh of relief*

Catch you all later.
ETHBAY

Note: The post before this one was the 50th post, but obviously I was to mad to say it.
HAPPY 50TH POST!!!!

I Have A Date With Charles Manson Tonight
I know, I know. I have not written for a long time. But let me just tell you how well school is going... oh wait... its not going well at all! Go figure!
I'm really anti-racist, I mean if I find out someone is racist I lose ALL respect for them and never gain it back. So we were talking about racism in history and I said that I saw these two girls at the store and they were saying how they didn't like black people becuase they smelled bad. I'm not just going to let them say that becuase... well... what kind of person would that make me, to see someone do something horribly wrong and not stick up for what I believe. So I said to them "Hey come on man... theres nothing wrong with black people. Thats not cool." and they said "What... do you want the crap beaten out of you?" and I just smiled at them, shook my head and walked away. So I told my teacher that and she said "BETH! You shouldn't have done that!" "Why not?" "Because people are entitled to their own opinion!" (Oh but dear, it works like a phone... if they get to talk loudly about their opinion, then they shall hear MINE too.) So I just looked at her and said "I'm not going to just back down from my beliefs, and that is what you're telling me to do. It just wouldn't be right." SO THAT SENT ME OVER THE EDGE.
ANDOn top of that... I was supposed to have Friend1, Friend2, and Friend3 over friday night instead of going to the banquet becuase... well the banquet is just a big bitch-fest. So FIRST Friend3 couldn't come becuase her family was making her go camping with them. Then friend2 couldn't go becuase he had some band thing that he had to do becuase one of the members would be going out of town... then friend3 decided that since friend2 was doing somehting more interesting that he wouldn't come to my house, and he would spend the weekend with friend2.
YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M SICK OF THIS YEAR AND EVERYONE WITH IT.
And yes. I'm ranting.
ALSO FRIEND3, doesn't think that the teachers should be telling him to get out work... so while he thinks he's getting all sassy and looking cool, all I see is him whining until he gets his way out and I can't fricken stand it anymore. Even worse, he's becoming like them. He is. He has to go back next year and he's becoming like them. He thinks he should be all ticked off because he's going back. I've worked my BUTT off this year trying to get through, and he hasn't done one fricken thing to try. He hasn't tried at all. And he thinks HE should be mad? Bull crap. Its me man, its me who's mad now. I got mad at him and friend2 becuase they won't work at ALL. For a group grade, since they wouldn't work, I got a really low grade and I work so hard to keep my grades up. I got mad, and I told them why and Friend3 thinks he has the RIGHT to give ME a dirty look for being mad at HIM. It was a perfectly LOGICAL reason. But you don't know what a LOGICAL reason is, Friend3 becuase you don't pay attention in LOGIC. And becuase you don't pay attention in LOGIC, I can't pay attention in LOGIC. I can barely pay attention anyways and its YOU. ALWAYS YOU. Thanks for EVERY FRICKEN THING. THANKS FOR THE CRAP, ALL THE CRAP! GOD AND I WILL SCREAM TO YOU. I WILL SCREAM THIS TO YOU UNTIL YOUR EARS FRICKEN BLEED BUT IT STILL WON'T GET THROUGH YOUR HEAD BECUASE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT REAL LIFE IS LIKE, DO YOU?!

This year has been crap, its been cow poop from DAY FRICKEN ONE. AND I HATE IT ALL.

Yea. I'm ranting, and yes... I am mad. But you have no idea what this year has been. You will never find out unless you go there.

I do not want to go tomorrow. Spiderman... save me.
BETH