Exceptionally Outgoing Tendencies Might Not Benefit The Weak.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: The box fan.
Ugh, so today was alot of nothing, which is exactly what I love about summer. It's really hot tonight.

I went to Aeropostal to buy a few more polo shirts and if you could hear the bitter voice in my head then you would know that I didn't get the shirts. See, the last time I was in there they had all different colors for $8. So I went back in there and in the $8 polo place they had two left. One of them was the color I already had, and the other was white, so that stunk. So I started looking around and up front they had polos for $10 and in back they had polos for $24.50. WHAT THE HECK? MAKE THEM THE SAME YOU SILLY AEROPOSTAL PRICERS!

So anyways, mom and dad dropped me off at Walmart to do some shopping while they finished other errands and I had to potty like a fiend, but NO! They were cleaning the bathrooms. So I went on about my business: I bought a hot pink and lime green tee shirt, two cake mixed and a gallon of skim-milk. After about... oh... twenty minutes I went back to check the status of the bathroom. Stillll being cleaning. SO I waited by the door with the creepy woman and her creepy man and waited, and waited. Finally I called my parents, "Where ARE you?" and they pulled up 15 minutes later. "Where were you guys??" Mom says, "I had to stop and go potty." Oh, I was so envious. Luckily home was down the street. Plus she bought me a bag of peanut M&Ms.

Anyways, I sat by the charcoals while they were letting off amazing amounts of fumes and now my throat is swollen and it hurts like crazy to swallow.

I watched Final Destination 1 today. That movie will never cease to amaze me.

Yeah, so I don't get to see Shapiro tomorrow night after all, but that's okay because I'm spending the night at Shelly's house and I am so siked. I'm taking money so we can order a pizza and ask for their hottest delivery boy and then be really siked about answering the door. Hey! Don't act like you haven't done it.

Oh yeah. Thats my moms cake. She baked it tonight. The pan is there for proportion. Isn't it ENORMOUS!? Who loves that? Yeah... we do.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

First Day of Summer, Oh Thou Art Glorious.
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: Death Cab for Cutie
Hmm... my first day of summer vacation. Can anything really describe the sweetness? Nah...

I woke up at noon sometime and then bummed around until I realized that I shouldn't become worthless at the first sign of freedom. So I showered and then Shelly and I went to go see Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. When we went in, 10 minutes late no less, we saw all the amazing boys going to Lords of Dogtown. Yeah... we were SO tempted to go with them. But yeah... a few words from my father made us slap temptation in the face. "Beth, I know you have enough respect that you won't go behind my back and see the other movie." So yeah, maybe that was more than a few words--but all in all it made us stop. Rawr, if only I didn't have a conscience.

So anyways, it rained ALL day today. Boring. Hopefully the sun will come out tomorrow and I can lay in the sun all day long. Hopefully.

Ugh, I think I'm going to go sleep for a while so I can stay up late and watch old movies all night.

WOO! SHAPIRO ON SUNDAY! I CAN'T WAIT!

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Of Those People That Just Aren't Believable.
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Neil Young - Live On SNL
Today was the last day of school. It is completely unbelievable. I don't want to be a junior next year, though. That means that I will only have the year after that and then I'm dont with high school and that is no fun at all. That aside, YES! SCHOOL IS OUT! Now, Shelly and I can spend this summer bumming around town, doing what we do best: making foolish memories.

Oh, if only the summer would last a lifetime.

Shelly and I have this incredible plan. We're going to see how many guys we can go through this summer. We've thought of two categories: jerks and rads. The jerks are only useful to us for their money, and the rads are there for everything else. It's going to be amazing.

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants tomorrow with Shelly.

Shapiro - Sunday night, 7 PM--FREE

THIS IS GOING TO BE INCREDIBLE.

I slept for... five hours this afternoon and had this crazy dream about a hostage in our school. It was really scary. I actually had to wake myself up and then calm myself down.

Oh well, anyways--I'm really bored and I'm going to go do something dumb.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

It's Been Going On For A Half Hour And I Don't Have Any Answer.
Mood:  lyrical
Oh it's been too long, hasn't it?

School is about to let out. June 3rd actually. We've had SOL testing, which is crap because I freakin' stressed out all week for tests that probably (if all goes well) won't matter to me in the end anyways.

So I don't have to go to school on Friday because I don't have any exams on that day. Thursday is my last day of school officially and isn't that the most beautiful thing?

Speaking of beautiful thing... the guy in church today <3.

Okay, I'm over it.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Too Many Flip-Flops, And Not Any Of Them Were White.
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: commericial for a rad looking movie
Ahh--NOTHING IS NEW.

Ask me why. Why? I DON'T KNOW.

I had a ferocious asthma attack at school and came home, slept and went to the doctor.

I feel kind of sick and I think I might vomit, which would NOT be fun. I know you're interested.

Okay, well, I have to go finish everything that I haven't done since saturday.

<3
Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Who On Earth Would Listen To These Noises?
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Dave Matthews Band - American Baby
I hate this song, but yes, I am listening to it.

Mmmm the smell of my mother cooking breakfast. I love her breakfasts.

I haven't written in a long time. I find that when I come home from school I'm more worried about staying awake to do my work and then trying to eat.

So anyways, there aren't many days left of school and I sit and wonder where ALL the school days went. Secon semester went quickly this year. Well, compared to last year. Last year everything took forever.

So my dad's boss comes home on Monday! It's really good news! We're happy!

Mom and I are throwing a tea party. These things are crazy to plan, but anyways, I bought a new dress for it (for anything).

I really don't want to write anymore because I plan on going out and doing A LOT of yard work today. I'm in the mood.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Sorry for my lack of clever phrases, I'm so sorry for my lack of enthusiasm for this.

Before The Little "Michael Bolton" Faux-Paux.
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: a mercedes-benz commercial
Heck yes.

Oh, where should I start?

I'm so tired. This whole week has drained every ounce of living fluid out of my family. Well, I could be more specific. It really involved my parents and me. We went to Charlottesville almost every day this week after school and while the person who hasn't had to do that might think, "Hey, man. It's just traveling," I can honestly tell you, it's more than traveling.

Anyways--

Last night I went to Davey's show with Shelly, Halie, Emily, Jody and Justin. I was only able to stay for one of his songs because everything started so freakin late, but they were REALLY good. There was that slight chance that it wouldn't have been good and I did not have a plan for that. But luckily, they were amazing. See, I hate hardcore music. I can't stand professional hardcore music and I can't stand the amatuer scene, but his music was amazing. And while I was watching, I noticed that they had GOOD musicians in his band. I am so happy.

It was all Shelly could talk about in Sunday School class, while I was running on an hour of sleep.

So anyways, today is mothers day, obviously. We bought KFC for lunch and my dad was on Cloud Nine. He was laughing and his eyes were watering and he wasn't talking much at all. How often do we buy KFC? Every mothers day and never in between.

I slept for four hours this afternoon and people KEPT CALLING INTO MY HOUSE. For the love of fluff...

Anyways--I'm happy to say that now that he's done what he's done again, my father is stepping in and taking care of it and this means that I'm never going to have to worry about it again. Yay! Mom and I are excited about this!!

I have to call Shelly back.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Sometimes Theres Nothing But Static.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Garden State soundtrack
Who loves Courtney for sending me a load of new music? I DO!

I went to school late, then I came home and slept for two hours, ate dinner, worked out and now I'm doing nothing. I have nothing to justify the complete slack off-ness that I exhibit, either.

I really want to do something else.

Yeah, I never finish what I start. Or maybe I'm lying.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

May 21= MAYFEST WITH DAVID AND SHELLY

Tom Hanks Should Take A Break, Honestly.
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: SNL Band
Today, ahhh today. So catastrophic and at the same time, constructive.

I woke up and did nothing. Actually, that isn't quite true. I bummed around the house with Jen and Mom while Dad was out with some men from the church. Bumming around takes a lot more energy than you might think. Especially when it involves socializing with the women in my family.

I took a shower, always good.

Shelly and I hung out at the mall while my sister was getting a hair cut. We met Halie there. It was amazing! I finally came around to getting job applications. I hope the Daily Grind hires me. I've wanted to work there since they opened when I was in the eighth grade.

Anyways, a huge ordeal happened at home and so this whole day, and now until God knows when will be crazy. But oh well, right?

Yeah, I talked to David and Shelly on the phone all night. What the heck else was I supposed to do? Yeah, you're right. No.

Hmm, very interesting. A denture commercial with an actor who had to be no more than thirty five. Very interesting.

Okay, well, I'm going to go and do something dumb.

I can't freakin' sleep. It's 1:20 in the morning and I have church tomorrow, but okay. Who cares anyways, I'll just sleep through sunday school. <3

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Disappointed, Crazed and Thirsty As Heck.
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: TV Guide channle
I have 203 entries on this blog. What is this for again? Oh yes, to explain my feelings to unknown persons while I passionatly write. Oi. Some of that was sarcasm, some of it wasn't. You try to figure it out.

Today I missed second period because we went for a tour of the new high school which wasn't as SHAZZAM as I thought it might be.

I hear my mom cooking downtstairs.

Yes, I am going for my learners tomorrow. And yes, I will be honest: I haven't studied. But I figure that I'll fail or pass with or without studying. It's an independent figure, as one might say. So does one really depend on the other? Hmm...

There is a show tomorrow night at Captain Tees and it is also the opening night for Higher Power, the spring play. I have no money for either, so I will hang out at the mall or something all weekend. Or maybe the park! Or! Or! Maybe David and Shelly will come over on Saturday. Oh, I forgot to call Emily. Okay, I still have tomorrow.

Yes, I am writing what I think as I think it. And yes. I think he is so sexy. And yes, he has an amazing smile.

So I'll quit.

I should probably go and try to steal some dreams from the neighbors, but I figure they need them more than I do. They have a newborn.

Newborn vs. History Test

Newborn wins.

I'm so freakin' thirsty. Yes, mom is such a life-saver! She brought up a glass of ice, cold, clear and purified water. Beautiful!

Infact, while I was at the new high school, someone was smoking in the bathroom while we were taking a tour. Funny, huh? Yeah, not too.

Sweet Dreams.
Ich liebe dich
BETH