Before The Little "Michael Bolton" Faux-Paux.
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: a mercedes-benz commercial
Heck yes.

Oh, where should I start?

I'm so tired. This whole week has drained every ounce of living fluid out of my family. Well, I could be more specific. It really involved my parents and me. We went to Charlottesville almost every day this week after school and while the person who hasn't had to do that might think, "Hey, man. It's just traveling," I can honestly tell you, it's more than traveling.

Anyways--

Last night I went to Davey's show with Shelly, Halie, Emily, Jody and Justin. I was only able to stay for one of his songs because everything started so freakin late, but they were REALLY good. There was that slight chance that it wouldn't have been good and I did not have a plan for that. But luckily, they were amazing. See, I hate hardcore music. I can't stand professional hardcore music and I can't stand the amatuer scene, but his music was amazing. And while I was watching, I noticed that they had GOOD musicians in his band. I am so happy.

It was all Shelly could talk about in Sunday School class, while I was running on an hour of sleep.

So anyways, today is mothers day, obviously. We bought KFC for lunch and my dad was on Cloud Nine. He was laughing and his eyes were watering and he wasn't talking much at all. How often do we buy KFC? Every mothers day and never in between.

I slept for four hours this afternoon and people KEPT CALLING INTO MY HOUSE. For the love of fluff...

Anyways--I'm happy to say that now that he's done what he's done again, my father is stepping in and taking care of it and this means that I'm never going to have to worry about it again. Yay! Mom and I are excited about this!!

I have to call Shelly back.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Sometimes Theres Nothing But Static.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Garden State soundtrack
Who loves Courtney for sending me a load of new music? I DO!

I went to school late, then I came home and slept for two hours, ate dinner, worked out and now I'm doing nothing. I have nothing to justify the complete slack off-ness that I exhibit, either.

I really want to do something else.

Yeah, I never finish what I start. Or maybe I'm lying.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

May 21= MAYFEST WITH DAVID AND SHELLY

Tom Hanks Should Take A Break, Honestly.
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: SNL Band
Today, ahhh today. So catastrophic and at the same time, constructive.

I woke up and did nothing. Actually, that isn't quite true. I bummed around the house with Jen and Mom while Dad was out with some men from the church. Bumming around takes a lot more energy than you might think. Especially when it involves socializing with the women in my family.

I took a shower, always good.

Shelly and I hung out at the mall while my sister was getting a hair cut. We met Halie there. It was amazing! I finally came around to getting job applications. I hope the Daily Grind hires me. I've wanted to work there since they opened when I was in the eighth grade.

Anyways, a huge ordeal happened at home and so this whole day, and now until God knows when will be crazy. But oh well, right?

Yeah, I talked to David and Shelly on the phone all night. What the heck else was I supposed to do? Yeah, you're right. No.

Hmm, very interesting. A denture commercial with an actor who had to be no more than thirty five. Very interesting.

Okay, well, I'm going to go and do something dumb.

I can't freakin' sleep. It's 1:20 in the morning and I have church tomorrow, but okay. Who cares anyways, I'll just sleep through sunday school. <3

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Disappointed, Crazed and Thirsty As Heck.
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: TV Guide channle
I have 203 entries on this blog. What is this for again? Oh yes, to explain my feelings to unknown persons while I passionatly write. Oi. Some of that was sarcasm, some of it wasn't. You try to figure it out.

Today I missed second period because we went for a tour of the new high school which wasn't as SHAZZAM as I thought it might be.

I hear my mom cooking downtstairs.

Yes, I am going for my learners tomorrow. And yes, I will be honest: I haven't studied. But I figure that I'll fail or pass with or without studying. It's an independent figure, as one might say. So does one really depend on the other? Hmm...

There is a show tomorrow night at Captain Tees and it is also the opening night for Higher Power, the spring play. I have no money for either, so I will hang out at the mall or something all weekend. Or maybe the park! Or! Or! Maybe David and Shelly will come over on Saturday. Oh, I forgot to call Emily. Okay, I still have tomorrow.

Yes, I am writing what I think as I think it. And yes. I think he is so sexy. And yes, he has an amazing smile.

So I'll quit.

I should probably go and try to steal some dreams from the neighbors, but I figure they need them more than I do. They have a newborn.

Newborn vs. History Test

Newborn wins.

I'm so freakin' thirsty. Yes, mom is such a life-saver! She brought up a glass of ice, cold, clear and purified water. Beautiful!

Infact, while I was at the new high school, someone was smoking in the bathroom while we were taking a tour. Funny, huh? Yeah, not too.

Sweet Dreams.
Ich liebe dich
BETH

All The Archives Of Beautiful Influential Authors.
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: mom and jen talking on the couch
School=blah.

I worked extremely hard in school today so I could come home and do nothing... and I won! I didn't have any homework when I walked in the door so I took a nap! That never happens on school days. Meh.

There is some stupid bike thing through downtown so when Jen took mom and I downtown to the library, we had to park outside of the actual downtown and walk. There was a big crowd to watch people cycle through and I'm not even sure if they were real. No, I'm just kidding. Of course they were real. But do we REALLY know?

No.

Jen is laying lazy on the couch with mom. I have nothing to do so I have resorted to drooling over the Mercedes-Binz on my fathers desktop. I want this car. I want this car. Oh my, I'll never get it. Except maybe I will. Of course I will. Okay. This is my dilemma and has been since I've had time to sit and think (which translates into: being grounded for infinte amounts of time and being able to sit on my bed all day long for two months and think about what might be wrong with me that I might do the same things repetitivly and KNOW that I'd get in trouble). My dilemma is this: When I want something, or set a goal, should I be optimistic or pessimistic? If I am optimistic, then if I fail, I will have found one more thing that I will not do ever again. If I'm pessimistic, then I will eventually damage my personality. So what do I do?

Ugh... I have to roll.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

*Surprise visits from Shelly at the library <3*

So What Do You Know?
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: an old episode of friends
Yes, friends. I'm a junkie and have been since I first saw this when I was seven. Yes.

What do I know? Nothing much. Nothing much at all. Infact, I think my thinker is empty.

Meh. I'm so tired today, it's unbelievable.

School was meh... My history teacher told me a story today that almost made me bawl during class. Spanish class was uneventful as ever, geometry is depressing and earth science was fun. What isn't fun about a ninth grade class, 1) it's a freebie class 2) I have constant slave service 3) the person I sit with isn't too obnoxious.

Report cards come out soon, and I'm happy to say that I'm quite proud of myself. I don't worry about my report cards and the grades that I get because I work my butt off and my parents see me and they say, "I understand" and then I smile and we're all happy. They're great, and it's wonderful.

Thursday during second period, we take a tour of the brand new high school. I'm so siked. It's going to be so pretty and I can't believe I get out of class for this.

I think I'm going for my learners on Friday if my daddy can take me. I reaalllyyy need to get my learners.

Okay, well I have nothing to talk about, as usual. And rather than kill you all with the bad breath of boredom, I'll save it for later.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Oh yeah! Who's siked for this weekend!? ME. Heck yeah.

Life... Unmasked.
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: tv guide channel
Today was a day.

The title of this blog is actually the title of the play I went to tonight. Ashliegh was in it and I took her a rose. I was so siked to see her. I went with Shelly and we had a good time. There was a really hot guy in the cast and I had to borrow his cell phone after the play. <3 Yes.

I didn't do anything constructive today other than a million household chores.

Tomorrow Kelsey is coming over and it's going to be FUN! YES!

Okay, time to go do something else that I won't remember and can't regret. Right? It's hard to regret those things you can't remember. Mwaha.

Oh! My favorite part of tonight is when mom and dad picked us up in the CHURCH VAN! and I started saying "Shelly, GET IN THE VAN, NOW!" thinking that guy might be around somewhere and she's laughing so hard. Too hard, infact, to get into the van. So, she took 10 minutes... an hour or something like it.

Okay, yeah. I'm going now.
Ich liebe dich.
BETH

Thank You For Showing Me Who You Really Are.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: silence... extreme silence.
Mom's sleeping on the couch behind me. I'm trying not to type loud so I do not wake her up. It was a big day here. I woke up with a substantial amount of pain in my skull so I went back to sleep. The baby stayed at our house all day. I helped take care of her. I even rocked her to sleep. Who would have ever guess that a baby would cooperate with me?

So my favorite part of today, and this is halarious, is when his girlfriend IM's me trying to start trouble. And here I am, waiting for the pizza to be delivered, and I find this halarious that instead of calling me, or coming to my house to talk to me about whatever the heck she made up in her head, she actually confronts me online. So anyways, my mom and I had a huge hoot over that, I ended it and then we ate pizza. I love people like that!

So we ate mushroom pizze and bread sticks and then after dinner I made a cake. I was very much in the "craft" mood today. I made rock candy, a skirt, a cake, and then I cleaned for my mom.

Okay, I think I need to turn the over head light off. I'm going to go and curl my hair and call Shelly and mock his girlfriend. <333

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

No Homework, Just Bliss... And Then Ignorance, I Assume.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Gilmore Girls
Please excuse any typos, I'm actually typing in bed on my Daddy's lap top. Yeah, quite luxurious, I must say.

So for the longest time I haven't written and it is no ones fault except my own and even then I don't care.

What's going on lately?
The six weeks ended today. I've turned in all my work that I have procrastinated on. Yes, it took me a long time to finish. Mostly I procrastinate in History class because we never have an ACTUAL due date. Or so I thought. The "due date" is the end of the six weeks. How confusing.

My allergies have attacked. I am slowly dying of snot and clogged ears. How lovely, right? That exactly the problem! How can I be a cute, sweet, girl when I'm sniffling and my eyes tear up when I blink. On top of that, my mouth is always hanging open so that I might breath. Yeah, I refuse to blow my nose at school. There is too much risk involved. Ugh, just the thought makes me feel really odd. Anyways, hats off to those who have enough guts to blow their nose in public. But I go for the light dab.

And who else could sit here and be completely amused by writing about allergies and means of destroying the evidence? Surely not Dickens or Conrad. Though I'm sure they might enjoy something like this.

The window is open and though I'm inside on such a nice warm day, I can see the sun playing on the street with the little children. My parents' curtains match the house outside their window and it is sort of interesting. I'll be sure to remember this scene so while I'm in the nursing home and my insane children visit me I can tell them about stuff that makes me smile and in turn makes them fall out of their chair from boredom.

And on that note, falling out of ones chair is the perfect example of creating a diversion. No, no it's not. I'll stop now.

So he called last night while I was on the phone with someone else so I called him back for seven minutes. No, not five or ten, but seven. Why? I couldn't tell you, but the timer on the phone had seven minutes even. Is this boring? Yes? Good. I won't stop now, I'M ON A ROLL!

Or is it a bun?
Okay maybe I SHOULD stop.

But this is fun, typing on a lap top. I mean, here I am spending time with my mother and watching Gilmore Girls while using modern technology to destroy every motivated cell in my body.

Hey, a tiki bar sounds fun.

Okay, now I'm just pathetic. I think I'm going to go out for a run or take mom out for a poetry reading with the Mother.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH

No Homework, Just Bliss... And Then Ignorance, I Assume.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Gilmore Girls
Please excuse any typos, I'm actually typing in bed on my Daddy's lap top. Yeah, quite luxurious, I must say.

So for the longest time I haven't written and it is no ones fault except my own and even then I don't care.

What's going on lately?
The six weeks ended today. I've turned in all my work that I have procrastinated on. Yes, it took me a long time to finish. Mostly I procrastinate in History class because we never have an ACTUAL due date. Or so I thought. The "due date" is the end of the six weeks. How confusing.

My allergies have attacked. I am slowly dying of snot and clogged ears. How lovely, right? That exactly the problem! How can I be a cute, sweet, girl when I'm sniffling and my eyes tear up when I blink. On top of that, my mouth is always hanging open so that I might breath. Yeah, I refuse to blow my nose at school. There is too much risk involved. Ugh, just the thought makes me feel really odd. Anyways, hats off to those who have enough guts to blow their nose in public. But I go for the light dab.

And who else could sit here and be completely amused by writing about allergies and means of destroying the evidence? Surely not Dickens or Conrad. Though I'm sure they might enjoy something like this.

The window is open and though I'm inside on such a nice warm day, I can see the sun playing on the street with the little children. My parents' curtains match the house outside their window and it is sort of interesting. I'll be sure to remember this scene so while I'm in the nursing home and my insane children visit me I can tell them about stuff that makes me smile and in turn makes them fall out of their chair from boredom.

And on that note, falling out of ones chair is the perfect example of creating a diversion. No, no it's not. I'll stop now.

So he called last night while I was on the phone with someone else so I called him back for seven minutes. No, not five or ten, but seven. Why? I couldn't tell you, but the timer on the phone had seven minutes even. Is this boring? Yes? Good. I won't stop now, I'M ON A ROLL!

Or is it a bun?
Okay maybe I SHOULD stop.

But this is fun, typing on a lap top. I mean, here I am spending time with my mother and watching Gilmore Girls while using modern technology to destroy every motivated cell in my body.

Hey, a tiki bar sounds fun.

Okay, now I'm just pathetic. I think I'm going to go out for a run or take mom out for a poetry reading with the Mother.

Ich liebe dich.
BETH