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Saturday, 19 August 2006
Sorting Through What To Say, and What To Mysteriously Leave Out.


School's coming up, so I'm back. Actually, I'm not. I'm in Marietta, Ohio.

Senior year starts Tuesday. I keep thinking I'm a sophomore this year. Strange.

I've been on vacation for three weeks. It's nice.

When we left, we went to Indianapolis. We saw Joe and Hollie (his fiance) one day, and Tom the next. I met my neice. She's chubby and sweet. She's a total daddy's girl, though. I was the only one who got to hold her for any amount of time and that was because I was cooking hot dogs with Tommy.

Joe and Tom are about the same. Goofy as always. Still look the same, atleast.

Then we went to my grandfather's house in south-central Michigan. That was an interesting event. On average I talk to my grandfather twice a year. Maybe see him for a couple hours when they're passing through from Flordia. But this was new. I stayed at his house for three days. I've never experienced anything like it. It was a family thing. So strange, and yet, I kind of enjoyed it.

I learned a lot from him. About nature, how to observe and stuff.

But the highlight was not the family reunion, which I enjoyed. But I particularly found delight in the fact that the MORNING OF the reunion, I had a massive allergy/asthma attack and my left (your right) eye swelled shut and the other one left only a peep hole. Nice, right? So I wore shade and periodically pryed my lid open to see the whole scene. I kept running into people and everything.

We stayed in Traverse City for the next week. The bay is beautiful. The nice part was that we never had a cloudy day. The first day we went downtown. The think about Traverse City is that they cater to the wealthy vacationer. We're not that. I found a good will and had a hay-day.

We took day trips and went to Northport/Leeland. Northport is a cute little marina town. I bought some great books at a used bookstore and a petosky necklace at a petosky store.

At Leeland, I bought some mochasins. (Spelled it right?) Then we went into Fishtown, little shops on the pier. I was there once when I was eight or nine and I remember is being much larger. There were only four or five shops there that didn't sell smoked fish.

While we were in Leeland we stopped at the lighthouse. I went into the top with my mother. The stairs to the top of the light tower were really steep and were hard to climb. Unfortunately, when I was going up and coming down, there was a group at the bottom of the stairs and I was wearing a skirt that kept blowing up. I didn't care at the time because I was trying not to fall to my death.

Unlikely.

We went to Mackinaw, where the Mackinaw Bridge is. I took a picture and it was beautiful.

We went to the downtown and I found a cute little shop called Twisted Crystal. It wasn't touristy at all! I bought a Jim Morrison poster and these awesome, handmade, coral earrings.

<3

What more?
Basically when we weren't on a little jaunt I lived at the beach. And yes, my friends, I have a tan. I nursed it along so it wouldn't fade before I came home, but it has.

We went to Stevensville/St.Joseph/Benton Harbor after that. They're three seperate cities, but they've grown together. That area is one of my favorites.

The actual lake michigan has a very different temperament than the bay. The bay is very calm with small, body adjusting waves. The lake is ice cold, angry, with larger-hold-your-ground waves.

We went to Ashland after that for two days. The first day I drove myself around for the first time and got lost. I've only walked around the place, which means, I stay on main roads. I had no idea.

I got lost and stopped at this Lemonade Stand to ask little girls for directions back to the Ashland High School. I bough four huge cups of lemonade and drank them all. Shelly will appreciate this, "So I didn't look like a whimp." Then I gave them another dollar for directions. There's nothing like kids from Ashland.

Dad and I went to play putt-putt. It was amazing. Dad hit a small child with the golf ball. Then he bought ice cream.

We sat by the pond. The same pond that my brothers and I fished at when we were little. The same pond that our family ate picnics at after church.

The old house is falling apart... which is to be expected. Lincoln is still there, thank god.

Hopefully my children will live in Ashland and have a chance to grow up there.

Now we're in Marietta, Ohio. Right across the Ohio border. We'll be home tomorrow.

Sigh. Love Ohio.

Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 8:24 PM EDT
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Friday, 30 June 2006
Did They Tell You?


Did you know when rabbits die, they scream? They peirce the night air, screaming for God to finally take them. To sleep his hand over their head and take them.

We were all sitting there laughing, and he started to run around on one foot. I thought he saw a ghost so I laughed a little bit, and at the same time--three seperate but sychronized times, we realized he was leaving us.

All four little paws are paralyzed, the one things that's moving is his nose... and he's suffering to breathe. To scream.

Mom rocks him. In two soft, red towels. Dad cleaned his cage. Dad and I cry. Mom will later.

Who knew loves faded away?
BETH

Posted by Beth at 11:13 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 24 May 2006
Not Standing Any Longer.


This big tree has fallen, again. It can't be taped, nailed, glued or propped. It has fallen before, but it has always wanted to stand back up. Now it just lies there. And it's graying. Silvering?

I guess it's had its uses, and now it has some more. But I beg you to leave it where it lies. It could be used as a bench! A nice, sturdy bench.

---

Well basically I took the Chemistry SOL today and it was... hard. I hope to GOD I passed.

I work today at three.
And yesterday.
And tomorrow.
And sometime, another time.

There's a field trip. I don't want to go. Basically because I hate going places with big groups of people I know. Maybe I could go a million places with one person, or no where with fifty.

And they're moderately obnoxious.

His voice is really calming.

Posted by Beth at 1:29 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 17 May 2006
Erin Go Braugh
Mood:  bright
So basically I've realized that I haven't written for a while. But here's the deal... beth+license+Shelly+life=no more computer.

I've chosen to not be online. And heck yeah, I'm healthier for it.


So what's new? My neice is a couple months old now. I heard she's fat. That's pretty nice.

Bob Evans called me last night so I'll probably go in for an interview this week.

SOL's are coming up... so my life is being entangled with a million speckled vines screaming, "You won't graduate if you don't pass" as they squeeze my neck harder and harder. And harder.

But the only thing to ease my mind is the hot men in my life.

All my babies are graduating this year: Roddrick. Or friend, rather.

Man I really want this job. It would really be amazing.

My average in spanish is 101.someoddnumber -- how good am I?

Shelly and I went to Mexi night last night at the Little Grill and it was absolutly amazing. But basically it went like this, every time they came around to see if we wanted more food I had to describe the food rather than say the name because I had no idea what the name was.
Waitress: Would you like anything more?
Me: Yeah, that round thing with the potatoe stuff inside? And yeah, the little taco things that were kind of squishy and what else... oh the rice with the purplish sauce.

Gr. SOLs bite. Maybe if I just run away then I won't have to take them. Infact, I could really do that. I wouldn't get in trouble until I got home and my dad asked me why in the heck I stole his car to run away to Ohio.

Want to run away. To ohio. Where someone could put me up for a little while until I could get an apartment. I'd be happy. -- which reminds me of a Jenny Lewis song... and now it's stuck in my head again.

Mmm, Fresca.
I have nothing to write because I'm bored. Basically the schedule is screwed up so I have 4 - 2- 3-1. So I'm in Mr. Nipes room hanging out on his computer and listening to the "mumblings" of his ninth grade english class. But mumblings is the incorrect word... I'm thinking... I'm thinking... no they really aren't obnoxious actually. I enjoy ninth graders. They're refreshing as opposed the the same people I've been around since sixth grade.

I better take practice SOLs like crazy. And then slack off like crazy. Then stress out like crazy. And then run, run, run, run, run, run, run , run, run, run, run, run. That doesn't translate... I guess you'd have to be hearing Pink Floyd while you read that.

And anyways, nice to see you again--
Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 8:32 AM EDT
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Erin Go Braugh
Mood:  bright
So basically I've realized that I haven't written for a while. But here's the deal... beth+license+Shelly+life=no more computer.

I've chosen to not be online. And heck yeah, I'm healthier for it.


So what's new? My neice is a couple months old now. I heard she's fat. That's pretty nice.

Bob Evans called me last night so I'll probably go in for an interview this week.

SOL's are coming up... so my life is being entangled with a million speckled vines screaming, "You won't graduate if you don't pass" as they squeeze my neck harder and harder. And harder.

But the only thing to ease my mind is the hot men in my life.

All my babies are graduating this year: Roddrick. Or friend, rather.

Man I really want this job. It would really be amazing.

My average in spanish is 101.someoddnumber -- how good am I?

Shelly and I went to Mexi night last night at the Little Grill and it was absolutly amazing. But basically it went like this, every time they came around to see if we wanted more food I had to describe the food rather than say the name because I had no idea what the name was.
Waitress: Would you like anything more?
Me: Yeah, that round thing with the potatoe stuff inside? And yeah, the little taco things that were kind of squishy and what else... oh the rice with the purplish sauce.

Gr. SOLs bite. Maybe if I just run away then I won't have to take them. Infact, I could really do that. I wouldn't get in trouble until I got home and my dad asked me why in the heck I stole his car to run away to Ohio.

Want to run away. To ohio. Where someone could put me up for a little while until I could get an apartment. I'd be happy. -- which reminds me of a Jenny Lewis song... and now it's stuck in my head again.

Mmm, Fresca.
I have nothing to write because I'm bored. Basically the schedule is screwed up so I have 4 - 2- 3-1. So I'm in Mr. Nipes room hanging out on his computer and listening to the "mumblings" of his ninth grade english class. But mumblings is the incorrect word... I'm thinking... I'm thinking... no they really aren't obnoxious actually. I enjoy ninth graders. They're refreshing as opposed the the same people I've been around since sixth grade.

I better take practice SOLs like crazy. And then slack off like crazy. Then stress out like crazy. And then run, run, run, run, run, run, run , run, run, run, run, run. That doesn't translate... I guess you'd have to be hearing Pink Floyd while you read that.

And anyways, nice to see you again--
Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 8:28 AM EDT
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Monday, 17 April 2006
My Nose.
Mood:  a-ok


It's been a while.

Life's been good, though I can't seem to find a job. This is the third job I've applied to in the past three weeks. That's like a job a week. Anyways, my mom brought a Subway application to me today, so I'm taking that in tomorrow.

I went out with Dessa today. It was fun. We had Taco Bell and then went back to her house to eat it. Little Keyshaun was there and Ramone and Jessica. Yeah, it was fun.

Then she and I went to the mall and she got some clothes and I just tried some on. And we went to target and walmart--but my favorite part was when the joggers came by. I had just rolled down the window to joke with her about burping and I was like, "Oh lord, they're hot" and she put her head down laughing because she was going to be like, "HEY SEXY" out the window and when she sat up these guys looked in the car and were like "Hey girls!" and she said "OHHH SH*T". So it was funnier to see rather than to be told about.

Easter was good.
Yeah, right.
But the food was good, and my family was good, and my easter basket was good.

Yeah,
Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 7:26 PM EDT
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Tuesday, 28 March 2006
Oh, So Many God-Forsaken Hours.
Mood:  down


We've been traveling since yesterday. Six hours yesterday and six hours today to get to Indianapolis.

So... so... so... tired.

So here we are. This hotel is REALLY nice. Or atleast I think so. I'm used to hotels being straight forward... Lobby, hallway, room. But this place is DECORATED all interestingly... AND it has computers in the foyer, thus my posting.

So I meet my baby neice tomorrow. She was born Saturday, March 25th. I've seen pictures. She's a sweety, I can tell.

Tonight I get to hang out with my brother Joe. Tomorrow we go see Tom and the baby and tomorrow night I hang out with Courtney. After that we head up to Lake Michigan and down through Ashland and then home. Oh lord, home.

Not that I want to go back so badly.

I remembered something about Indianaplis while I was driving past the Mercedes and HUGE houses. I mean... there is NO single house in the entire COUNTY that I come from that is as expensive as these. And that's not what made me remember what I remembered. I remembered what I remembered when I saw all the aggressive, uptight business mess zip past our little Toyota. And I thought... oh yeah... We could've been this... could've lived like this... in these huge houses on these man-made lakes with these expensive cars. I could've been those girls that make me laugh. But I'm not and thank GOD for that.

Well anyways, as this is my life--I must go explore the hotel.

Oh yeah, I can't forget about the guy I met in Ohio last night. He was prettttyyyy darn hot.

Much love to you!

Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 4:56 PM EST
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Thursday, 16 March 2006
This Is It.
Mood:  hug me


I woke up this morning to Shelly opening my screen. "What are you doing?" She says, "I want to read on the roof." I blink groggily, "You idiot, close the window and put the gnomes back."

So she had been awake a few hours before that and I woke up once to her playing my jewelry box music... and then turning around and looking at me.

Another time was her doing her homework... and then turning around and looking at me.

So we went down for breakfast.

Mom says, "Shey, how do you like your eggs? Soft, hard or broken?" Shelly says, and I quote, "I like to poke it with my toast."

...What?

So anyways, we did a lot of nothing. We sat outside in the sun and then picked flowers. We read some Cambelle McGrath.

She tried to steal my Pablo Neruda.

So basically she just sucks at life.

Tomorrow= St. Patricks Day!

Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 8:09 PM EST
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Wednesday, 15 March 2006
Confusing Time.
Mood:  cool


So basically it began with starting behind the wheel on friday, then it changed to tomorrow and then it changed to today. Then at the last minute 'today' was off, and randomly this afternoon 'tomorrow' was off--so we're back to friday. Which is good with me. Because I'm tired. And I want to have my history test out of the way.

Shelly is here tonight.

How did we start off the night? We ate orange serbet outside on the back porch. It was very cold and windy... so we came back in.

Then we listened to Red Hot Chili Peppers and talked... and talked...

And we went upstairs and she and I looked at her French book--it's a beautiful language.

Y que es ese?

We made brownies... but something went wrong. It looked like someone stabbed the bottom of each brownie with their fingers and the top was kind of spongey--but they were done.

So then we mapped out half of our eastern-tour. It's pretty interesting already. We're skipping the interstates and just traveling on state roads. Which will please me fine.

And after that we started to watch Heartlands but she fell asleep. So now we're upstairs and when I'm done with this, I'm done with tonight.

I wish I could remember more.

A couple more days until St. Patricks day. I was so excited this whole week that it's wearing off... but more than that I think I'm just exhausted.

We don't have school tomorrow which will suit me just fine, also.

Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 11:49 PM EST
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Tuesday, 14 March 2006
I Can Do That.
Mood:  a-ok


This post title started out as "I Can't Do That" and then I wondered why everything has to be a negative.

And anyways,

I went camping this weekend with my parents. It was a lot of fun. I got sick saturday night and had to come home. I GOT TO MISS CHURCH THOUGH!

Well anyways, it was a great weekend.

They're in the kitchen... as always, as always.

Divinely yours,
BETH

Posted by Beth at 8:16 PM EST
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