Message to Fr. Melvin Doucette November 15, 2007

It is through prayer that our hearts are united

Reading: John 15:7-10

Dear friends,

Jesus said that He accompanies us and protects us on our travels if we ask for His help.

Today I will celebrate Holy Mass in the prayer room at 9:30 a.m. I was at the prayer meeting at our church last evening and a good number turned up. Many felt the presence of our Blessed Mother during the prayer. Today I will have to finish packing as Matthew and I will leave early tomorrow morning for the Province of Quebec and we will go down to Maine and Pennsylvania. We will be back on November 28 in the evening.

I spent my time of prayer this morning with Jesus, Our Lord and Saviour. He said, Melvin, My brother and friend, I love you. I greet with love all My brothers and sisters throughout the world. I want you all close to My Heart.

There are many accidents on the roads these days and many fatal accidents at work sites. If they would have faith in Me and relied on Me for protection, I surely would help them. I ask all of you who travel to pray to My Mother and Me for protection before you set out on a journey. Most people do not think of praying before leaving on a trip. If you do, I would send an angel to accompany you every mile of the way until you reach your destination. People have fallen asleep at the wheel and because they asked for help the angel took over the wheel until they awoke and the car stayed on the road. Others would have gone over the cliff if the angel protecting them had not stopped the car in time. Some have even seen the two hands stopping the car and the accident did not happen. Many potential accidents have been averted because of My protection.

It does not matter how far you are going. You need to say a prayer and ask for protection. I suggest that you pray the Our Father, the Hail Mary and the Glory Be and bless yourself in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Ask to be accompanied during the trip so that you reach your destination safely.

Melvin, My brother, I always accompany you on all your trips and you know no one has ever been hurt on your many trips during the past years. I will be with you in all your travels and I will protect you. I want you all to be My close friends and I assure you that I will help you every day. It is through prayer that our hearts are united. I bless you and I fill you with My love and peace.

Father Melvin

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Medjugorje Day By Day Nov 15 - EVERY BARRIER WILL DISAPPEAR

Acts of private devotion [adoration] are quite necessary if we are to receive in abundance the supernatural treasures in which the Eucharist is so rich, and to pour them out upon others, according to our powers, in order that Christ our Lord may reach the fullness of His power in the souls of all" (Pope Pius XII, Mediator Dei).

St. Gertrude the Great:
"Eternal Father, I offer Thee the Most Precious Blood of Thy Divine Son, Jesus, in union with the Masses said throughout the world today, for all the Holy Souls in Purgatory, for sinners everywhere, for sinners in the universal church, those in my own home and within my family. AMEN." (Prayer of St. Gertrude the Great)

Mother Teresa  -

The fruit of our work, as well as the ability to carry it out, comes from prayer. The work that we accomplish is the fruit of our union with Christ. We have been called to give Jesus to the peoples of the world, so that they can look at Him and discover His love, His compassion, and His humility in action.

 Meditations by Padre Pio -

 In family life have strong convictions, smile in the face of self-denial and in the constant sacrifice of your whole self.
 

 Archbishop Fulton Sheen -
Those who trust in God will avoid the venom of the serpent

"The serpents that sting us are from within and not without, we carry them in our own bosom - this is the tragedy. When the earthy treasures are swept away, those who trust in God have everything left."

St. Faustina's diary  http://www.marian. org/directory_ flash.html  -

There will be no distinction between the sisters, no mothers, no reverends, no venerables, but all will be equal, even though there might be great differences in their parentage. We know who Jesus was, and yet how He humbled himself and with whom He associated. Their habit will be like that worn by Jesus during His Passion, and they will not simply wear the robe [He wore]; they must also seal themselves with the marks He bore: suffering and scorn. Each one will strive for the greatest self-denial and have a love of humility, and she who will distinguish herself most in this latter virtue will be the one who is capable of leading the others.       (538)

Work. As poor persons, the nuns themselves will do all the work in the convent. Each one should be glad when she is given some work which is humbling or which goes against her nature, as that will greatly help her interior formation. The superior will often change the sisters' duties, and in this way help them to detach themselves completely from the little details to which women have a great attachment. Truly, I often find it amusing to see with my own eyes souls who have forsaken really great things only to attach themselves to fiddle faddle; that is, trifles. Each sister, including even the superior, shall work in the kitchen for a month. Every one should take a turn at every chore which is to be done in the convent.       (549)

  
 
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Quote of the Day The greater and more persistent you confidence in God, the more abundantly you will receive all that you ask. -St. Albert the Great

Today's Tidbit A saint is called great when they cause wide, lasting, good effects that can be felt throughout the Church. This title is applied to the saint after his or her death and marks the saint as a special example for the Faithful.

MEDJUGORJE DAY BY DAY

These thoughts for a day are taken from a daily meditation book based on the Messages of Our Lady of Medjugorje by Father Richard J. Beyer, Ave Maria Press.

Nov 15 - EVERY BARRIER WILL DISAPPEAR

In this weekly message from 1986, the Blessed Mother spoke of conversion and reconciliation:

Dear children, again I call you to prayer with the heart. If you pray with the heart, dear children, the ice of your brothers' hearts will melt and every barrier will disappear. Conversion will be easy for all who want to accept it. You must obtain this gift for your neighbor through prayer (Weekly Message January 23, 1986).

And from Paul's second letter to the Corinthians:

We have spoken frankly to you Corinthians; our heart is wide open to you. There is no restriction in our affections, but only in yours. In return I speak as to children with wide open hearts also (2 Cor 8:11-13).

Reflection:

In the second century, a Christian priest of Antioch, named Sulpicius, had steadfastly refused to sacrifice to the pagan gods, even under torture, and was being led away to be beheaded. This was the age of relentless persecution of Christians.

On the way, a secret Christian named Nicephorus ran up to him. He had quarreled bitterly with Sulpicius and now sought reconciliation. "Martyr of Christ!" he said, on his knees, "Forgive me, for I have wronged thee."

But Sulpicius refused to speak to him, even at the place of execution. But when the moment came to kneel under the executioner' s sword, he turned pale. " No, no! I will obey the Emperor. I will sacrifice to the gods. " Again Nicephorus ran up to him and implored him not to lose his martyr's crown at this last moment. But it was in vain, and Sulpicius went off to sacrifice. " Then I will take his place, " said Nicephorus. "Tell the Governor I am a Christian. " And so Nicephorus won the martyr's crown and Sulpicius turned coward, and all the Christians said it was because he would not forgive.

It is hard to know Christ if we cannot forgive and let go of the hatred and resentment we hold toward others. Pardon and peace go hand in hand. In life, little serenity is possible without the beauty of forgiveness.

Application:

Today, pray that Our Lady may teach you to forgive and forget the hurts and bitterness of the past, that you may experience the fullness of Christ's peace.

Teaching from the Lord through "The Girl of My Will" - 2003-06-06

Gathering of Love with God's Action in Saint Boniface, Manitoba, Canada

Through His Instrument, the Girl of My Will in Jesus

2003-06-06

Jesus: Beloved, I love you, God is in your presence.

He is making you aware of your presence, he is letting you know that you are in the presence of his Presence.

Tonight, he wanted you to be present, this is through his own Volition. No one among you could have been here unless God had put the desire to hear about love in your heart.

My children of love, God has conceived everything. He brought you into this world so you could be in the presence of love, his Father's love.

He is the Presence within your being; wherever the Son is, that is where the Father is.

He is in all things, he is in you, he is the Present.

I am love to you and because I am love, I make you worthy to hear my Father.

God the Father: Beloved, you are present here because the Creator wanted you to testify regarding your life to your brothers and your sisters.

No child in this world could have been born unless the Creator had chosen him.

Many children at present deny their lives, deny their presence, no longer wishing to know they are loved by others.

They reject my Son?s presence, they do not want to acknowledge they are children of God, for this diminishes them before others.

They believe they are evolved, they want nothing to do with the Church, with my Son?s Church, the Founder of the Church of God.

We are The Love.

My Son is in me, I am in my Son.

We are Love and our love created the Holy Spirit, for the Holy Spirit is in us.

We are THREE in ONE.

We are God: every creation on earth comes from God.

There is no greater power than love, than God's love.

At this very moment, there are children plotting against other children, they want to rid themselves of them.

They want to reject themselves, for when people refuse the presence of their brothers and their sisters: they are rejecting themselves.

They are in the process of destroying their own lives.

This is why I appeal to each of you; you are my chosen ones, you are the elect, you must allow my Son to transform you.

He gave himself on your behalf, he left his Flesh exposed so you could enter into him, and through his Blood, he purified you.

He took all evil within himself and brought it unto death.

Oh! Children of God, acknowledge that you are little.

It is only when you acknowledge that you are in a state of littleness, are you able to see the immensity of my love for each of you. The Love came into this world, he is my love, he is the Being of my Being, it is the power of The Love that gave itself.

There is no greater love than mine.

I am the Father, I am your Father.

When I gave my Yes, a movement of love occurred in all things.

Love was given, and when you, my children, you agree to give yourselves to my Son, you are agreeing to be part of this movement of love: an eternal movement, an endless movement, in which love is given.

I am asking you, my children, to give yourselves, and to give yourselves is to discover who you are.

There is no greater love than my Son's, for my Son is in me.

I am in my Son.

Many children in this world do not want to give themselves.

This diminishes their being, for they believe they are superior to others.

And when we believe we are superior to others, it is because a movement has been interrupted, for this movement, which is in my Son, is in every child: there are only the children who refuse to be part of this movement of love who interrupt this movement.

Everything is giving when there is love.

Because they do not want to be humble, because they do not want to acknowledge themselves as children who want to be little, they cannot receive the nourishment that feeds their souls.

They go out into this world all alone, and discover around them a life that has no worth, that brings them only material possessions.

And with material possessions, they want to give themselves pleasure.

They want to experience a semblance of happiness.

Oh! Beloved, I am making these words known to you because I am your Father, and a father loves all his children.

I am making you aware of the misery they have accepted: this misery is ingrained in their daily habits.

They no longer consider sharing, they do not want to help their neighbour, they have become selfish, they want to work only for money, for they do not want to interrupt what they have started: a life without love, a life that is centred only on fulfilling their being.

They are afraid of becoming acquainted with their interior.

They flee from what my Son has taught them through my apostles, my chosen, my elect.

They flee from you for you are my elect.

They want nothing to do with you, they judge you, because you remind them of their sufferings, for when children see themselves faced with pain, they cannot endure its consequences.

They have put up barriers around themselves: they no longer want you, or love, for this love comes from God; they want a love created according to their own specifications.

Everything is centred on what they can buy for themselves, not on what you can give them: a model of love, a model of sharing, a model of prayer, a model of humility, a model of littleness in what you do, in what you say, in what you represent.

My Son came into this world by choosing to live humbly.

He did not come seeking power, for that power is unworthy of the Father, for God the Father is the Power: I am the Power.

My Son came to show you that you must be little before my Face.

Just as my Son bore witness to my love for him, I bore witness to my love for him, for he is The Love.

He came to show you how to behave, how to love one another: by accepting to be children of love, by accepting to be children who give themselves, without seeking power, without seeking reward, for I am your Father who will give you your reward according to your deeds.

You must carry out deeds that demonstrate to you that you are children of God.

Every child of God gives of himself without demanding from others.

Every child of God does not judge, for he knows himself to be impure, for this child acknowledges that my Son came to cleanse him of his impurity.

Every child of God knows how to be good to himself, for if he is not good to himself, he cannot be good to his neighbour, for every kindness is in him: my Son is in him and it is in my Son that he must obtain graces so he may realize that he is in God's kindness.

Every child who knows he is of God is a humble child, a little child; he does not try to teach others through his own will, through his own words, for this child knows only too well that he might be mistaken; he must allow God to turn him into a child of abandonment; only then does the Holy Spirit cover him with his power so his words can be loving toward himself and toward his neighbour, for all uttered words could be against him or against his neighbour, for you see, all that emerges from him belongs to him.

This is why you must nourish yourselves with good words, this is why you must say that:

God is the only one who knows how to speak with loving words.

Oh! Children of the world, you have the ability to speak and your words have been harmful to your interior.

I did not interrupt your freedom of speech, for I am your Father.

Your Father respects who you are.

Your Father loves each one of you.

And, for the sake of love, l heard what you were saying and I gave you my Son to cleanse your impure sounds.

I have seen your deeds, I have seen all you have built with what I gave you, and all that was accomplished selfishly, I have known it, all that was done to harm your neighbour, I have witnessed it.

All human will has been harmful to my movement of love that is within you.

I, God the Father, I wanted, for the sake of love, to give you a choice: it is you yourselves who will choose, it is you yourselves who will see your deeds, it is you yourselves who will be witness to the results of your actions.

All you have said, all you have thought, shall be made known to you.

I, your Father, wanted to turn you into children of love: only love, but because of the disobedience, you chose your human will, for you are the descendants of Adam and Eve: you are part of their movement.

For the sake of love, my Son gave himself up so you could

know how much I love you, how much I want you to be mine.

Do you believe that I have rejected you? Do you believe that I have punished you? Do you believe that you are experiencing troubles because I willed it so?

No, my children, I did not want you to feel pain, I did not want to leave you to yourselves: it is you, it is you yourselves who have known all these movements which were not love.

You, my beloved, carry my Son's presence within you:

you know that he is alive, that he is active, that he wants you in him, in his love for his Father.

My loves, I know of your thirst for love, I know you want your children to be saved from eternal death.

I know, my children of love, I have heard your pleas, I have listened to your requests: there has not been a single one of you who was not enveloped in my love.

I love you, I speak like this so you can comprehend my love for my children who are becoming lost, who do not want God's love, who no longer believe in him, who deny, who reject; I want them too.

And it is because I know your yes that I am asking you: to pray for my children, to give yourselves for my children, to not judge them, to take them within you, to present them to my Son; and my Son offers those children to me.

His offering of love is a movement that saves children.

My power is within every child on earth, but because I love you, because I respect who you are, I cannot pour my power of love into them by force, I am too loving! I do not want children as slaves, I want children: who love for the sake of love, who offer themselves for the sake of love, who give without holding back; for you see, if I were to force my children to love me, there would be a doubt within them, and that doubt would prevent their love from giving itself completely to me, the Heavenly Father.

I want you to be completely abandoned, like my Son on the Cross abandoned himself.

I did not allow my beloved Son to know death, I resurrected him.

Every one of you will see the glorified Son, my only Child.

All was, all is, and all shall be in God.

And you, my children of love, I want you to abandon yourselves as my Son did: with complete love.

He gave me everything about himself in God, and I want you to give yourselves completely with your human will, for I want to make you live in my Divine Will.

I want you to renounce yourselves, for I want to glorify you.

It is through my Son that you will be glorified, by accepting to renounce your human will to die in my Son.

You will be glorified, you will be children of the Divine Will.

There will no longer be doubts within you, there will no longer be misery, there will no longer be suffering within you.

You will become perfect children once again, as you should have

been before the fall of Adam and Eve, your first parents.

Oh! My beloved, I so loved my children that I told them I would send them a Saviour.

Oh! How I loved my children, my first two creations! I have not stopped loving them for a single moment.

Have no doubt regarding my love for my first children ? it was because I loved them that I wanted their descendants to be love. Can you see how much I love Adam and Eve? Can you see how much I wanted you to be children of God because you are the descendants of Adam and Eve?

I love you. My love is so immense!

Oh! My children, if you could only grasp its magnitude, its immensity, its depth, not a single one you would be able to remain in a human state, for your soul would explode with joy and your body would not be able to withstand the impact.

I want you in my love, abandoned to faith, trusting in my Son's words, in the living words, in the active words. Give yourselves on your own behalf, give yourselves on behalf of those you love your children, your brothers, your sisters give yourselves for the children of this world for your reward shall be great.

I will multiply your gifts of love a hundredfold.

Every step you take in my Son will lead you toward other steps, and these steps will be for you evidence of your abandonment; they will lead you to renounce your human will; and when you acknowledge your complete abandonment, you shall not utter a single word that has not been nourished by my Son's graces of love.

The Holy Spirit will cover you, he will make you hear my Son's voice, and I, your Father, through my Power of love, make you aware of your place within the Trinity.

You are the chosen of the end times, you are the workers of the final hours.

I am the only one who chooses, for I know every one among you, I know all your movements that have prepared you for what you must become, for God the Father has nourished, within each of you, your movements, for these movements can only be carried out in my Son.

To die in my Son is to carry out deeds in him, it is to give your yes to The Love in order to discover how much I love you, me, God, your Father.

Within each of you I place my graces of power which transform you.

Oh! Children, have faith, trust in my power.

You have requested healing for those who are suffering, for when you are love you do not want those around you to suffer.

I, I want to tell you that I want to heal you, I want to take care of your illnesses by pouring into you graces of strength, graces of love, which will eradicate your impurities.

Receive these graces from your God, my children.

Be trusting, for I am aware of your abandonment, I know all those who want to be healed, I know all those who abandon themselves today and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, in order to bear witness to God's power with humility, in littleness.

You see, my children, if at this very moment I were to say to you that you are all healed, some of you would develop pride, lack of humility, which would be harmful to your transformation.

Among you, there are children who want to be humble, little, who want to carry out the Will, my Will.

Those children receive graces that will turn them into witnesses of God's action.

To those who have faith, may they understand that: wherever God's action is, there is humility.

All is in God: I give love and The Love is witness to the action of your yes.

Only children are able to discover that God is all: these children know that I can do anything.

Be very little, welcome these words: these words, my children, are from the Divine Will.

I am the Divine Will. I am the Almighty. I am the Power.

No child on earth is able to speak as a witness, only God can bear witness to the child who speaks in God.

I am in you, I speak within you, and every one of you is witness to my Word within you: be in my action.

Little children of love, you have received, at this very moment, graces of love that enable you to see the power of my love. Only my consecrated

son has received the power, through the Trinity, to give you graces from Heaven.

Amen.

Blessing by Abbot Louis-Philippe Jean: I will bless you and the Holy Spirit will continue working in each of your hearts. May almighty God bless you, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, and may Mary guide you to her Son, Jesus.

All: Amen.

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: God has asked me to be obedient; he says that when I obey, there are graces for me and for those I carry within me.

I often receive graces from the Trinity; I receive them in the morning, before I open my eyes.

He wakes me up, I keep my eyes shut and then, I hear the voice giving me graces, graces of love.

He gives me graces of humility, he gives me graces of abandonment, and (since) I have to obey, then he gives me graces of obedience.

In the beginning, when all this started, I didn?t really know if I was obedient because I would ask myself if this was coming from God, and also, if it was allowed by the Church.

Because, to me, obedience (was) above all, about the Church, and then I had to obey my father, my mother.

My mom and dad, that was about obedience.

I know full well that I always wanted to behave well towards my brothers and my sisters, but it was really hard! No matter what you did, with thirteen kids at home, there was a lot of friction; maybe not with the older ones, because the older ones, we had learned to respect them from our dad.

It was because they cleaned the house, so when they were cleaning up: Have respect for what they've done.

And so, to us, that was respect.

But as far as obedience was concerned, it was mostly towards the Church and towards mom and dad that's what obedience was all about.

Then, after that, of course at school we had to obey the teachers because if we didn't, we would have to deal with dad.

He was strict, my dad, but fair. He was an authoritative man: with eight daughters, he had to be, eh! So, we had to listen to him often even if we didn't feel like listening to him.

And through this, he taught us proper behaviour, because we learned that even if daddy wasn't around, we had to behave properly.

And I'm going to give you an example

At school, I remember, in grade two, I was at the back (of the class), and then it was (a school) for boys and girls because it was in the countryside there was a boy, I don't even remember his name, he said, Hey! There's a mouse! I started screaming in class, it disrupted the entire class. So, the teacher, she took me by the arm, and squeezed very hard. Then, she said, What's this? You want to scream Okay, then, stand on your chair and scream.

Well! At home, with my father it was: like this and like that, I wasn't used to doing such things, so I didn't scream.

I can't even remember if I stood on the chair, but what I do remember is that I stayed (in class) while the others went to recess; so, when my teacher was looking down, I made a face.

I wasn't happy, she had hurt me and it wasn't my fault if I had screamed; but I was so ashamed of having made a face that just before the others returned, I went to see the teacher and even if she was looking down, I said to her, I am asking you to forgive me.

She was very surprised, and I said to her, Please forgive me because I made a face at you when your head was down.

Well, those were my father's values, those were his values.

And this is how I grew up, because when I began going out, at around 16 or so, well my father didn't want us to go dancing.

I had a girlfriend who lived in the country, and she used to go to the Do RÃ Mi it was a place where people danced, but they only sold Coke, nothing else we were with her brother who chaperoned; so, he used to say, At ten o'clock, we're coming to pick you up.

Ten o'clock, that wasn't very late, but even so, at 16, it seemed late to us.

And sometimes, it can happen the Lord has just told me, Sometimes, it was a little later than ten o'clock.Yes, Lord.

Because he says, Sometimes, her brother wasn't on time.

So mom knew that I was going dancing; she knew, but my father, he didn't like it.

So, when I would get there, even if my father wasn't there, I behaved as I was supposed to, all the time, because they were values he had instilled in me.

I know, I could have done things, like, I don't know no, my dad wasn't there but there was something in me that told me I had to respect authority: my father.

So, when I would get home on Monday because I slept at her house and we would take the bus to school at night, dad would say, Did you go dancing? Then, mom would send me signals; in the end, since he was asking me, I would say, Yes.

And then, I would get scolded, not with gentle words, but hard words.

My father didn't swear at us, but let's say that he used harsh words sometimes.

So, he would send us to our rooms sometimes for three days.

And, this also led me to respecting him when I was with my boyfriend, because when I was all alone with him, this wasn't easy either.

We always tried to be around his sister; we would go play cards, and in the end, it was time we got married! Dad wasn't there but if I had done something I think he would have known it, that's for sure, he would have known! I would never have done anything because he wouldn't have liked it, because he was strict, my dad, even with my husband.

He was a man from a large family, and dad, he wasn't a shy man, and he certainly wouldn't have been shy to say to him, What have you done? Perhaps my husband wouldn't have been able to take it; he wasn't used to authority, my husband; he lived alone with his Mother and so, authority, he had never known this.

I had also the impression that I was protecting my boyfriend a little.

And so, this taught me to be obedient, and it also taught me to obey the Church because dad taught us to go to mass on Sundays.

When we didn't go to mass, well, you had to have a good reason not to go to mass.

I don't really remember missing mass because dad, he knew everything.

And so, my boyfriend, he would pick me up and we would go to mass. We would go to mass together, we had no choice! If we skipped, we had to go to Confession. We had received these values that showed us to obey the Church.

All this, it made me grow up.

Seeing that we're not all obedient led me to the discovery that it's when we begin growing up: that we don?t always obey the Church.

When I began writing I was around people who are like us, who pray you know, who wants to listen to a messenger Only people who pray.

The others, if they had children whose friends knew about us, then, they found out that I was writing, they started to believe.

But with people who pray, it was different: that's when I saw people who prayed who weren't always obedient.

It's not because I'm obedient 100% of the time, that's not true, I'm not obedient 100% of the time; If we claim to be obedient 100% of the time, well then, that's when we'll stumble, and we'll fall into error; but I did my best to obey.

If, at times, I did disobey, well, I confessed it; and that's why, probably, I don't do it often (disobey): when we're not part of a group (of friends), and when we don't spend a lot of time socializing, we have a tendency to disobey less often.

It's true, there are fewer temptations! And so, me, I lived my whole life with my husband, with my three children, my brothers and my sisters; and even then, if one of my brothers or my sisters talked about so and so? I even remember my husband once? one day, my brother-in-law comes (to the house) and he starts talking against one of them, and my husband said, If you're coming over to talk about my brother-in-law, then stay home.

Hey! That's why we didn't receive many visitors at home! We found ourselves at home all alone quite often.

So much so that sometimes my husband would say, That's because you want to be like your sister Rita too much.

My sister Rita was a very prayerful person; she had given me books that I used to teach the Catechism to my children.

My sister Rita wanted to be a nun, and so he (my husband), wasn't too thrilled with my praying so much.

I would give this to the Lord, but I would at least try to not let it show too much.

So, I was discreet in my way of leading the children to speaking about the good Lord, I was quite discreet.

Let's just say that they weren't really interested in hearing about it although I talked about it a lot, but I used to say, Well, that's your business.

So I would still introduce religion through the way I would speak.

It was done quite discreetly so as not to force it on them.

Then, this led me to the discovery that we're not all alike, and I think we must love those who aren't all like us.

Because when my husband died, it was just before my husband's death, at least one year, I would attend a prayer group once a week, not too often because my husband was already in the end, you know, during the last six months, it was twice a week - I was still trying to be careful.

And so I would see people who were praying, who were very good, but what would shock me sometimes was that they would get mad at the Church: like judging St. Paul.

It surprised me so much that they didn't agree with what St. Paul had said in the Gospel.

They were saying that he was against women.

And, I learned other things too; I also learned they there were some who didn't agree with what the saints had said.

Oh! My goodness! And the more time went on, I also saw that they didn't agree with the priests! Ah! This was very difficult sometimes as well because they would say, So and so is like this, so and so is like that.

And I even discovered some horrible things. Ah! Lord, he even wants me to.

You know, before, I thought that all priests were saints.

I didn't know that priests had faults, big ones! But there were some who had great suffering, tremendous suffering! There were some who were drawn to committing acts involuntarily, and other people were talking about them like that.

And, it was very hard to discover everything going on around me.

I, who had spent my life being obedient to the Church, I was discovering that priests were human, and that they suffered and that they bore wounds.

But before I learned about all the wounds, and all those things, before all of the Lord's teachings, I was discovering priests who had done things that, to me, were unthinkable! So, imagine that with all this, I was saying that the voice inside me was in some way the cause of what I was learning.

So, it couldn?t come from God.

Around the same date as today: end of May, beginning of June, during two weeks in Medjugorje, that's when I had completely refused to listen to the voice inside me.

But Mother Mary had wanted me to go to Medjugorje to give me, inside myself, the grace to see, to discover that it was true, and to discover God's mercy.

I discovered that I had to obey the voice inside me and I discovered love.

He talked to me so much about love and about Mary's love in Medjugorje! And, from that moment on, I never again doubted the voice inside that was talking to me, and the teachings continued.

The teachings on love: to discover God's love for each of us, and the love God has for his Church, because he began talking to me about the Mystical Body.

You know, he didn't start talking to me about the Mystical Body right away, he began talking to me about love, he talked to me about my inner life: me in you, you in me, me in the Father.

Father Clement would say to me, and also Abbot Jean, that it was like St. John.

Do you know that I had never read St. John? I heard it at mass, through the priests, but not: me in you, you in me; maybe they did talk about it but it didn't register, maybe I wasn't ready to understand this yet.

Maybe the Holy Spirit didn't want me to understand, either.

So, when I began dictating what the Lord was saying to me, and when my spiritual adviser talked to me about it, well, I went to see in the Gospel and I could see: you in me, me in you, I am in my Father, my Father is in me.

Ah! I was really surprised, yes, this surprised me! Afterwards, I stopped this because the Lord was asking me to stop reading, not to stop reading the Bible, he did make me read the Bible, but in obedience.

I would wait for him to say to me, Go look in your Bible. And he would do it.

Do you see what obedience is? In obedience, he was teaching me everything I have to do, everything I must not do.

It was in obedience, and this led me to discover the love he has for his priests, the love he has for each of us.

But, it is a divine love, it isn't a human love, God's love! We cannot understand it, we cannot grasp it, but we can, however, allow ourselves to be enveloped by all this.

And, slowly, with graces, he makes us absorb these things inside ourselves, along with what our human will enables us to do.

I also learned to obey through what he was asking me and also through what I must receive, because we want to receive.

We also want to know: why this, why that? Why did the Lord make us go forward while we were sick or were suffering? You see, all these questions ? why was it necessary for his Son to come on earth to purify our sins? he knew this even before he created Adam and Eve.

Try to image the big question! God is the Almighty, God knows everything, God is aware of everything.

So, he put Adam and Eve on earth because he loved them.

He took part of his own life, part of his own breath, to give life to matter, because we're nothing more than matter.

Human life is matter, this can be analyzed.

Scientists know quite a bit about this, but they can't talk about divine life because they can't know about it. So, since they can't know about it, they can't talk about it, they ignore it.

I'm not saying they deny its existence, because they too will see the light when the Holy Spirit will want them to see it; because in the Gospel, he said, I reveal to the least what I hide from the greatest.

So, when they will see themselves as little, they will have the answer regarding divine life, they will understand everything.

Us, it?s a little at a time that we try to understand what he wants to make us understand.

This is why we must accept to be children of sin.

It's true, we're the children of sin.

This is why we can accept that a God tell us that he wants to cleanse us of all impurity, even the children of the Light, because we go to Confession, we go to Communion often, but we're always in danger of committing sins.

We're always in danger of being tempted because evil is inside us.

As long as we have evil inside us, we're going to be children of sin because evil inhabits us.

This is why we must accept to be humble, to be little, to accept that Jesus nourish us with his sacraments; we must agree to turn to the priests.

The priests mandate is to give us graces through the sacraments, this is so huge! Even among the children of the Light, you know, there are many who claim they're able to go several weeks without going to Confession! We must really ask ourselves: Am I able to withstand my illnesses? Am I able to withstand my sufferings? Am I able to stand seeing that my children no longer practise? Am I able to do my work without becoming irritated? Am I able to do things throughout my day without feeling tired?

Well, if you can answer yes to this, then go to Confession only in many, many weeks: me, I can't do it because I know that for each day its sorrows suffices.

We live in the present, we live in the company of the good and the evil inside us.

The evil inside us dwells within us, the good in us also dwells within us, but due to all the sins I committed since my birth, well, my body has suffered the consequences.

And so, today, I find myself with osteoporosis; today, I find myself with fibromyalgia; today, I find myself having dizzy spells sometimes.

God didn't want me to be like this, it's wrong to believe this, but it's because of my sins.

So, my body became weak, and it?s not only this, it's more than this.

My father, who loved me a lot, my mother, who loved me a lot, they too committed sins; they carried within themselves parents who also bore sins, whether it was on the paternal or maternal side; they also carried all this.

They had their illnesses, and those illnesses, we carry them inside us.

We carry illnesses, which are genetic as they say, but not only illnesses, we carry their sins.

You know, when we have parents who have spoken against one, against another, we heard them when we were young, and well, we do the same thing! You see, when we have parents who have a tendency to blaspheme, well, we blaspheme! When we have parents who are jealous, you?ll see that we have a tendency to be jealous; possessive, we have a tendency to be possessive.

But this, this is because we carry all this.

These are sins that have contributed to the way we function in life.

This is what we do, and yet, we don't want to do this, but it's despite ourselves.

When we're mad, do you think we're happy to be angry? When we notice that we've hurt our husband, or our wife, or our children, our Mother - our mother who bore us, our father who devoted himself to us!

If we had clothes on our back it was because our father went out to work, if we have a house and if we also want a house for our children, well, we got this from somewhere! It came from our parents.

But we talk against them.

Well, maybe that's because they talked against their parents as well.

And us, without wanting to, we carried this inside us, and when there's something that doesn't please us, then, a feeling emerges (from us) involuntarily and we get angry.

And yet, we don't want to get mad, we're children of the Light.

We've reached the point where we know we're not supposed to do this.

How are we supposed to resist what's inside us if we don't go obtain strength from the sacrament of Penance, the sacrament of the Eucharist? You know, most of us have been baptized, we received the sacrament of Baptism, then we received the sacrament of the Eucharist, then we received the sacrament of Confirmation: this, this nourished us, it made us develop gifts of love, it brought us graces, but is it enough? Should we stop there, did this make us perfect children, children capable of resisting the evil that dwells in us? No! No, because there are many who have stopped going to mass! How many of our children have received these sacraments and don't go to mass anymore? That's because they carry evil inside themselves; there's nothing to protect them against the evil that attacks them, that leads them to committing sins.

Above all, we mustn't blame them, above all, we mustn't be afraid.

We live in fear, us, the children of the Light, who have become closer to the sacraments.

Because our children commit sins and we see this, then we, too, are inclined to worry.

We have a tendency to maintain the fear that is inside us.

But do you know that fear doesn't come from God? Fear comes from evil.

Because when we're in pain, well then, we're afraid, we keep ourselves in fear, in worries.

How can we help our children? We're not even capable of welcoming God on our own, with confidence, with abandonment. We worry about our children, while we, we don?t even worry about ourselves.

We should be worried about ourselves because fear doesn?t come to us through the good inside us, doubt doesn't come to us through the good inside us, it comes from evil.

So, this is why we have to go to Confession as often as possible, to Communion.

We have to let Jesus nourish us with his graces of love.

He wants to turn us into children of love.

Often I hear Jesus: Do not be afraid. Give me everything. Do not worry.

Well, these are loving words because Jesus, he wants to do everything he can for us, he wants to fulfill us.

When we let Jesus have our entire life within us, well, then he turns us into children of abandonment; then, the children who belong to us, our own children, well, they benefit from these graces! But, in the beginning, we're the ones who will benefit from them because we're going to become children who are calm, we're going to become loving children, we're going to become patient children, tolerant, we're going to become children who don't judge their children either: so, we're the ones who will benefit from this.

If our children see us in this tranquility, in this movement of love which happens not through us, but through God, then they will be witness to what we are, and they too will have that peace - it's going to spread.

You know, when we eat garlic, we smell like garlic (even the air around us), so those who come close can smell it.

You see, I couldn?t explain it to you properly at supper; you see, in the Holy Spirit, in abandonment, it flows all by itself. Thank you, Lord!

This is really what God does with us, he fills us with his love, then his love emerges all around us, so the children who are around us, they feel God's presence, they sense that we're at peace, that we're calm.

It's not that we're indifferent with our children, it's that we've learned how to love them, but not with our possessive love, not with our educating love, it's with a love from God, a divine love.

So, how can we give them this divine love? It's only by letting God transform us into children of the Divine Will.

This is how! It's so amazing! When God takes all that we are, he does it in his own way, not our way.

We?ve been trying to change for too many years, trying to change our children with our human will; well, we have to abandon ourselves; now that he's beginning to reveal these things to us, on the inside: we have to welcome them.

Today, I went to see the good confessor he assigned to me Abbot John and I spoke in the Holy Spirit.

Because you know, I didn't know what I was going to say. It was really in the Holy Spirit.

He sends among you children who don't work in the Church, because that's up to the priests, that's up to the deacons, that's up to the Bishops, to the Archbishops, that's up to the Cardinals, that's up to the Pope.

Now, that's obedience to the Church!

But us, we're still out there, we're still people who may have families, friends this is where he wants us to be; he wants us to act in Jesus, not of our own accord; and so, this is why he sends me to talk about love, to talk about Jesus in us.

Jesus is living, Jesus is active, Jesus nourishes us with his love, the Holy Spirit covers us.

Imagine, the Holy Spirit covers us, he gives us the words that children want to hear, not the words we want them to hear.

This, this is different because those words contribute nothing, they don't want anything to do with us.

So, God sends us, he sends us out there for a good reason, because the people on the street - that's what he calls them, they're the ones who don?t go to Church - us, we go to Church, we're still children out on the street but we have agreed to enter the Church through obedience and to always be nourished by the graces God gives us through the priest's words.

You know, when a priest gives a homily, it's filled with graces; even if we think they're very simple words, they're coming from a priest.

The Lord, when I'm there, he doesn't talk to me, he's silent; he says, Listen, my daughter.

Can you see how important a priest is? He's teaching us to be quiet so we can listen to his priest: we have to lead them, our brothers and our sisters, to church.

But we can't do it with our own words, we've been forcing our children to go to mass for too many years.

They're Lord! fed up.

Yes, they're tired of listening to our words, they don't want to listen to us anymore, because it's as if we as if we had forced them to go welcome something they didn't understand, while we ourselves, we didn't understand.

Remember earlier when I said to you: Me in you, you in me? The priests have said this; I just couldn't understand and yet, those were the words I had heard.

It's because of our sins, it's because we have committed sins, it's because our parents have committed sins we haven't understood the true value of the Mass, the importance of the priest in the Church.

And, the priest, he has suffered because of this throughout the years.

When we talk about priests with regards to years, we're talking about decades: we're going back to the time of the Apostles.

The Apostles were the first Bishops but before becoming Bishops, they were priests.

Yes, because they had to be instructed for three years.

They received instruction on love, and when the Holy Spirit came, they became Bishops.

I went to the ordination of Gabriel Lévesque last night; imagine, the Bishop put oil on Gabriel's hands.

When I saw this: putting oil on Gabriel's hands! You know, Jesus, he gives beautiful messages of love to his priests.

And he talks about their consecrated hands.

Ah! When I saw yesterday that the Bishop was consecrating his hands with oil, I found that moment so important! I can't explain what I felt... it was as if I had right in front of me, through what I was seeing, what he has been telling me about priests, because I can't tell you in which message, but I know (he?s saying): that the priests? hands are consecrated.

And yesterday I saw how he consecrates the hands of the priests.

And I even saw the other priests kissing the hands of the priest (Gabriel).

Do you see how important the priest's hands are? We can't understand this; you really have to be in Jesus to understand the tremendous value of a priest.

So, through the years, priests have been judged by us, by other children.

And because we have judged the priests, because we haven't supported them, well, they also succumbed.

There haven't been enough children who have prayed for the priests.

It is necessary to support priests because Satan, he knows only too well that priests, they're the pillars of the Church, they're the (active) members. This value wasn't instilled in us, and not because this was their fault, no, that's not true! It's not their fault, it's due to evil, to the human will inside us.

So, throughout the years, we too, did not possess the value of praying for priests, and Satan, he really, really set his mind to tempting them, he even used children (of God) to tempt them.

This is the consequence of our human will.

Can you see that we mustn't judge anybody? We must not judge ourselves as unworthy of God's love.

We must not judge our parents, our grandparents, as unworthy of God's love.

We must not, above all, judge our priests as unworthy, because a priest, through his consecrated hands, has received a power that no person on earth possesses, no one: this power passes through his hands.

He can do all sorts of bad deeds and I also learned this from my lessons although he can do all sorts of deeds caused by his human will, he'll still be a consecrated priest, and his hands will still be consecrated.

We must not judge, we must pray.

We have to take care of him because he knows how to take care of our soul.

We must also acknowledge that we're descendants of Adam and Eve.

We have to acknowledge that we're children who have succumbed, because our first parents succumbed.

But, you know, our first parents cried.

They committed the only sin: the sin of disobedience. Imagine how they suffered when they saw one of their children, Cane, commit the greatest sin that lead to other sins, and he was our brother.

We can't reject Cane, eh Is there someone among you who can say that Cane wasn't his or her brother?

No, no one, that's why we must not judge him.

We must judge no one, absolutely no one.

And if some of our brothers and our sisters are in hell, well, we have to give this to God; him, he knows what we need to know, not us.

We must also understand how many of our brothers and our sisters are in Purgatory.

Since they need us, we have to pray constantly.

Do you know what the Lord, the Holy Spirit made me understand? I have a guardian angel, his name is Amistica he's the first one, I have five of them. It was the Holy Spirit who told me: Ask your angel to pray for the souls in Purgatory.

So, when I sleep at night, I don't pray! So, I ask my guardian angel to pray for the souls in Purgatory.

And I also ask, in the Divine Will because Jesus is more powerful than me, eh? so, in Jesus, I ask all the guardian angels of all my brothers and sisters to pray for the souls in Purgatory, every night.

And when I forget, well, he makes me think of it, Jesus, so that can I ask them.

Imagine, Jesus makes me think of saying Thank you to my angel and to all the guardian angels too, because I have to say thank you; but if I forget, the Lord makes me think of it.

And also the souls in Purgatory! I talk to them as my brothers and my sisters, I love them.

He made my love for them grow, and they pray constantly for us.

They pray for us, the souls in Purgatory.

So, it's worth it for us to pray for them! We mustn't forget them because them, they pray for us constantly.

So, imagine how important this is! And when they're in Heaven, when they enter Heaven? the power they have to pray for us! This, this is a movement of love, this is love in God.

So, God gave me a lot of love tonight, and he gave you lots of love so that we can love one another.

These words I dictate, they're words that come to me spontaneously.

They're words from the Holy Spirit. Jesus is in me, the Father is in me, and the Holy Spirit is in me: this is a movement of love.

We have the Trinity inside us, so everything is done in the Trinity.

What I'm saying doesn?t come from me because I don?t know what he's going to say, but I know he wants me to tell you that I love you.

I know that Jesus of love wants to occupy all the room, and it's in Jesus that I must say to you: I love you in Jesus.

Thank you, thank you very much. Amen.

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PRO-LIFE MEDITATIONS ON THE MYSTERIES OF THE ROSARY

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By Fr. Frank Pavone

The Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden

Let us pray for mothers and fathers who are in agony because they are tempted to abort a child. May they be given the good news that there are alternatives, and may they make use of the help that is available.

The Scourging

As Christ's flesh was torn by the instruments of those who scourged Him, so the bodies of babies in the womb are torn by the instruments of the abortionists. Let us pray that abortionists may repent of these acts of child-killing.

The Crowning With Thorns

Jesus suffered the pain of thorns in His head, and did so silently. We pray for the mothers and fathers of aborted children. So many of them suffer deep grief and regret over a choice they can never reverse. So many suffer in silence, because others tell them it's no big deal.

The Carrying of the Cross

Jesus was not condemned by the power of wicked people. He was condemned because of the silence of good people. Silence always helps the oppressor, never the victim. Let us pray that we may never be silent about abortion, but rather will clearly speak up to save babies from death.

The Crucifixion

As we ponder the death of Christ, let us remember the many women who have died from so-called "safe, legal" abortions. Let us ask forgiveness and mercy for them. May their memory save other women from making this tragic mistake.

Message #3021 to Little Mary - September 25, 2007

"Convert your heart now, for the time of Justice is near"

MESSAGE #3021 from the Blessed Mother September 25, 2007

My daughter, There cannot be peace on this earth if my children do not pray and return to God. I say to all my children, pray, pray more. Pray for all your brothers and sisters so they turn to God before it's too late.

The world is in danger and without more prayer you will see much more devastation and bloodshed. The earth is trembling because so many are giving in to the serpent. Disaster is about to strike because so many terrorists roam the streets. Hearts are filled with hatred and you wonder why so many heavenly statues weep. The world is in serious trouble, so please take heed to my heavenly messages which are being given all around the world.

Dear Priests, there is no longer time to be silent. Speak the truth so more repent and amend their ways. Live, live your vocation and use your hands and voice for Christ. Listen to your most holy Pope, for he is truly being guided by God. Do not give in to the world, increase your time to be in the confessional. Keep your church doors open and encourage your flock to spend time with Jesus.

Dear Priests, I need your assistance. The Sacraments, prayer and the Rosary is how evil will be destroyed. My children must repent and put into practice the messages that I am giving you. The time that you have left is short, so please assist me. Assist my messengers so they stay strong, strong for Our Lord. The Gospel must be spread or many more children will see the fire of hell.

Prayer, conversion and penance are truly needed around the world. Convert your heart now, for the time of Justice is near. Get down on your knees and pray. Amen.

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POWERFUL Prayer to Patron Saint of Earthquakes again!

PATRON SAINT OF EARTHQUAKES,

DEAR ST. EMYDIGIUS...

EVEN THOUGH WE DO NOT DESERVE OUR HEAVENLY PAPA'S MERCY..BECAUSE WE ARE BREAKING EVERYONE OF HIS LAWS WITH ABOMINABLE SINS ESPECIALLY THE HORRENDOUS SLAUGHTERING BY ABORTION OF HIS LITTLE INNOCENT ONES WHO ARE TRULY PRECIOUS GIFTS TO HIS PEOPLE..AND AGAIN TRANSGRESSING HIS LAWS WHICH WERE MEANT TO SAVE US..AND ARE INSTEAD DAILY TRANSGRESSED. WE ASK YOUR INTERCESSION IN KEEPING THE EARTH CALM..WE ALSO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS HAS TO BE HIS WILL. HE HAS PRESERVED US FOR SO LONG FROM HIS JUST HAND BUT WE HAVE BECOME SO LAZY, COMPLACENT AND APATHETIC TO HIS CALL, WARNING AND PREPARATION FOR THE FUTURE DIFFICULT TIMES AHEAD. WE HAVE BECOME ATTACHED TO OUR MATERIAL COMFORTS WHICH LEAD US AWAY FROM GOD NOT TO HIM. WE MUST LEARN TO DETACH OURSELVES AND DIE TO OURSELVES AND BEGIN SERVING HIM AND OTHERS HE PLACES IN OUR PATH. PRAY TO OUR BELOVED FATHER THAT OUR HOUSES AND OUR FAMILIES STAY SAFE IN THIS TURBULENT EVIL DARK WORLD.
PLEASE ASK FOR HIS BLESSING TO MAINTAIN TRANQUILITY WHEN THE GROUND BEGINS TO TREMBLE BENEATH OUR FEET..
PROTECT AND INTERCEDE ESPECIALLY FOR THE BABIES, CHILDREN AND AND ELDERLY..WHO ARE DEFENSELESS AND INNOCENT..AND DO NOT DESERVE ANY PUNISHMENT AS WE DO.. THANK YOU ST. EMYDIGIUS FOR INTERCEDING FOR US. AS THE HAND OF OUR PAPA BEGINS TO FALL IN ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS AROUND THE WORLD WE PRAY FOR EVERY MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD TO RECEIVE THE INFUSION OF GRACE FROM THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT NEEDED FOR REPENTANCE AND CONVERSION.. ASK HIM TO GRACE AND GIFT THEM WITH ESPECIALLY THE GIFTS OF WISDOM, COUNSEL, KNOWLEDGE, DISCERNMENT, PRUDENCE, TEMPERANCE AND MUCH NEEDED GUIDANCE..AND BE BROUGHT TO THE FULLNESS OF TRUTH WHICH IS HIS ONE, HOLY, CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC CHURCH. MAY OUR PAPA..KEEP ALL IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND....MAY THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT TO WRAP HIS TENDER WINGS AROUND ALL CHILDREN IN FUTURE DISASTERS.
MAY THE MOST HOLY FAMILY TAKE EACH MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD UNDER THEIR CLOAK OF PROTECTION. AMEN!

Messages from Sadie Jaramillo

NOVEMBER 6TH 2007

Before we began the cenacle we were sharing amongst ourselves news of what is going on with prayer group members, family situations etc. A subject came up that caused a discussion and I felt led to say that we might not agree on all points of discussion but we DO all agree that we live in perilous times, that we are in the end times and that we must pray in response to heaven's request. So we invoked the Holy Spirit and I began to lift up the intentions for the prayer of the rosary.

As the decades of the rosary began, almost immediately, I heard interiorly, and saw interiorly, Jesus dressed in white, and I heard, Do you believe that I love you? (This reminded me that Jesus had asked me that same question as I prayed on the drive down south to take my parents to the doctor on Monday as I prayed the rosary.)

But I was not given a chance to answer, Jesus then extended his arm and with an infused understanding I could see that He had my heart in his hand.Jesus put my heart to his lips and blew 3 times. This caused me actual physical pain so that I could not pray and had to gasp for air. This whole experience was very intense.Then Jesus steps back and I can see that He is as in the Jesus of Divine Mercy image of Vilnius,the darker one. I was given the words,

Jesus said again, Do you believe that I love you? Then TRUST IN ME.

I then could see Jesus pointing to a clock in the heavens and the 2 hands were at the 12. Then Jesus said:

The floodgates of Gods justice will burst open on humanity.

Suddenly, I could still see the image of Jesus as I had seen Him years ago, when He was walking very fast and there were many people walking with Him; that was when He first pointed to a clock. So this time, I am seeing Jesus again, dressed in exactly the same, white gown, but this time He is standing still and His gown and hair are blowing as if a great wind is causing this. Jesus then says:

As I blew new life into you, as I poured upon you my love, so too you will see this wind of My Holy Spirit blowing, so that this mighty outpouring of the Holy Spirit will come to regenerate, purify, and renew the hearts of my followers.

The Holy Spirit will come with force and might and purify that which needs to be purified; cleanse that which needs to be cleansed; renew all the hearts created by the Father to love Him, to know Him, and to serve Him, now before the moment known to heaven alone, which all men must pass. Permitting to man free will to choose Me; to choose life; to choose love. Most have chosen not to do so.

This moment (of decision) will come to catch many unaware and unprepared. It will be to their own folly, for I have permitted much time of mercy to be given through the pleading of My Most Holy Mother. Time that mankind has had to convert and come back to the Fathers heart of love and live that love in this world. Most have chosen not to do so.

For those who live now with me; for those who did not get to see what you shall see; they pray with and for you and are united with you in prayer, as you enter into the most bloody and painful part of the chastisement which is most near. Some would choose not to believe this is so. Again, to their own folly.

The floodgates of Gods justice will burst forth on humanity.

Now the vision has expanded and I can see off to the right hand side a great ball of light, spinning and looking very much like the pinwheels you pin to a post for the 4th of July that make it look like an orb with a tail. This I see very clearly. Large, and bright, and little by little a tail begins to form. Jesus then says:

The passing of the comet is very near. Do not fear, but TRUST IN ME.

By this time the rosary was almost over and so too, the vision. However as we have been praying in a little house that belonged to the husband of a group member before they were married, she offered it for the cenacle since I had moved here to my little condo that cannot accommodate many people. So when I realized that I would not be able to host the cenacle, I prayed and said to Our Lady,Ok Lady, you have to find another place for us to pray.

That was when a dear friend offered this home to pray the cenacle.

However, as I work until 6 pm and often times, in fact all the time, I arrive after everyone has already arrived, I had not the time to tend to the little altar I used to set up for the cenacle. An image of Our Lady of Guadalupe was hung after we started the cenacle, but I always felt that I was "cheating" Our Lady of the altar I always had decorated when it was in my home and I had more time.

So at the very end of the rosary it is Our Lady and She asks me:

Would you deny me my altar in my Little House of Prayer of the Way?

Here too I must explain that Our Lady came to me as Our Lady of the Way in the very first messages. I didn't understand until a Monsignor explained that this is what they called the faith in the early days of the church as they were converting from Judaism to what we now know as Catholicism.

I felt so awful when Our Lady said this because as I have already mentioned, I would always; I don't care if I was bankrupt, always buy her roses, have a nice cloth covering for the table and have a candle etc., when I hosted the prayer group in my home.

So needless to say, Our Lady seems to have claimed this little house and my dear friend was most gracious to say that we would arrange things to be as Our Lady requested.

Father Stephen, I believe Our Lord has said (with this vision and words) that no matter what happens, we must cling to Him in Mercy and Trust; that no matter what we see and go through it is His love and Will for us, to be able to reach the era of peace, after the illumination of conscience, which Jesus refers to as this moment in time.

All the trials we will endure and that a comet is near and while it will not hit the earth, it will pass very near causing much upheaval in nature and accompanying the warning.

Jesus' pointing to the clock with the 2 hands at the 12 indicates the sands of the hourglass have all passed and shortly we will enter another phase of this chastisement.

I remain united in prayer with all of you,

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St. Francis was speaking to Brother Rufino, and St. Francis says the following: "It is not in struggling you succeed," replied Francis gently, "but in adoring. The man who adores God knows that there is only one All-powerful One. He acknowledges it and accepts it deeply, heartily. He rejoices that God is God. God is, that is enough for him, and that makes him free. Do you understand". "Yes, father, I understand" answered Rufino. They had resumed their walk, while still speaking ......"If we knew how to adore, then nothing could truly disturb our peace, " said Francis. "We would travel through the world with the tranquility of the great rivers."

This is where it all is: God is in charge and I am only His secretary. I know in my heart that I have to give it all up to Him - He is God -He can do anything. But than I guess my head doesn't quite get it! Yes, Jesus can give me words to write, missions for us to do, but I in my humanity TAKE CHARGE. This is where I have to let it go, give it to Jesus and realize I can't make anything happen. All I can do is try, and because of my humanity learn to release it all to Jesus even if it means there is no mission accomplished, no nfwp, no pilgrimage, no ministry. The ministry belongs to Jesus, not to me.