I'm so tired. Thats what everything comes down to. I can't move, I can't blink, I can barely breath. I've never been this tired.
I woke up and put Kimmy's letter out and then read the paper and drank a Java Cooler <3.
I can't remember much other than when I first woke up. Oh yea, Jen and I went to the grocery store and we bought some chocolates. Mmmm... the brown goodness of sweet rectangles.
Today a friend of mine called and tried to get me to tell something that wasn't my place to tell and I wonder why people want to play these games. I wonder why people want to know things they shouldn't know about other people and why they want to get other people involved. I don't play those games. This is what I believe: Unless someone confides in you something thats a secret, don't go looking for scandals. I don't get why people are so turned on by gossip. Its really annoying. I can't wait until I'm out of highschool and into the real world... no, I can't wait until they're out of highschool and in the real world because then they'll be wondering what the heck they were doing wasting time.
...Anyways... I'm going back to bed. Screw the world and its fetishes. I'll shut you out with my bedroom door and lay down on my bed and I'll never know there's anything bigger than my room. I'll never know you're here.
School Countdown - 9 Days.
Beth