So what have I been up to lately?
Lately I have been deep in thought.
Lately I have been trying to extinguish loneliness with games.
Lately I have been thinking of all of the people I have lost along the way.
Lately I have been realizing more and more how important the little things are.
Lately I have been noticing the beauty that can come from mistakes.
Lately I have seen that no matter what you do, some people just won't care for you as much as you do for them.
Lately I have learned that sometimes you just have to let go, that there are some things you just have to live with.
Lately I have seen only failure come from me.
Lately I have missed him, them, it.
Lately, lately I have been here, lived here, breathed and existed, I have made history, but not anything that will be taught in schools. I have loved, I have lost, I have hated (at a cost), I have dreamed, I have cried, a little piece of me has died, I have needed, I have let go, but what you will never know is that it doesn't matter, nota bit, because the future is my kid.