Lots of things in this world are psychotic. Far beyond most things, though, people are the most insane, because we were placed with the burden of actually being able to think. And thinking can sometimes be good, or bad. Depends on the situation. I think far too much for one human being in one lifetime, especially since I'm only fifteen. My mind never shuts up though, it just keeps spinning, which might explain why I never shut up. I just have too much to say. I've written five diaries, four of which have been written in the span of a year. Before that, I was never really dedicated to writing. That, and I had nothing to say. Now, I just have too much to say so my handwriting's getting messier because I don't have enough time to write neatly and get all my thoughts out before they explode.
One of the ways I get the shit out of my head and onto paper is poetry. I only started writing poetry June 2000, but since then, my poems have evolved a lot. Like, they actually mean something now and I actually write them because I need to and not because I want something to read at poetry night.
Here are some of my favourite poems that I can actually bear to read and am not amashed of.
I Love Wal-Mart
My Other Self
Alcohol
Boredom Crashing Flagpoles
Breaking Point
Confused
Instant Geometry
Not Suicide
Obsession
Parallel Ocean
She
Steve
Unfit Picture Frame
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Writing
The Way I Live
Rant
Black Smoke
Hungry HeartObnoxious
Try For A Belief
Misplaced Love
Uncasted
Unexpected Wave of Empty
Cut
Linnea
Short
Translucent
Crutch
Assimilation
Twig
Stomach Problems From The Head
Cryer
Cast Party
Leverage
Bittersweet
Blind Substitutenew
Effectnew
Emotion Sicknessnew
Memorable Handsnew
The Real Truth About My Obssesionnew
Undeniable Obsessionnew
Sometimes when my thoughts aren't organized enough to actually make poetry, I write little blocks of sentences that I just call essays, although they're nothing like essays in their entireties.
Explanation
Dry High
Randomness
Letter To Myself
Another annoying form of writing I take on is short stories. Why is it annoying? I haven't the slightest clue why, it just seemed appropriate to write at the time. Some of these I've passed into an english class but most I haven't. Reason being- they're not school material. Lucky for you though, I haven't been able to figure out how to upload a document file and have it actually come out normal on my webpage. If anyone knows how to do that, please, tell me. Because I'm stupid, I won't be able to figure out how to do this on my own.
