Undeniable Obsession

I went to sleep a year ago
And haven't woken up since
It's cloudy where I rest
Several times I've tried to express
But it only came out wrong
How do you explain beauty
When you only reject it inside of you
But obsess about it in that girl?
I slice so she will turn a head
But she doesn't even flinch
Five million feelings and the only word I ever use
Is beautiful
Perhaps because no other word sounds as it means
Golden, shining amount of energy
No poem will get out this feeling
I want to tell the world, to help me heal
So I can wake up
Infatuation is a hell some can understand
Obsession is a death few live to tell
There is no line between love and lust
Only a circle
And here I go around the loop again
Just for her, and she will never look 

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