Beautiful intricate pieces of gold Laced together with bits of smoke and strings of hope Pain circles around my heart Little spears stabbing the flesh, making me bleed Laughing as I bleed Tricking me and scaring me and making me smile Absolute certainty of feeling is shown through brick walls Clear, translucent brick walls Stuck together and dried forever Only tears can corrode it The angel of gold which feeds me good Implodes my heart as I sit here silent She jumps on my soul And I die, one by one The soldiers have use for me now Metal gum onto brick smiles Melting brick eyes Burning brick lips Shining gold hair Loving gold hands Dying angel breath And she is wasted now In more ways than one Screaming for a name and wanting to live The silver falls out of her hair and she screams A loud silence
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