::tell me what it's gonna take...got me all bent outta shape:: gail 9611's brain fart

::Saturday, March 22, 2003::

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOCHA!!!
you are a beautiful person, loving, caring, and sooo sweet...i love our talks on the way to your house, and i love spending time with you...having you in my life is truly a blessing, may your day be filled with joy and tons of love...have a great birthday - i love you girl!!!

gail brainfarted for you @ 4:44 PM

well, i had thought today was going to be a pretty uneventful day, but it actually turned out to be a pretty full one...when i woke up this morning, i called eo to see what was up, but due to some unforseen circumstances, our plans fell through so i found myself cleaning (or attmepting to clean) my room...i started to get a little hungry, and after an unsuccessful trip downstairs to find some meatless food, i come back up to my room and i start to hear cry my a river (i totally need a new ringtone) coming from my phone...woohoo! and SDYMer was calling! good stuff...it was Kris calling to see if i wanted to have lunch - perfect timing!!! i was hungry!~ i told him to come on over, and i jumped in the shower real quick, then we headed off to burbank to have lunch at Elephant Bar with Ariel...it was good stuff...MmMmmMMM...dude that was the only meal i had today...

after lunch kris and i headed to st. dom's cuz i had to meet randy to start preparing for our soup supper...we made the soup tonight pretty quick and we got a lot of compliments on how good it was! woohoo! haahaa...our secret recepie...BEAR CREEK...haahaa...so yeah...it was good stuff. i havent had a lot of chances to talk to randy lately, and cooking with him today gave us some time to talk...i really love that guy, i dont think anyone realizes how much...i do a lot of the SDYM stuff for him now...not really for anything else, but cuz i wanna help him out and be there for him...he's a really good friend to me...so yeah...we chilled at st. dom's, then watched the guys play ball...and yeah...that's pretty much it...

OH!!! i had the most interesting conversation/argument with Mark in the car...well, Kris and i argued with Mark...and dude...it was hilarious! and just remember mark, it was 3 against one (angelie)...haahaaaa...and dude...it was a joke...smile!!!!

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:01 AM

::Friday, March 21, 2003::

do you ever wonder why people lie? like, why do people lie about stupid things? like, why lie when people dont care? or when it doesnt really matter? why hide stuff? i was actually just telling EO the other day that if you feel that you have to hide something, doesnt that generally imply that there's something wrong with that thing you're hiding? if you're hiding something, isnt there usually a reason to hide it? something like you're not supposed to do it that's why? or you feel bad doing it? or what? i dunno...i guess i was just hurt earlier tonight when i caught my friend lying...she was actually trying to come out and admit something, but then she just went straight into another lie - and i caught her! dude..it kinda hurt...why lie? telling the truth would've had nothing to do with me, so it wouldn't have hurt my feelings...but why lie? i dont see it...i just dont understand, and i especially dont understand why people lie to those that are their closest friends - arent those the people you should be most comfortable with? arent they the ones you should be able to tell anything to? but maybe that's just me...maybe im the only person that thing isnt really good for a friendship, regardless of what it's about...

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:07 AM

::Thursday, March 20, 2003::

wow...i think this is the latest i've been home from LC in a long time...i have lots on my mind, but my thoughts arent quite cohesive right now...maybe in a little bit...

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:59 AM

::Wednesday, March 19, 2003::

why is it that it always seems like the people you love the most are the ones that hurt you the most? yah, i know that they can't hurt you unless you really care about them, but shit...why is it always like that? and you know what's worse? sometimes they dont even realize how much they're hurting you. and of course, my dumbass has way, way, way too much pride - i'd never admit im hurt - at least not to those that hurt me. shit. i dont need that stuff. life's hard, and we just need to deal, right? either separate yourself from the situation, or just suck it up and deal, huh? those are the only options, huh? wtf?! why is life such a bitch? and why do i care so much about life?!

gail brainfarted for you @ 4:55 PM

snowborading is hazardous to your health...or maybe just doing tricks and jumps is hazardous to your health...but still...see - that's why i dont do that shit...i'm too scared to break myself!

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:14 AM

::Tuesday, March 18, 2003::

wow...i was just reading Mark's blog and it got me thinking...

Parents...what a weird subject...Mark was talking about one of his friends, who's in high school, i'm assuming, having problems with their parents...wow...how much we grow, just after high school...what is it about that age that just makes us defy authority? that makes us reject everything that is said to us out of love or care, simply because we think that the ones telling us are "too old" or they just "dont understand" cuz they'd probably never been through it. dude, i was totally like that! i hardly ever got along with my mom! when i was in high school i used to fight soooo much with my mom that i was totally scared that she would one day just get so fed up with me that she would kick me out - sometimes i actually hoped she'd come to that point, i hoped that she'd kick me out so i'd have a reason to get out of the house, a reason to stay at a friend's house, my boyfriend's (whomever he was at the time), or even my cousin's house. i never thought she was fair, i always belived that she just wanted to kill all my fun, and i thought she was just a bitch who didnt wanna let me enjoy my youth...

but wow...now that i look back, i'm so thankful. i am who i am because of the shelter i was given by my parents. the love that they gave me so much of. their being protective was their way of showing me how much they cared. their strict rules were because they feared my hurting myself - or worse yet - someone else hurting me. my parents taught me strength. they taught me discipline. they taught me determination, they taught me to push myself to be better, and most importantly they taught me right from wrong. they kept me safe, they provided all that i ever wanted or needed (i've since accepted that i really was/am spoiled), they worked hard to take care of me, and now i'm so thankful. yah, i know that saying that now may not mean anything to those teenagers out there, cuz shit, I dont know what they're going through, cuz now i'm the old one, but i mean it...

my mom and dad are two of my best friends. i love them both with all my heart. i dont hesitate to talk to them anymore. i have no fears that they'd judge me or stop loving me for who i am or what i may (or may not) do. i trust that like God, they'll always be there, they'll always forgive me when i make mistakes, and they'll always love me...and i know i'll always love them...

gail brainfarted for you @ 11:56 PM

OH!!! i doubt he's ever gonna read this, but...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERBIE!!!

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:29 AM

HAAHAAHAA...

lilmrmd247: hey
Gail9611: sup?
lilmrmd247: i owe sushi
lilmrmd247: fucken dumplings
Gail9611: already?!
lilmrmd247: yeah
Gail9611: wtf?! that was fast!
lilmrmd247: i forgot
lilmrmd247: shiet
Gail9611: haahaa...
Gail9611: you suck!!!
Gail9611: not even one day!

WOOHOO!!! i get free sushi...ariel lost our bet!!!

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:13 AM

::Monday, March 17, 2003::

hmm...today was pretty alright...i turned in my paper for my reg. class tonight...haahaa...AJ, i spent my afternoon (at work) writing my paper...i procrastinated big time! good luck on your paper AJ...hmm...what else...i had class, got out early, thankfully, then stopped by OK Chinese before they closed to pick up some pepper chicken for my sick best friend...haahaa...then took it over to his house and chilled there for a while. i figured i should do something nice for him once in a while. i always make his ass drive down to my house, so today i decided since he was sick, i'd be a good best friend and bring him food - what a good friend, huh?! haahaa...but yeah, went to paul's house then chilled and we watched that new show on MTV called PUNK'D...dude, it was HILARIOUS!!! the trick Ashton Kusher played on Justin Timberlake was priceless! the look on his face was just soooooooooooooooo sad! haahaa...it was funny...and yeah...now im home...what a life, huh?

gail brainfarted for you @ 11:38 PM

::Sunday, March 16, 2003::

I scored a 50% on the "HoW FiliPiNo ArE yOU?" Quizie! What about you?

see...i'm only half a fob!

gail brainfarted for you @ 8:53 PM

wow...so i'm finally finding some time to just sit and reflect on my last few days. it's been pretty hectic lately. thursday i got a chance to finally sit down and chill, then it was right back to the hectic times of life...friday was a super busy day at work (when is it not nowadays?) then after work, i went directly to get some bread, then off to soup supper at st. dom's...dude...that was crazy...it's pretty busy over there. then i was trying to fit in some time with the girls on friday night, with dinner at Sushi on Brand - my favorite restaurant in the world - but it kinda got interrupted, an no, Kris don't worry, i'm not mad...it wasn't so bad...anyways, off i went to go help some friends out by chaperoning Jason's birthday party...i just hope those kids had a good time and all that drama was worth it! after the party, bobby, paul, ariel, and i headed to leo's for some grub since i hadnt really gotten to eat yet...mMMMMmmmmMMm...it was goooooooooooooood!

so yeah...then saturday...haahaa...i slept practically the whole day! haahaa...did some homework, then had dinner with the family for mom's birthday (her birthday is tomorrow, like Herbie's), but she's not gonna be here...she actually left this morning for Spain with her friends...i hope she has a good time, but i think i'm gonna miss her! haahaa...ironic, huh? but yeah...dinner last night was cool, the Crab at CLANCY's is GOOD!!! mmMMmmmMmmm....kuya, chi, and i hefe'd out on them crab legs! haahaa...cool...and yah...went home, then ariel called us out...so Mark, ariel, and i went to BJ's to grab some dessert! mMMmMmmm PIZOOKIE!!! damn, what a pig, huh? all i did yesterday was eat! haahaaa...i definitely need to go to the gym tonight! haahaa...and yeah...that's it...that's the story of my night...

now, you may be asking, why the heck i'm up so early this beautiful morning...dude...i had to take a test at school...the have a freaking LIBRARY LITERACY TEST!!! wtf?! LIBRARY LITERACY?! they check to see if you know how to reserach and shit like that! haahaa...i thought it was going to be sooooooooooooo easy, but dude! i was wrong! there were some serious questions, where i was like, "what the heck are they talking about?!" and that thing was NOT a multiple choice test, that sucker was FILL IN THE BLANKS!!! dude...it was crazy! haahaa...oh well, whatever...i hope i did alright...anyways, now im just passing the time until the girl's get here for our Celebratory brunch for Teen at our favorite place ever - Kincaids! woohoo...i'm excited, and i'm hungry!!!

gail brainfarted for you @ 10:10 AM