::tell me what it's gonna take...got me all bent outta shape:: gail 9611's brain fart

::Saturday, February 22, 2003::

wow...i was just reading all my Kairos letters and wow...i just ended up bawling...it's weird how far we've all come. from people who i thought i was so close to then swearing that we'd always keep in touch to people who i had such issues with them who are now some of my best friends...it's amazing how much we've changed and grown up. im feeling so nostalgic and very lucky. i have some of the best friends...some of my best friends ive been friends with since grade school and im amazed at how close we still are. we've been through our ups and downs, but wow - we're still here, we're still friends, and we're still growing together. im feeling very blessed right now...but a little sad at the same time...

gail brainfarted for you @ 5:14 PM

i was going through some old stuff and i've been reading a lot of stuff i had saved years ago, and i came upon this quote that made me think...

" Some people come into our lives & quickly go away Others stay awhile
but they both leave footprints on our hearts & either way we are never
the same "

i guess it just hit me right now cuz a few weeks ago i had been feeling pretty sad about friendships that have been lost, but i guess i just need to keep reminding myself that they were good, they taught me many things, and they've made me who i am...

gail brainfarted for you @ 2:46 PM

LEI...had to share your poem...it's beautiful...

Just for today

BREATHE DEEP. talk slow. Walk soft. LET GO. Give big. take less. DON'T count- just guess. act fair.
think Long. laugh Loud. SING STRONG. Plan Bold. Dream Far. Feel Loved.
You Are!

it made me smile...and lei...you are forever changing your layout! i love it! it's almost always something new! im jealous....i have no html skills...i miss you girl...

gail brainfarted for you @ 12:05 AM

::Friday, February 21, 2003::

friday night, it's 1130, im off tomorrow, and im home already...jeez...Kookee isnt even home yet...what a geek...

oh well, whatever, it's okay, at least i didnt just sit on my ass all night like practically every other night...i worked, did some Target shopping, had dinner with my sister and paul at HOOTERS, had some Starbucks, then watched Shanghai Knights...and still got home by 1130...amazing huh? im a geek...we're old farts...paul has work tomorrow...now im bored...and i dont necessarily wanna just go to sleep already...oh well, whatever...that's it...that was my day

gail brainfarted for you @ 11:40 PM

::Thursday, February 20, 2003::

okay...i need to go to sleep cuz i know im gonna be late for work tomorrow if i dont, but for some reason i dont feel like it...i just cant do it...oh well, whatever

gail brainfarted for you @ 10:58 PM

wow...thursday is now over. that means 2 more days until the pancake breakfast and im starting to worry. well, kinda. i dunno. i was having a talk with monica and Mark today about just feeling bleh...bleh with a lot of things, and just finding myself close to the whole, "fuck it" place. and she made a good point, it's not fair that i be in this place. yah, i've worked hard for a lot of things lately, but i have responsibilites and committments, and it's not fair to half ass them...i need to get my ass moving, i need to get shit done, i need to start caring more! God help us...

gail brainfarted for you @ 10:11 PM

so it was another long day at work followed by a long night at SDYM. it was a good class, dont get me wrong, but dude, it's problem after problem over there lately, and im just tired. planning classes, working on a retreat, planning fundraisers, setting an example, working, school, and trying to have a life...shit. i dont know how i sometimes find myself bored, i've got a lot of shit to do. it looks like i just dont wanna do it. i think im just tired. tired of a lot of things...

on another note...have you ever done something that you kinda regretted, but not exactly? you regret it cuz you may end up hurting another person in the process, but you dont regret it cuz you enjoyed it and it made you happy for that certain amount of time? i dunno what im trying to say, but shit...life's a bitch, and it's full of confusion...i hate that shit...bleh...whatever...im just tired and im talking out of my ass...im going to bed

gail brainfarted for you @ 1:09 AM

::Tuesday, February 18, 2003::

wow...i think that was the longest class ive ever been in...that was ridiculous...

gail brainfarted for you @ 10:30 PM

hey my name is joe, i work in a button factory...have you ever heard that song before? haahaa...i remember in high school one of my classmates changed that song to make it into her campaign speech in senior year...it was hilarious, and a good move to - i know i never forgot it! sorry, random i know...i was just thinking about it actually, it was in my head...

anyways, im kinda nervous, i think something's wrong with me, so im off to see the doctor today, and im kinda worried...pray for me alright? it's that feeling you get when you feel like something's wrong, but you dont exactly know what it is? whatever...im just feeling anxious...

gail brainfarted for you @ 9:20 AM

::Monday, February 17, 2003::

dude...im such a bum...i got off work at 3, i came home, and i havent really done anything all afternoon/night...what a loser...i think i tried/planned to watch a movie 3 times, no wait, 4 times - friday, saturday, sunday, and today - and let me just tell you, each time we got too lazy to do it. sad, huh? is this a sign of old age? laziness? yuck...im starting to think i dont like this, too bad i dont have the ends to just say "fuck it, let's go out" or the energy to just keep going out...terrible, huh?

gail brainfarted for you @ 10:21 PM

::Sunday, February 16, 2003::

it's amazing how much a person can tell you when they dont mean to...and it's amazing how you're constantly learning new things about people, no matter how close the them you already think you are...

gail brainfarted for you @ 11:13 PM

quiz hopping again...

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now isn't that funny...haahaa

gail brainfarted for you @ 2:22 AM

Insomnia's a bitch - wait a minute, being waken up from good sleep is a bitch when you can't go back to bed...

so i'm doing some surfing and i found this quote from the movie The Sweetest Thing..."50% of the time people say that they are just joking, they actually really mean it." it's sooo true...i was just joking around with a friend of mine (the jerk -j/k- who woke me up), and reading this quote made me laugh about the jokes we were making...hahaa

gail brainfarted for you @ 2:20 AM