i have sooo many things to do yet im caged in this stupid department for another 20 minutes...im dying. this place just seems so confining on some days. i dont' know what it is. it seems like the minutes just refuse to turn into hours and the time doesn't want to move. i hate working on the weekend. there are so many other things i'd rather be doing.
jeez...i don't know what it is with me. my life at times can seem sooooo hectic, then other days it's the total opposite. it's either feast or famine with me. either i have too many things to do and too many people who wanna go out at the same time, or no one at all. isn't that a bitch? take today for instance. shit...2 very important parties that i just can't get out of either one. it's kris's birthday party at his aunt's house and it's the FLOI annual Christmas gathering, yeah it's late but Mika just got back from her pinas vacation. dude...it's always like this...either it's too many plans or not enough...shit...can people just start planning shit on days when im totally bored and free? is that too much for a girl to ask? haahaa...
oh well...i should look on the brighter side, at least there are still people who want to go out with me...
gail
brainfarted for you @ 4:45 PM
wow...i didn't notice it's been that long since i've blogged...nothing really intersting to blog about lately...if these past few days are any indication of what my 2003 is going to be like - i'm in for some trouble...it's starting to look like this years going to be pretty boring...bleh...boooooooooo
gail
brainfarted for you @ 12:08 PM
wow..it's 2003. i can't believe it. this year just went by so fast. it's crazy. it was definitely an interesting year. met a lot of new people, built stronger relationships, and unfortunately, i've even had to let go of some friendships...but it's been a learning experience, a growth process that i don't think i would change for anything. i think this year has been one of the most content years i've had in life thus far, and i'm only praying that 2003 will be filled with more peace, joy, and happiness...2002 was fun, but hopefully 2003 will be so much better...thanks everyone for being a part of my life. i'd name you all, but that would take forever...you know who you are...i love you all!
gail
brainfarted for you @ 2:27 PM
it's been a pretty long day, i saw drumline tonight, i liked it...and i just wanted to say one thing before i headed off to bed...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KRIS!!!
kris, you're like my little brother. you're someone i feel totally comfortable with to talk to, joke with, or just be stupid with. i hope this past year was one that was filled with joy. i pray that the coming year will be full of blessings and love - cuz you deserve it! i love you! have a great birthday!!!
i'd blog more but im tired and i should be going to sleep i have to work early tomorrow morning...byebyebye
gail
brainfarted for you @ 12:31 AM
sorry for the totaly randomness of my last blog and of this one...i was just going through a lot of mixed emotions, shit, i'm still kinda going through them. it's weird. just when you think you're finished with a part of your life, something just jolts you back that makes you realize that you're not as done as you thought you were. life sucks that way. ever try to get your ass out of a vicious cycle and for some stinking reason unknown to you you just can't do it? have you ever felt that way? i think im just realizing that i keep letting myself fall into that trap, into that nasty cycle, that ugly circle when you let yourself lose control. i'm not going to do it anymore. i've just decided. well, i've decided that im just not going to take it anymore. shit, ever been told that a person does stuff to you (not always nice stuff) just cuz you take it? shit. i'm not taking anymore shit. i'm done. i'm finally putting my foot down and fucking ending it.
i'm done, we're done, it's over...the door is now closed...
gail
brainfarted for you @ 12:07 AM
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fun...to watch a movie actually...American Wedding anyone?
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restless...
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