Greetings the delight of my heart. I'm so pleased that you have choosen to spend your time here, where Buffy and Angelus battle not only each other, but themselves as well. In this land, these two tortured lovers' reality begins some time roughly after "Surprise" and "Innocence" but "Passion" does not take place. Angel never regains his soul and Angelus does not try to destroy the world...
...only Buffy and himself...
So come, peer through the darkness...and let me show you this world through my eyes.
Chapter One: DEMON'S DISCOVERY
Buffy has been gone from Sunnydale for two years. Her friends and family haven't been the only ones to miss her...so has Angelus. What are his thoughts when he finds her in a danceclub?
Chapter Two: SILENT DAMNATION
Buffy is out on the town for a night of dancing. Instead of having a ball, she ends up feeling miserable. This causes her to think about the miseries of the past. Who is the late-night visitor who intrudes into her thoughts?
Chapter Three: REPOSSESSION OF A SOUL
Unknowingly Buffy has let Angelus into her home. What will her spurned, vengeful ex-lover do now that she is helpless against him?
Chapter Four: VIOLENT SHADES OF REALITY
Dreams aren't always what we want them to be. Will Buffy's dreams foretell her future with Angelus?
Chapter Five: DIRTY AFFAIR WITH LOVE
While confronting Buffy over her faithfulness, Angelus discovers something about himself. Will he accept it?
Chapter Six: CRUEL JUSTIFICATIONS
Angelus, in his quest to bury his feelings for Buffy, once again takes her down the dark path of degradation. How far is he willing to go?
WARNING: Graphic descriptions of sexual violence!
Chapter Seven: SLAYER'S FRAGILITY
Angelus is desperate to make Buffy desire and love him again. How will he succeed, and what will be the personal cost?
Chapter Eight: PATH TO DAMNATION
In the first chapter set two years prior, Buffy and Angelus take the irreversible steps towards their love affair. During the first of many confrontations, each is faced with unthinkable truths. How will they handle it? (This is still a part of the Wicked Seduction Series---it is Winter 1998)
Chapter Nine: UNNATURAL BONDING
Buffy and Angelus continue their dangerous duel during which the realization of a bond between them becomes apparent. Takes place the night after Chapter Eight.
Chapter Ten: INCESSANT LONGINGS
Angelus has been content with just fighting Buffy each night and watching her from afar, what event will cause him to begin his trademark stalking?
Chapter Eleven: CANDLELIGHT DREAMS
Buffy comes home from the hospital and finds Angelus. They come to a realization that will solve all of the Slayer's problems---or do they?
Chapter Twelve: UNREQUITED LUST
Angelus shows Buffy a glimpse of his sadistic nature by using an innocent pawn in his own personal game. However, he is no longer her only enemy---nor the most deadly. What is the prophesy that affects not only the Slayer, but all those around her?
Chapter Thirteen: THE MADNESS OF NEED
Buffy learns more about the deadly prophesy while trying to keep her friends safe from all harm. But can even a Slayer's will be stronger than a Demon's?
Chapter Fourteen: DESPERATE FULFILLMENT
Buffy physically submits to Angelus, making not only her body but her heart vulnerable to his passion.
Chapter Fifteen: THE PLEASING OF AN INNOCENT
Angelus brings Buffy to his lair, a rather nice one at that, where he decides to induct her to the rougher side of carnality.
Chapter Sixteen: A PART OF ME
Angelus' actions have caused Buffy to fall ill. How will he save her and what will the consequences be?
Chapter Seventeen: THE SECRET OF IT
Buffy is just beginning to understand what has occurred between her and Angelus. Despite his cruelty, she still craves him in an unnatural and most secret way.
Chapter Eighteen: PERCEPTIONS OF TRUTHS
Buffy has spent her first uncomfortable night alone since her mysterious change. When her mother comes home, it's a perfect chance for her to take her mind off of Angelus. Or is it?
Chapter Nineteen: TO THE VICTOR...
Buffy has been commanded to visit her demon lover. Amorous embraces are what she expects, but will she experience the arms of a dark lover or the kiss of a monster?
WARNING! Graphic descriptions of violence and rape.
Chapter Twenty: ...THE SPOILS OF WAR ARE SWEETEST...
Angelus continues to prove that games are what he loves best---especially if they are played with the Slayer. The hellish night continues to stretch before Buffy as Angelus reminds her that his memory is, if anything, very long.
Chapter Twenty-One: TIMELESS DESTINY
One last look into the night of torment between Buffy and Angelus. One small glimpse into the future.
Chapter Twenty-Two: FACETS OF THE FACADE
The next day. Buffy must pretend as if her life has not taken an irrevocable turn away from free will. She reels from the conflicting passions wrought from the past weekend while some of her friends instinctually sense that all is not what they see or feel. One in particular crosses the veil between human and other---will Buffy be able to keep her new life from being exposed?
Chapter Twenty-Three: A PROLOGUE TO THE NEW
Buffy thinks upon the past few days, waiting and wondering when Angelus will strike at her next. Little does she know that the night will summon an appearance from her tutor. What lesson will Angelus have for Buffy?
Chapter Twenty-Four: A LESSON OF WILL
Angelus has successfully introduced Buffy to the pleasures to be found in riding crops. In his attempt to cause Buffy to fail at another one of his games, he once again finds himself successful. However, the end of his trials does not go as planned---what crucial realization will they both come to?
WARNING! Graphic descriptions of violence and sex.
Chapter Twenty-Five: SO WRONG
Amidst memories of the night before, Buffy and Giles finally come to a partial version of the truth concerning her new physical state. Before much can be done, she announces that she's scheduled for a trip to LA. How will Angelus react once realizing that his lover has left without his knowledge?
Chapter Twenty-Six: FLESHING OUT THE GHOSTS
Buffy is determined to understand why Angel would have left her. Instead of finding answers, she is left with more questions. Angelus finds her in an abandoned building---what effect will the confrontation have on them both?
Chapter Twenty-Seven: THE WICKEDNESS LIES IN THE COURTING
Buffy and Angelus continue to warily circle each other...like the enemies that they are. Even still, there is a yearning within both lovers that somehow wants to change what there is, even if for different reasons. Will they continue to fight, or can this possibly be the chance for something new?
Chapter Twenty-Eight: INTRIGUES OF LUST
Buffy has returned to Sunnydale, welcomed by the loving arms of her mother, and the lustful arms of Angelus. Never content with just accepting her love the dark vampire seeks to test the limits of her affection---and finds more than the pretty words he seeks. How far will this night lead them?
Chapter Twenty-Nine: HABITUAL HABITS
Habits can become nasty little things, especially when they blind you to what is really occurring right in front of your face. Buffy is given a reprieve, the Gang find reason to celebrate, while Cynthia and Simon peek out from behind the curtain. However, it all comes back to the lover, or feelings, they all hide out of habit. Can the dark dream last forever?
Chapter Thirty: A STAIN IN MY HEART
Two months have passed and Buffy has found herself sinking deeper within obsession. Just what has she done in the past weeks for love?
Chapter Thirty-One: WHISPERING SICKNESS
Just as Buffy is suffering, so is Angelus. His sickness is tainting his relations with his mistress and driving them both to the brink of emotional madness.
Chapter Thirty-Two: A SICKLY STAIN WHISPERS IN OUR HEARTS
Angelus suffers in his lover's arms, remembering how close he came to losing her. A sliver of peace touches them, but it will cost the Slayer and Master Vampire dearly. (FINISHED 6/13/04)
Chapter Thirty-Three: THE BEGINNING OF THE END
One upcoming night has the ability to change everything. Those in Sunnydale go about their day, some in preparation, others in denial. Forever is gone. They just all can't see it yet. (FINISHED 9/26/04)
Chapter Thirty-Four: I DIDN'T KNOW...
Betrayal walks the night with two legs. Those against Buffy and Angelus taste victory while leaving their stunned prey in defeat. How will the vanquished handle their ugly knowledge? (FINISHED 1/18/05)
Chapter Thirty-Five: ...IT WOULD END LIKE THIS...
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