I know the way I feel, and I can?t read minds.
I'll Continue to Burn

Cheap Trills
Well I had a long weekend went to a band concert, don?t remember much about it other than the Hot blond in my lap , next morning I got to Wash my car for the first time in probably 4 months. Later me an Lindsay went to #?s, (it sucked) not been back there in some time. They played some crappy music. But we still made the best of the night. ?wink? Next morning linds got hired, and later we went swimming at the pool. Rocking! things could only be better if I did not have to go to corpus. But made the best of the night with a six pack. got another 2 weeks off before classes start. So lots of time to kill.

At this point in my life I cant conceive of being any happier.
Why does that bothers me?

"morgan, your so jaded"

Fools of love.
A Longer test of my future fate. Need to keep sharp, need to stay awake, or time its self will deteriorate. Why can?t I jump the gun, lead the race, and set the pace. No aging I must wait for the marksmen?s hand. I hate such things of petty lust, I see no reason for a stiff resolve, other that to keep a since of respect. Damn all thing I was raised to know, Damn the women that challenge it so, Damn myself for not wanting to know. Well know more. I see no winners in this race, fuck the flag man, I can set a pace. I?ll ask but once, and take face to the fact, but loath my warnings, I speak only what I?ve seen before. Yet torn I am between to sea?s of lies. Lies of the heart? , Lies of the Mind? Who is stronger, who shall break. Damn my own thoughts, why must they make me sick.
To one it may al see easy, yet that?s only the moments view, I wish just to consider the longer view. Damn it all for things I want, damn it all for the responsibility. One must be wise, and that one must Choose. Yet both know nothing of the sort. She knows only of happiness, and story that have ended ever after. I know of many things that never ended in laughter.
Such Fools of love we are.

But much I choose now? Hell know. I must only enjoy my Heart, that is filled with bliss.

Do you have the time?
Tick, tock, bacons the clock.
Time to reset the past days, time to synchronize ones motives. Keep a watch at hand, and emotion inside. Were am I, where will I be. This time, were will I be needed most.
Must I always be some were? I don?t enjoy living in the 4th dimension.

Lantern?s Light
I seem to lack the courage for my conviction; I fear I might grow to be a bother. The world has changed. I see the world the as I once did. Nothing has changed, but all things look to have moved. Moved on the up, and spun round and round.. I landed on top.
Can I better myself?
Things are moving strong now. My g/f's starting school soon, I?m stuck in corpus being a bitch to the A&M UC. My roommate?s been go for 2 days, and not getting back till Sunday. I hate having no one around. My other friends are all working. I wake up, I work, I eat; normally in that order. My school life is becoming so repetitive. I need class to start, need something to do, other than drinking and computer games. Hell I?m dieing for October. I?m going to hit the winter swells hard this year. Plus I can?t wait for Halloween. It?s going to rock!

No Regrets
What started as just an adventure
now means more than I can measure.
My every hour contains thoughts of you
and how these weeks just flew.

I think of the years I've spent in solitude,
and how knowing you has changed my attitude.
These feelings have long been asleep
buried down inside, oh so deep.

When I think of you
a sunbeam breaks through
the clouds and haze
that are the norm of my days.

You've given me a gift
and caused my world to shift.
My heart is the master of my fate
so I give it to you to take.

You rouse in me such a passion,
unbelievable chemistry and attraction.
I'd forgotten what it is to feel desire,
to want, to need, to experience such fire.

I haven't written a poem since long ago
but I felt compelled to let you know

to Lindsay

3 little words
I ask for mercy almost never. Tonight I broke that oath, and I prayed. It hurts me so to watch the pain of another. Another so dear to me, so vital, so close to my heart. I can?t rest, I can?t rest knowing she can?t sleep in perfect slumber. I wish her strength, I wish her happiness, I wish her love. I wish myself to fix it all. We just all want to be happy. Try this, don?t think of the future. Look at the Now.
I?m happy now, I?m ecstatic now. What are you right now?

today, tomorrow, the last. Who cares if prediction says a week, Enjoy the week. What if fortune cookie says a year. Make it the best year. What if I say forever?
Love? that?s forever too.

?we live from moment to moment. All you can do is work hard to make that moment, and when it happens; just sit down and enjoy all you worked for. It only lasts but that moment?
(Fight Club) ? the book you smucks.

For Once, "Life Am Good"

Burnination
Man today was long. Had to drive to H-town, work on my costume and go on a fir date. yea me dating haha its been a long time since I last took some one out. I made a number of mistakes, so out of practice, Need to get my charm working again.
I got a Game at 10am, and family at night, got to find more time.

Speak to the crows and sing ?a tale of fortune?. Morning wake to flocks of a feather, traveling for land of different weather. Cool nights, or sandy beaches? Fairy tales or blood sucking Leeches? You decide the morning flight, lands of hot seas and endless nights. Dare I speak the matter once fought, dare I question the feeling once thought. Dare I ponder the boy of never, or a girl forever?

Can you Yell Fire? I'm On IT!!!