(Sad post goes here)

"I see angels trapped beneath the ice
And feel stranger in my bed at night
Cloudy skies to cover up the feelings buried in the dark
how i think you understand
The night is silent in your hands
I've given everything I have
And when its gone
There's nothing left but me

sadness whispers her condolences
For the greatest tragedy of all is love lost
But the greatest virtue belongs to those who will give everything to love again
It is a test"
Helen - The CruxShadows
Man this band rocks.

I just remimbered that i hate school. this whole read and study thing just ant my style.
ill live.

If i could take a star each time you made me smile, then i would have the sky in the palm of my hand.

Things are going grate right now. Linds is wonderful, and I miss her every day. But I got school now, Starting tomorrow. (wish me luck) Looks like I?m becoming more a philosophy major and less of a communications. But I don?t care, Finally getting back into Table top gaming, and doing more writing. The world is becoming balanced once again.

Never stops
Once more comes the victim,
At the slightest inclination.
Once more comes the accused.
Never ends.

A Night to Live
The salty roads of tears and ice, lead me back to my homestead. This night like many, I leave with much desirer, only tonight will be even longer prolonged. O I wish these days of past did not change. That the snow could never melt and be forever white. That the passion would not fail to curfew. I cry not for the separation, nor do I cry for the time delay. I cry for more nights like this.
But no matter the distance, and no matter the wait; My heart will always be with you each night.

To Lindsay,
5 months of love, and awaiting 5 more.

So much to live.
To night has become one of the most magical days of my life. The cold snow, soft moon light, and the warm lips of my girl friend. Fast becoming more. Tonight will stay with me for the rest of my life. If my last breath left me tonight, I would have a smile on. I?ve never been so happy.

I can?t end the lacking
Endless problems, and lost goodbyes,
I can?t question the action that speaks to me in moments.
Jaded dreams and tear filled eyes,
I just am,
Of nothing of pain.

how blind can I be?

Social action
Down the far line, and out the door aging.
Self-possessing and irrational extension.
Fans fall down.

Too eager to appease
The cure is the disease
And it's only growing worse

Day by day it takes its hold
Divides its cells a thousandfold
And makes your blindness seem perverse

Out of sight and out of mind
Are deadly traits when they're combined
But it's easier that way

Sit and watch the world go by
While all the problems multiply
With nothing left to do but pray

worthless / important
In my thoughts and in my mind,
With me always through the sands of time.
I can see pleasure I can see pain,
Past actions die, and become in vain.
Boy forever?