Fear & Anger
I hate my fellow man. So brutal, I wish to be in the sight of my loves oppressor. If pain was inflicted. The punishment would not fit the crime. What am I really capable of? If thoughts are worse than actions, than the cruelest day of my life, will be a day that I?m thinking clearly. Would I throw away my life for another? I know myself to be the Martyr. The question is, when do I throw my life for another. Keep my thoughts in check. So much anger at times. I run her attack in my head over and over. So mush detail in the scene, I feel as if I?m there watching. Watching and unable to help. If I was there would I have lost it? I feel psychotic in my mind right now. I?m scared, I have the right be furious. Just a he had no right. My anger is justified. It was an attack at us, our life, our future. Some one tried to change it all. I fear my own safety when I think of the lengths people will go to keep happiness. Can I die for what I believe in? You bet. Will choose the right battle? No
I must think of the aftermath. I am strong for Loving. I am stronger if I comfort, I am stronger if I support. I will all ways be there to hold you. I promise.