Flash Back
With lots of poison in my stomach, I was well occupied with how bad the Birthday Party was going. It started Late and the ?boy? left his own party for 1 hour. What was I to do but help myself to the bar. Many drinks later I had lost most of my motor-functions, and internal-dialogue. The party had gone to shit, and I was feeling good. So I called Lindsay. The first thing I herd was a Sob. ?freeze? I dropped my drink, and ran into a back room. Her mom had been yelling at her. My girl was crying, and I could do nothing. Then it came out. I?m reminded of a quote from Donnie Darko.
?I want it to be at a moment when it reminds me of how beautiful the world can be.?
I got that moment last night. When I got off the phone my heart was racing, hands trembling, eyes tearing up. I was pressed on the side of a couch, humbled over. My friend Nathan came by to check on me, and he gave me a hug. I let it all go, every thing I was holding back, I cried it out. Its so hard to accept moments like this, words can't describe how over whelming love can be. And your Never ready for it.

I?ll Continue to Burn.