Surface Thoughts
Why dose the past haunt one so. Nightmares & Visions. Ideas and new ways you think up that will make it right. I know, I?ve changed; wait, what was the real reason. Its hard to lie to your self, when you never knew the truth. Yet we try, o god we try. And yet we catch ourselves mid-moment. Hands rapped round the receiver. Stop. Why can?t we let go? I guess we can never give up on a chance for happiness. ?I?m afraid to hurt you.? Well fuck. Been stuck in my head 18 moons. I know the night of the 2nd year. ?2 years? you say, ?Hey people can change.? But people forget. You forget why it stopped. Or just claim you never knew. ?Did I ever know?? yet my heart still dose crave. ?I want it back.? But it?s wrong to think that. Its cold, much like the moonlight that shines on this page. Much like my heart.