Martyrdom
Ok? Make a list of the things you would give up to push the world back from a total Dooms Day. If its starts with your life and includes your soul, you might be a Martyr. Martyrs are known to sacrifice their futures for a cause, or an act of pure empathy they believe in. You will receive your greatest happiness in life, from receiving pain, punishment, or agony in place of another. And not because we feel our life is worthless, But Because we cant stand to see others suffering, and we shall do any thing to stop it. That?s what it means to be a Martyr?