need to take control. I could call each day and keep the faith up. I?ve been walking that old road far to long now. Time to change take it back. Work hard and don?t give up. Time to stop my mind. Need to stop having long talks about every thing. They have done nothing good for me. Nothing. Only boost my confidence, and make me full of despair. Anger is much for useful. I must keep the control. I lost most of it last year. Well no more.