I’ve yet to be this paralyzed with disappointment. So uncertain and completely unclear why it got so bad. Who the fuck is this person? Each day I realize that I don’t know one Damn thing about you, and what I see from time to time, makes me hate you. I don’t care for emotionless people, I don’t care for heartless assholes, and I can’t stand whores. I hate the way I'm left in the dark, and still I shed light, I say “no that can’t be and ill find out the reasons why” But there are none, each time I find nothing, nothing but more disappointment, and more lack of compaction. In love with a total heartless bitch. Fuck your hopes fuck, your dreams and fuck your pain. But Fuck me most of all, for allowing my self to be a better person, for opening my heart the worthless followers of selfishness.
Stab me a little deeper next time. They never kill only, leave scares.