12-02-00 - It's December of my senior year. For some reason, I can't believe that. Maybe I don't
want to believe it. And why has it taken me 9 months to write something in here? Perhaps that can
be attributed to my laziness. I still haven't applied to college. Well, I take that back. The application
for Pitt was only one page, so I filled it out. My first choice school is the American University in
Rome. I wanna study Italian. Wait. I take that back, too. I just wanna learn the language, and
college would be the only place that I'd actually buckle down and do it. I don't really know what
I'd do with a degree in Italian, tho. I'm not even sure I'd even want to do something with it. I just
want to have it. And there are too many things I want to learn (broadcast journalism, music therapy,
bartending). I don't want to pick just one thing. But anyways, my parents want me to go to Pitt. I'm
so sick of all this decision making that as of this moment, I don't even care where I end up. Other
than that, life has been so absolutely f***ing awesome. I think it's my new attitude. All my "friends"
graduated last year. They all kept saying 'Aww. What are you gonna do now that we're gone?' I
guess they thought that I'd be sad cause I wouldn't have a group of friends to be with. Too bad for
them that life has never been better. I've met sooo many more people this year. Instead of having just
one set of friends, I'm friends with all kinds of people. And being friends with everyone is sooo much
more fun. I almost feel as if I wasted 3 years of my life, tho. But then maybe those 3 years are
making me appreciate this last one even more.
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