Joyful Tears

		Joyful Tears
Betrayed Lost in the Abyss Saying Goodbye I Don't Want to Fall Asleep Tonight The Bird and the Tree Dreams The Rising Sun Troublesome Desires Not My Type Get Things Straight! A Needed Distraction End This Addiction Joyful Tears Full of Yourself Absolute Hate Power Outage I Know My Time is Drawing Near		When I found out, my day turned dim My friend told my crush that I liked him I laughed, but then came shame For discomfort was to blame. Should I continue to weep and wallow? Or should I reveal all that lurks in my shadow I really don't know for all I fell is confusion I wish everything that happened was but an illusion. There was a time when this secret gave me relief But that comfort is lost, all I feel is grief With this grief I feel stress I wish there was a way to get out of this mess. I'm sorry to say but there's just no way I have to live like I do every other day I regret wanting to reveal my thoughts Because obviously confessing has its faults I'll continue each day like before And hope that seeing him won't feel like a sore. Let fate take its course Despite its possible remorse. About Me My Journal E-mail Me