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A Needed Distraction |
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I Don't Want to Fall Asleep Tonight I Know My Time is Drawing Near
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I
decided to get over Ted, Instead I'm tossing and turning in bed. I realized that I made the wrong decision, Because my mind wasn't in perfect precision. I've been working on activities for school, And my performance has been like that of a fool. I just wanted Ted out of my way, So I can live with ease everyday. Before I focused my attention, I was in appropriate function. When Ted was around, I never looked down. I don't remember being lazy, I don't remember feeling dizzy. Ted was actually my daily restorative meal, That kept me energized and has kept me from feeling ill. Now that I noticed that Ted must see me with hate, Has caused me to transform into vulnerable bate. I've been eaten up by sluggish needs, That kept me from doing daily deeds. Even though Ted seemed like a distraction, He was actually my motivation. Ted gave me a reason to work rigorous, That's how I was able to stay in focus. In order to attain my goal, I need to look within my soul. In a persons life, there comes a situation, Where its alright to have a little distraction. I must stop harboring this kind of hate, Because liking him was probably fate. My desire is to fulfill my dreams, Which is really difficult as it seems. But I can't fulfill my dreams in sorrow, So Ted must linger up from my shadow. I need him so I can live each day like before, And be proud to have someone to adore. To succeed this ideal operation, I need Ted, my unending distraction.
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