Saturday, 1 April 2006
Winds of change?
Now Playing: Vage - Orgy
I might seem that after 1 year, and giving up something good has shown up in my life once. More. U never know the future, and often the past find you. So life might be new. Life might be promising. But what ever it brings I will meet it with a smile.
Monday, 20 June 2005
I Hate Strawberries
I’ve yet to be this paralyzed with disappointment. So uncertain and completely unclear why it got so bad. Who the fuck is this person? Each day I realize that I don’t know one Damn thing about you, and what I see from time to time, makes me hate you. I don’t care for emotionless people, I don’t care for heartless assholes, and I can’t stand whores. I hate the way I'm left in the dark, and still I shed light, I say “no that can’t be and ill find out the reasons why” But there are none, each time I find nothing, nothing but more disappointment, and more lack of compaction. In love with a total heartless bitch. Fuck your hopes fuck, your dreams and fuck your pain. But Fuck me most of all, for allowing my self to be a better person, for opening my heart the worthless followers of selfishness. Stab me a little deeper next time. They never kill only, leave scares.
Thursday, 10 March 2005
Take my love. Take my land. Take me where I cannot stand. I dont care, Im still free. You cant take the sky from me. Take me out to the black. Tell em I aint comin back. Burn the land and boil the sea. You cant take the sky from me. Have no place I can be Since I found Serenity. But you cant take the sky from me.
Tuesday, 8 March 2005
Exactly to the day. The limit is seven. Everything will be missed.
Monday, 7 March 2005
The Shadow Forecast Update.
Keeping my head low now, plowing through this semester. Classes going Vary slow (not a good thing), and work is driving me insane, not to mention I decided to get a second job. Looks like I'm making more money; but getting no time to spend any of it. This last week has been exceptionally bad, Losing sleep and getting a sore throat, only made my 3 papers, and exam all the more debilitating. Just 2 exams this week, then Bliss. A week off with nothing to do, Ill probably clean and go to the damn beach for once. Ive come to realize my apartment reflects my emotional stability. If life treating my good, its clean, everything is in its place, and I enjoy relaxing. But when I'm banging my head ageist the wall, meeting dead lines, and crying on the phone every night. My room turns into a crime scene. (Ive started chalking my body to the floor, not sure on how big to make the blood splatter, any impute would appreciated) I feel like I'm neck height in shit. Yea it smells bad, but its warm and comfy I'm too tired to pull myself out. O the Angst
Tuesday, 22 February 2005
Where have all the good men gone And where are all the gods? Where's the street-wise Hercules To fight the rising odds? Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed? Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light He's gotta be sure And it's gotta be soon And he's gotta be larger than life Through the wind end the chill and the rain And the storm and the flood I can feel his approach Like the fire in my blood
Monday, 21 February 2005
Each day more resentment fills my life.
Tuesday, 15 February 2005
Orgy - I cant take this
I cant take this No I cant take this No I cant take this Cause this is f*****g up my mind I cant take this No I cant take this No I cant take this Cause this is f*****g up my mind Whats eating at you now? I can see right through you No Im not complaining But youre running out of time So whats become of this? Just frowning faces No more skeletons hiding No point in confining What needs to get out Something inside of me Has got me tripping on you And I cant explain it Maybe youre just no good for me After all Dont want it Dont want it Dont want it I cant take this No I cant take this No I cant take this Cause this is f*****g up my mind I cant take this No I cant take this No I cant take this Cause this is f*****g up my mind Now that Im reading between the lines I need to leave this alone I know with so much rejection How could I be satisfied Can you face it, not at all Is it possible that it could be you Who makes the mistakes Something inside of me Has got me tripping on you And I cant explain it Maybe youre just no good for me After all I cant take this No I cant take this No I cant take this Cause this is f*****g up my mind
Friday, 11 February 2005
Learning to embrace life.
Wednesday, 9 February 2005
Every person is equally valuable. Harming others, or yourself, in any way, is unacceptable. Honesty is critical to survival, and the ability to handle the truth must be developed as quickly as possible. The Universe is glorious, and should be experienced to the fullest. Love, as the ultimate personal expression of one-ness with another, must spread to encompass everyone
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