It begins with gas or bile, which is burping up a very foul-tasting bile into my throat. I get a glass full of water because I can hardly swallow. My body temperature drops to around 96.0. My mouth is getting dry, and from my lower abdomen up into my throat the nausea has started to come out like a wave that keeps on moving. I know an allergic reaction is on the way. Mentally I go through my day trying to find out what I did wrong; but I can't. My mind is reeling, and all that goes through my head are the first four or five words and tune of a song, over and over. I try to switch this reeling mind-action off, but to no avail. Unfortunately, the song my mind chooses to focus on is usually one I find incredibly annoying.
This incessant song replay helps the nausea kick in to even higher gear. I grab the bowl I keep in my room for such purposes.
After this, if I feel well enough I may try to take my temperature; if I'm having an allergic reaction it will be around 96.0 and I may feel chills or start shaking (the technical term for a low temperature is "hypothermia"). I head to bed, hoping a good night's rest will help and that I can sleep through the reaction. I dig a fist or pillow into my stomach and roll over onto it, hoping to deaden the pain that is getting more and more intense. Generally (if tired enough) I will fall asleep for an hour, only to be awakened by a need to visit the bathroom immediately with severe diarrhea, or a need to vomit, or both at the same time. I hurry to the bathroom, still unable to quiet my reeling mind from its replaying of music in "broken record" mode.
I wonder if I am going to die, because the pain is so intense. My eyes and nose water without me even crying; my body can't take the pain and this is its way of release. But if the pain gets too intense I may pass out; this increases my tension but I am too busy trying to remain calm to worry about something else.
The rest of the evening is spent trying to sleep with my fist or pillow in my stomach, and trips to the bathroom and/or sitting up in bed to throw up. I attempt to stay hydrated by drinking water. The next day I am incredibly exhausted by both the lack of sleep and the reaction itself. Although recovering, I still have intense stomach pain and fatigue that will last one or more days, and eczema that never seems to go away [see photo at right]. [Melissa]
Photos from Cindy of her son's reactions, illustrating hives
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