inside my soul
Mood:  hug me
Topic: I'm so incomplete
SO is this what our lives have come to? This abrupt ending to a life long fight... It never will make sense to me, why I stayed alive... just to die. I fought the tears, temptations, and cravings. I wanted to cut myself to pieces so small that'd I'd be one with the dust amoung my floor. But I didn't. I stayed alive. I fought so hard... for this? That can't be right... There must be more. How am I supposed to tell my soul of shattered glass and misshapen chaos that all the pain, all that time, all those battles of blood and tear... were just to die.