Today, 1 month until I'm 17...
Mood:  hug me
Topic: I'm so incomplete
So there I was... between how I am and how I should be (according to everyone else) And I was trying to figure out which way to go. One way, I gain acceptance, 'friends', parties, and people actually admit that I AM PRETTY. But the other way... the way I am now... I only have a couple friends but I know for sure they would lay their life ON THE LINE for me. (As I would for them also) I don't really like parties unless you mean about 5 people drinking coffee with a live band blaring in your ears while you all pretend you can understand whoever is trying to talk to you. And as for people admitting that I AM PRETTY... so what? They don't see me. Inside or out. They refuse to because they're scared. I'm just to complex for anyone (with a few exceptions). So now I met this guy Joe. Well we haven't met other than online, but I like the guy already. FINALLY someone who believes in music. I swear music is the foundation of the building we know as Earth. Well that and a lot of hot molten rock and lava. Anyways, when I get more scoop on Joe, it'll be here. And when I figure out why exactly a fork has four prongs instead of 5 I'll let you know that too. PAIN