Change
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Hair OST
Topic: Everyday life
New season, new hair...new life? It's now a dark brown colour... and a lot shorter. I'm no longer a red-head! :) But I like it. It's just that I keep forgetting and when I walk past a mirror, I look at myself and almost scream...until I remember...

I had a dream
Mood:  special
Topic: Everyday life
I had this really weird dream last night. I was a contestant on "So you think..." even though I had no sense of rythm. At all. The dance consisted of us (me, Donyelle and whoever) running up and down some stairs. Finally I was eliminated, and my first thought was "Where do I go now?? I'm sure as hell not going back to my hometown. I'll just have to max out my credit card". What does this say about my desire to get out of here?!? ;)

Today's...
Mood:  happy
Topic: Good News
..one of my friend's birthday. Happy birthday...old woman....

Dancers
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Tv
I just can't understand how I always seem to be so caught up in a show like "So you think you can dance". I've probably had a crush on every guy there at one time or another...even though they're all probably gay ;) ...and teenagers...

What to buy..?
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Madonna - Material Girl
Topic: Everyday life
Took a walk down to the centre with the sun shining on my face and headed for the mall...or whatever it's called, "the Labyrinth" maybe? ;)
Looked at another pair of gold shoes, yes, I know...SHUT UP! :P A perfect pair of gold shoes this time, no straps around the heel, and a wedge heel. Only 380 Kr, but the only problem is that the damned summer is almost over now!! :(
Walked out of the shoe store and ended up in a lingerie shop instead. Big Sale-signs everywhere. "I'm just going to have a quick look", I told myself...but of course, I ended up buying lots of stuff I really don't have any need for... I'm in such a big debt now that it isn't even funny...or actually it is. Like living in fantasy land...hehe...
Looked at some bags, I do need a new bag. Yes I do. AAH, JUST SHUT UP! ;) But I'm having a really hard time deciding. I saw a beautiful brown bag at Wedins, mocka-ish, then there's the lovely red bag at Lindex, made from that creepy material, and then I finally found a cheap black (the bag colour of the season?) biker-ish bag at H&M. Which one should I get???
Went outside again. Looked at some young boys and textmessaged my stupid mean friends who decided to go to Denmark without me!!!! Like I care, I don't like them anyway :P It's not like I've spent the entire last month dreaming about going to Denmark. Dammit!!
Got on the bus. Then changed to a train, there I got that "I like being in a crowd" feeling again... Decided to get some sushi before the next bus, but of course, they've changed the stupid timetable for no apparent reason and I had to head straight for the bus. So here I am (and not in Denmark), with no gold shoes, no hand bag and no darn sushi.

Essay time
Now Playing: Alice Cooper - School's out
I know you've all been waiting. I'll tell you what happened, as much as I remember. I got there early, but didn't have to wait long before the other girl showed up. We went inside, talked for a while and then off to the terrifying room. When we got there the other woman, hereby referred to as "the Lady", and out lovely teacher were already there. We chitchatted for a while, and the Lady talked about something I really didn't pay any attention to, I just went with the old "smile and nod"-technique. First to get her head chopped off was my poor friend, who I really thought did a good job, but apparently they disagreed, and the Lady crossed the line with me when she told my friend that she mad eit simple for herself by choosing such a good secondary source. Hello?!? I thought that was the entire purpose of actually having a secondary source..! A middle aged, envious woman isn't a pretty site to see. That's when she really started to annoy me, and just blocked her out for the rest of the time. She doesn't see herself as a student, but rather as a collegue, since she's a teacher herself...
Then it was time for her essay, which didn't get that much critizism at all since I'd stopped caring about her at all already.
Finally, my essay. I'd talked about it with my friend before so I basically knew what she was going to say. And I also knew that she was right, after four lit. courses I'm starting to get the hang of what I suck at. The Lady actually said though, that she approves of my use of language and grammar...and added "but I guess everyone who lives there are..." I guess it's supposed to be some kind of joke, I was just too upset to even try to smile...

So. All I have to do now is to re-write most of my stupid essay and then I'm home free ;)

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: hard to get?
Topic: Everyday life
I got a ride for most of the way to college today, wohoo. But as I'd forgotten, or planned it wrong rather, to get some money for the bus I was dropped off "down town" to get the money from the machine and take the bus from there. I got the money and then I remembered than I forgot to bring a damn penn, so I went into Konsum to try to find one. While I was running aroung in there, someone, the manager?, greeted me as I walked by and then he approached a asian man to tell him that he found his daughter running around. I realized that I like that, people taking their time to be friendly. But then I walked outside and realized that I like being back in "civilisation", standing there, anynomous in a crowd, reading the free news paper without anyone looking at you funny or asking me who I'm related to. Now all I have to do is to figure out which I like the best. I think I know, do you?

Grr!
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Bachelor Girl - Buses & Trains
Topic: Bad News
Got up in the middle of the night...sort of...to catch the bus to the gym. When it was time leave the rain was pouring, and I was drenched before I've even gotten to the bus stop. Stood there for a while. Waited. Looked at the time, ten minutes late. Waited some more. Twenty minutes. Still no bus. Talked to girl who was waiting for me. She gave up and went home again. So did I. Got, or tried rather, to get on the phone with the bus company. Busy tone. Tried about ten times more. On the fifteenth (at least) time some poor girl answered, and sad that she'd get back to me. She never did.
Same thing, almost, yesterday, the damn bus was on the wrong side again, which made the people miss their ride to work...in the rain...

Ond goes discount shopping
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: My Name Is Earl, tv - trailer
Topic: Everyday life
Just as I'd calmed down from the bus incident the phone beeped, a text: "Wanna go with your auntie into town?" So I decided to go with her for a quick shopping spree before going home and changing clothes (again) and meeting my friends. Four hours, five bargain stores and three bags of crap later I looked at the watch and realized that I wouldn't have time to go home and back again, so my aunt agreed to bring the groceries with her to work, and then stop by my house later tonight.

Then I just walked around for a while before going to the meeting point. Low and behold, there we were, me and my teemingly challenged friend, FIVE minutes early. That's NEVER happened before! She felt were inpatient and promised that it'll never happen again. After a couple of minutes our Franch-to-be turned up and we went for some coffee, and two hour coffee. It was nice to see her again though, I haven't seen her in a while...maybe I can go and see her while she's there...

Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Voices in my head
Topic: Everyday life
For some reason I just can't help but looking at some classes for autumn, probably because I know I'm not allowed to. There are still seats available in the classes that I want. But I know I can't, I won't have the time, nor the money. Even though I really, really want to. There are classes over the net too, but not until spring and I want to get this over with now. It's basically the same books as we had back in Stockholm, so I know I could probably do it even if it'd take some effort from my part. No, I won't. I'll just stay here and do what they say. Waste their money and my time on more stupid test and classes. Damn them!!