At the same time...
...this is pretty much how I feel. They've read it and said it's fine, it's actually kind of rude to keep whining like I don't care about their opinion...

The day after...
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Who cares, my life is over..? *dramaqueen*
Topic: Everyday life
Today I'm having my "day after essay"-anxiety attack. The one you get when you're starting to feel finished with your lit. essay, get some distance and realizes that is crap. I sent it to the people whose judgement I usually always trust, but today I think they're just being nice to me. I can't sleep until this whole ordeal is over. I'm afraid to check my e-mail, because I just know that I've got a mail from my teacher waiting for me, "The topic isn't good enough, do it again!"
I'm determined to see this through, I'll stay up all night this week if I have to, but I'd rather not... *sigh*

My turn?
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: not the washing machine.
Topic: Everyday life
I got up before seven just to do some washing. I went down to the laundry room and got the first machine started. An hour later it was time for load two, or so I though... When I got there, there was a note on top of the machine "It's my laundry day. 'Her stupid namne here'" My stupid neighbour had suddenly changed the time for when she's booked the machines. So I wrote back, "Well, if you'd said so from the beginning maybe..." Took my stuff and left. I went back later in the evening and finish instead. Because guess who just has to to laundry for another ten hours tomorrow again?? Yes, you guess it! *sigh*

Paper
Mood:  quizzical
Topic: Everyday life
Then I read a couple of interesting things in the morning paper. The first one was a letter to the editor about a Festis DeLuxe commercial. It's from a girl who thinks it's degrading to women. I'm not sure that I agree, and neither do people on the net. I think it's done with sense of humor. Just look at this... Lol.

The other thing that I read was an article about people and who they are too "lazy" and "careless" to save money for their retirement, and how they'll only have themselves to blame. Maybe the last part wasn't completely true, but it was the feeling that you got after reading it. But what about us, who aren't lazy, but just don't have any money to save? What are we supposed to do? 23% of people apperently don't save any of their money, but I don't think it's because they don't care...

Got a letter in the mail from the student union about paying student fees. About time, I started college in April... but I still have got the student id that I was supposed to get when I payed...in April...*sigh*

Last nite
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: The Voice
Topic: Everyday life
Last night was good. I managed to do the shopping, make the food and get ready on time...even though I still didn't have anything to wear...
There wasn't a lot of people there, but I enjoyed the company of those who were. They'd decorated the place with everything you can imagine, including a singalong book and a silly quiz. Unfortunately, some people decided to leave early, and so did we. But it suited me fine, since I'd been up since 7 am and was started to feel a bit tired.

And oh, the host and hostess actually got engaged yesterday too!

Scary
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Everyday life
Last time I went to this party, two years ago, I felgt really uncomfortable with all the grown-up adults. But this time I'm actually looking forward to it being organised and all grown-up. You'll (hopefully) be able to sit down at the table without anyone starting a fight och throwing up (that's for later). I really don't care if I don't know everyone, at least I know a couple of people...I think :/

Not welcome
Mood:  sharp
Topic: Everyday life
I read a news paper while waiting in line at the pharmacy, and I finally found out that I wasn't wanted. There's this big festival event coming up on Tuesday, and about a month ago I volunteered to work. I know the people and they know I've worked with that kind of thing before. I didn't hear from then and then my mum met the woman I'd been talking to, and she said that she had passed my number on to the people in charge. Last week my mum went there for a party and saw a big sign "People wanted" so she asked again about me and they said they'd call me. Which they haven't. And then I read in the paper that they've had problems getting staff but that they've finally sorted it out. Well...their loss I guess ;)

Wild life safari
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: A bug's life
Topic: Everyday life
I fell asleep around midnight last night, with the light still on, unfortunately, since I'd been reading in bed. Woke up about an hour later or so after the dullest dream ever. Then I hear a loud buzz in my ear, some kind of annoying bug, as usual. I got up to get something to remove it with (like a paper towel or some tp). When I got back I noticed that my entire wall above the bed is covered with tiny little miniature flies. Then I look up and see that the ceiling above my bed is completely covered with those little buggers, but since I don't want them in my bed I decided to ignore them completely and crawl to the very edge of my bed and try to fall asleep again, without falling off the bed. After a while I finally relax and my body stops itching, and I'm starting to feel sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy...the I hear a damn bzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzz...again... that's it for my sleep. I barely sleep at all until the alarm goes off at 6 am, by then all bugs have dissappeared..at least...*yawn*

Mood:  hungry
Topic: Everyday life
I want to get a haircut! But where my usual dresser won't be able to fit me in until December. And I don't dare asking my friend again...even if I'll pay her...