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David, had discovered the BBS world. (Bulletin Broadcast System). He had an elaborate system set up. He spent most of his free time working on his computer and then building computers for others. In my point of view he was spending way too much time on his computers. I don't consider myself a nag and any grievance that I had against my husband would be displayed with mere looks of disappointment. Nothing I did grab his attention. I decided it was time to voice my unhappiness. I wanted to go to a marriage retreat. I wanted us back. I longed to have someone that loved me, wanted me, needed me. He declined. It really broke my heart that the man that claimed to love me more than his own life would not work on our relationship. ... Later that year rumor had it that he was involved with at least four of those brown belt women. I didn't give too much credence to the rumors. Yet when we got together he told me about his affair with each one of these women. He would go into detail until my head would go into tails spin and he would stop. He would tell me that he wasn't going to lie to me if I asked him personal questions. Thus this gave me a sense of security. IF he could be honest about his affairs surely he would not lie to me.. ever...
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