today's started too early. last night was hectic. we had company over and i wasnt feeling so great. but i was in a good mood. the kids even behaved so it was kinda weird heh. they were messing with my flowers tho pleh. i had to go out there this morning and fix them. i really just wanna go back to sleep maybe later i can get a nap in. i noticed last night when i was getting ready for bed that my right knee is swollen up huge! i couldnt believe i hadnt noticed it. but it isnt hurting or anything cept when i bend down i feel a lil pull in it. so i havent thought anything about it. just thought it was a lil sore and tired. but it was actually swollen. my mom said to wait and see if it goes down today tho. if not i should go get it xrayed. then she started talking about water on the knee and how they get rid of it. *cringes* it better go down today! i just dont get it tho. i cant recall hurting my knee at all. course i hurt things alot and not know how i did it. but considering i apparently did something for it to be swollen you'd think id remember. oh well. one of those wait and see things. ive gotten freeze mainly done now too. theres a few more things i wanna fix up on it tho when i have time. but its just lil things so it wont be a major change. i suppose its time to get started on the day too. *sigh* i wanna sleep!