the thoughts of my imagination
ah summer is in full swing already. its hot and sunshiney outside. which i gotta admit *looks around* im in a pretty good mood....we planted some flowers yesterday in the flower beds. they look so tiny and pretty. and i actually like the lil rose garden too. even tho im not so crazy about roses.

the season finale of joa was weird too. it actually seemed like it ended. i guess they're waiting to see if they got picked up for next season. which knowing how it usually goes for me it got cancelled. i really like the way adam calls joan jane too. i dunno why i like that cuz it seems like he doesnt know her name but its as if jane is the person he sees in her. anyway i just like it.

nobody is at home right now but me and im soooo so so enjoying it. i just opened some music to listen to it and i feel like just spinning in my chair cuz its so quiet and awesome. its so nice not rushing around trying to finish things for everyone. a few lil minutes of this day to call my very own. i wanna just sit and play in psp like i used to.

switch still hasnt come home :( thats really hanging a big black cloud over the sunshine outside. i keep watching for him so i can run out and scoop him up. i feel like im holding my breath and i cant let go til he's safely home. sleeping on my shoulder snuggled in my hair. i can't lose him too. i can't. he was in my dream last night. sitting there watching everything. then i looked at him and he walked towards the front door like he always does when he wants to go out. i think im gonna go check the mail and see if he's around maybe. he usually meets me halfway up the driveway and makes me carry him inside. *hopes*

welp its finally not sunshiney. not yet anyway. gray and overcast. supposed to be scattered storms today but....we'll see. it was sunshiney and hot yesterday. the smell of honeysuckle was overwhelming everywhere yesterday. i havent really noticed that in a long time either. yesterday just went horribly. i woke up in a bleh mood tho so i think i kinda set the mood for the day. nothing particular happened it was just the way the day seemed. joan of arcadia was such a really good episode tho. reminded me of people alot. not saying they like something cuz they think its not *cool* to like it. *wrinkles nose* its laundry day again. dustin was over here yesterday for a few minutes. randy told him to go find his shoes so he went running up to my room calling me and i was downstairs in the kitchen heh. but i went up to find him and he just wanted me to help him put his shoes on. it was so cute! but grrrr@those shoes of his. no laces...zippers. and those zippers are hard for me to zip up! who makes shoes like that for kids! if its gonna be zippers they should be fairly easy to zip sheesh. my internet went down for a lil bit yesterday too. was weird seeing it not working lol but its all working now so yay for it! welp i should go check on my lil flowers. switch was out there yesterday with them and he didnt bother them at all. he just stretched out and went to sleep. so off with my grumpy self til im in a good mood again!

lalalala
another bright sunshiney day! a whole week full of them. *grumbles* it must be rubbing off on me too cuz ive been in a pretty good mood lately...today im almost hyper. ok i am a bit hyper heh.

my knee is finally getting better too! my flowers are still growing oh so slowly ...they so need to hurry up! *taps my foot* wonder if they've grown any yet.

im taking josh to the eye dr today. he's really not thrilled about going cuz he knows he's gonna get glasses. then i get to go thru that war with him. i was his age when i first got my glasses. i didnt mind them so much tho. but he's a boy too. and he did the dishes the other night! all by himself...i didnt even have to ask him to. he just did them! my josh did the dishes! i was so shocked and happy i literally had tears come to my eyes. he's disappointed tho cuz jason cant stay with him this weekend. he's moving soon so he's gonna be packing and such. i dont understand that whole situation but im sure theres reasons. jason is a really sweet boy. he's always nice and polite. ive never even seen him get loud or anything like the others. he's kinda quiet.

theres a rose bush my mom has in the flower beds in front of the house. she hasnt trimmed it down cuz she cant find her trimmers. but its reaching up over the roof and i can see it from my window. yesterday there was just a lil small bud lol then earlier this morning it was just barely opening up. nowwwwww its opened! haha thats so cool! i actually see these things lately! so much i never noticed before. its fun!

theres a few things i wanna get done today soooooo i better make this short heh. *does a lil dance and sings* outttt of the box...theres music in our hands and in pots and pans!

monday already... everything seems to be going so fast. school's almost out..warm weather is here. its tooooooo soon! yay@this 3d stuff tho. im really really having fun with it. i had to play for a few minutes before i went back to cleaning. my knee is doing better and im in a good mood today. course i was in a pretty good mood yesterday too. nothing interesting has really happened so i dont have anything to write about but i just felt like doing it anyway. its kinda chilly outside today. i found switch curled up in a ball on the balcony. right up next to the doors. my lil flowers are still growing tho just slowly pleh. im so excited about them. i cant wait to see them blooming! ohh and ive gotta look up a song that was on this week's joan of arcadia! id almost forgotten about that hmm. i should go do that and get going.

today's started too early. last night was hectic. we had company over and i wasnt feeling so great. but i was in a good mood. the kids even behaved so it was kinda weird heh. they were messing with my flowers tho pleh. i had to go out there this morning and fix them. i really just wanna go back to sleep maybe later i can get a nap in. i noticed last night when i was getting ready for bed that my right knee is swollen up huge! i couldnt believe i hadnt noticed it. but it isnt hurting or anything cept when i bend down i feel a lil pull in it. so i havent thought anything about it. just thought it was a lil sore and tired. but it was actually swollen. my mom said to wait and see if it goes down today tho. if not i should go get it xrayed. then she started talking about water on the knee and how they get rid of it. *cringes* it better go down today! i just dont get it tho. i cant recall hurting my knee at all. course i hurt things alot and not know how i did it. but considering i apparently did something for it to be swollen you'd think id remember. oh well. one of those wait and see things. ive gotten freeze mainly done now too. theres a few more things i wanna fix up on it tho when i have time. but its just lil things so it wont be a major change. i suppose its time to get started on the day too. *sigh* i wanna sleep!

pleh its hot today. i turned the a/c on and switch is sniffing around the vents. he likes to sit and with his face over the vent by my bed. he's a weird cat. the stupid dogs came in this morning and took his food bowl alllllll the way outside with them *grumbles* it was that lil white dog! hooch wouldnt do that. he just likes to come in and visit.

i just checked on my flowers again. they're growing slowly now *sigh* those columbine flowers are finally sprouting too. theres only 3 so far. i wish they'd hurry up ! im too anxious heh.

i got alot of sleep last night finally. but i think im gonna still try to have a short nap today. they're starting to work on my lil house again. they put the electrical box in it so now they can do the wiring and plumbing. maybe itll go faster once summer really gets here.

i'm still deciding on a new look for freeze. im ready to kick myself for not deciding on something already.course i did have to take a break and get my computer all cleaned up again too. most of it turned out to just be my mouse dying tho.

well i was gonna write yesterday but i kept getting interrupted sooo i gave up. so im gonna try again today. yesterday really sucked. the clouds ended up disappearing and going around us so we got nothin! heard some thunder in the distance but that quickly went away too. i think whats coming next is gonna go over us too. so i just give up on any good storms heh. i woke up early today so ive already gotten a shower and got the dishes done and the laundry going. i enjoyed being online the other night. i finally took some time so i could be. but now im realizing i just dont think i have a place here anymore. maybe if i had more time and could be online as much as everyone else. but now im just a visitor. my daisies are really growing tho heh. i can't believe how fast they are growing. theres lillies in the front yard too. they're not there one day and bloom out suddenly the next. my mom told me about them yesterday. looking out now tho the one i noticed first seems to be dying. maybe its just cuz of all the rain tho. that would suck if they only bloom for a few days. i still have soooo many ideas i wanna work on so i think i might try a few things out for a lil while. then ill finish cleaning and do my girly things. ive already hit my thumb on the kitchen cabinets putting dishes away.

welp i got my flowers and i just finished getting them planted. heh now its gonna rain later today soooo they should get plenty of water. i got daisies *dances* shasta daisies and a silver princess dwarf daisy...*just liked that name* theres not much difference i dont think. well not in the pictures on the seed packages anyway. but we'll find out. and i got some columbine flower. i think im just gonna turn the balcony into a whole flower garden. maybe i should wait and see if these start growing first lol. all the plants i try to have inside die =/ but i did ok with those last flowers sooooo *hopes they dont die*

spyware
weeeee my puter is all cleaned up and organized. no more spyware at all! it took three programs to clean it but even that nasty one that took away my view toolbars in ie is gone! im soooooo happy. i even defragged. course i havent made it to buy my flowers yet but maybe i can do that today or this weekend.

monday again... its gonna be gorgeous outside again too. aside from having an earache and headache it was a pretty nice weekend. i watched a really good girly movie which i loved. i think im gonna go buy it now so i can watch it whenever im not feeling good. ahhh i wanna sit and make avs and make a new layout and make some wallpapers and play all day! but i have laundry to do *wrinkles nose* and i wanna go get some more flowers to grow on the balcony again. that was such fun. i loved watching them. and they brighten the balcony up so much.