well now... just browsed quickly at my last post... lots happened since then... well not with shawna no more... to many issues she has.... i wont go into details but she isnt ready to settle down and enjoy life outside of partying.... enough said.... with that... had a good conversation with my ex.. amber.. which was really nice really... found out she had crappy luck with school... but i am sure she will come threw it fine.... also... spent wayyyyyy to much for x mas again.... but its all good... nice to be able to get stuff people really want..... as for x mas.. spent that alone.... as i wasent talking to her still... that is fine just relaxed watched some movies and what not.... and new years was ok.. till around 1150... alot of past things came back to mind so i left the bar... then went back after all that crappy sappy shit.... just didnt need that shit.... enough about that.. what have i done.. well was up to banff this past weekend which was nice... went and partied with denis from PEI which was fun.. then went and seen my buddy mike in his band.... fun stuff... but other than that didnt do to much since she didnt like to do anything but party.... so pretty much took me down with her..... this is going to change.. i gota do the stuff i want before i die.... as in travel canada again this summer.. i am sure.... good ole solo traveling again.. sorta clears a persons mind... and this year ill be driving in style.. oh yea for my 30th birthday i got me a brand new fucken 2006 ram 1500 crew cab... i love it.. then got a 6x10 trailer for work... love that to... so my carear is finally taking off.. where it should be..anyways i gota try and write more into this thing... maybe someday ill look back and see how fucken foolish i was about the stupid choices i made..... oh well... anyone who reads this.. take care.... and happy new year.. even though mine sucked.... but i got a big list and i going to fill it.... watch out world...