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July and August 2001- on this page!
June 2001
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August 1, 2001
I haven't written for awhile- sorry! :) Even though it's summer, I'm still busy! I've decided to post my entries two months at a time, since I'm so slow at writing. So all of this won't go into the archives until September. Just to tell ya... all that stuff that I was upset about in previous entries was a guy. I ended up going out with him, but we broke up last night cuz of something that happened that will not be mentioned here! :) Hee hee- sorry, but you won't be getting lots of details about my life here! Anyways... to update you on my life... I've been working, haven't been fired yet! Hopefully that won't happen at all! I've been swimming... passed another session. I'm going to do my AquaLeaders next, instead of my lifeguarding nationals, cuz I'd rather teach then lifeguard. I've been driving... I'm taking my road test soon!!! Can't wait... I've waited damn long enough for it! I'm getting contacts tomorrow too... it'll be so weird to actually be able to see 20/20 vision... I never wear my glasses! Hummm... I'm bored. I just got off the phone with Alice. She's the coolest... she's the best advice person! Thanks Alice... you know what I mean! Oooh... Becca is coming TOMORROW! I can't wait! I miss her sooo much, I'm finally gonna get to see her! My uncle Chummie and Shelly and Nat are all here in NS, they're staying with us starting Monday. Nat is the cutest, she's like, the only kid I actually like! Well, I should go do other stuff. Later!
luv,
Ash

July 7, 2001
I wish I had an image of a big unhappy smiley face (okay, that made no sence whatsoever, but hey, looking who's writing this), b/c I would stick right in the middle of this entry. It's exactly how I feel. I'm tired of being mad/sad... everytime I'm happy, something good's going on, it just leaves me, and I'm back to mad, sad, unexciting Ash. I'm so tired of not having a chance with anyone. I thought I did with someone, but I don't like him anymore. I'm not giving details... . I dunno... it's hard to explain, b/c I don't wanna spill all on the internet. Kinda understandable. Kris is going to Evan's tonight. She's so lucky... not b/c she has Evan (no offense Evan!), but b/c she has someone she's totally in love with, and he feels the same, and isn't a complete jerk. Yeah, I am desperate, yes, I am sounding like a freak. Anyways, I'm gonna go eat and have a shower. Later.
luv,
Ash

July 3, 2001
Hey! It was sooo annoying... I got called into work today (it was my day off)! I have to work tomorrow, Thrusday, Friday, Saturday and go in Sunday for a meeting. Grrrr....! Although I figured it out, and I'll have made $182 at the end of the week, so that's always good! It looks as if it was a good thing I was called into work, b/c I guess my dad was in a pissy mood. He's trying to get this call waiting thing for when your on the Internet, and I guess he was having trouble getting it. He got so mad, that he says if it's not working in 24 hours, then he's deleting the whole Internet and everything. I will be so pissed if he does... I'll lose my e-mail, webpage time, and my ICQ, which I absolutely adore and couldn't live without! :) It makes me mad... it's not just his god damn internet... there's plenty of other call waiting services out there, why he doesn't just another one is beyond me. Half the things my father does is beyond me. He makes me mad...
luv,
Ash

July 2, 2001
Hey!!! How are ya? I'm pretty good! I was just talking to Kris on ICQ, and guess what were planning on doing... having a pool party together! It'll be at her house, b/c she has the pool, but both of our party! Her mommy actually gave us permission! We wanna invite everyone... Gina, Amy, Alice, Allie, Darcy, Evan, Ryan, Jon, Webber... just all our friends. It's gonna be fun, I can't wait! Her 16th birthday is the 11th, and I'm taking the day off work, and we're heading into the city to go shopping as a celebration! We're getting our ears pierced together, and I'm buying a new bellybutton ring also! Yesterday, she came up at noon, and we swam all day. There was a bunch of people at the pool, and we set up the volleyball net and played for awhile. It was fun! Then we got all clean up, and Mom, Dad, Dale, Adam (Dale's friend), Kris and I headed to the theatre to see some movies. Kris and I were going to see "crazy/beautiful", and it started 40 minutes later than Dale and Adam's, so we had that much time to blow. We saw these totally hot guys sitting at a table, and they were checking us out! Get this... they followed us into our movie (what two guys go to a chick flick together???), and then followed us out! Neither of us acted on their interest on us, b/c we both have other guys in mind! Sorry hot dudes! :) I gotta run. Later.
luv,
Ash*

June 30, 2001
Okay... so it isn't quite July, but only one more day! And if I put this in the June archives, then no one will ever see it! Anyways... as of June 28th, school is officially out! I went that day in the morning, to get my report card, and attend the awards ceremony. I won an award! Highest standing marks in keyboarding class! Haha... such an important award, huh??? I thought it was hillarious! I had a 96% in that class... wow, I can type! I also got honours with distinction... that's six classes with marks over 85%, and no failing marks. I counted mine up... I only have 5 classes over 85%, but shhh!, don't tell anyone! I was so proud of myself though... I've never got honours with distinction! I had to go to work after that half day at school... I was some tired at the end of that day! I have to work again tonight... 5pm until closing. I like my job... it's pretty easy! Just remembering all the codes for the veggies and fruits can be a little tough! The most embarressing thing is when you get something, and you don't even know what it is, let alone it's code! :) This summer is gonna be great... it has to be compared to last years summer! It's the first summer most of my friends have their license, and I'll have my full in August. Kris and I have lots of plans for double dates with her boyfriend, and a guy I've met. I spend practically everyday at the pool, and Kris and I plan to go to the beach. My cousin Becca, that I haven't seen in 4 years, is coming down the first of August. I can't wait... I miss her so much! My uncle Chummie and his wife Shelley, and her daughter Nattie B. (nickname!), are coming down for two weeks in August, and spending 3 or 4 days of that with us. Nattie B is such a cutie... I can't wait to see her either! So yeah, this is gonna be a good summer. I'm gonna make it the best! Oh yeah... since I'm working too... I'll have at least $800 at the end of summer, so I'll get to have a big shopping spree for back to school clothes! YEAH!
luv,
Ash