"only posers fall in love." -slc punk!

love. what is it, exactly? is there really a definite definition? no, there isn't. it's a feeling you have inside; it's something you can't see, and you can't describe it in words. so many times, we mistake lust for love. lust is a false emotion that embeds itself into your mind, and eventually rots and dies throughout time. love is a true emotion that embeds itself into your heart, lasts forever, and dances with faeries ever after. lust is a physical attraction, and love is an emotional attachment. seems simple, but there is a thin line between the two. i've yet to find that someone that i can see myself with forever. i actually even fear i never will, and that i'll just have to settle down with someone i can tolerate for the rest of my life. i know it sounds kind of stupid, i mean, i'm only 20. i could possibly fall in and out of love with many more people, before i find "the one," but i'm impatient. :P i'm not even sure i've ever *truly* been in love before. i have been in long-term relationships, and thought i was in love. then it ends, and i'm like, 'ok, it wasn't love.' the reason i came to that conclusion, is because i kind of think that you only truly love one person in your lifetime - the one you spend your life with. all the others are just people you felt really strong about. it's just what i believe. i could be wrong, and i might even see it differently some day. for now, that's all i have to say about love. :)                                 

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