i'm wasting my time again, thinking about a girl and stealing her from her world. she and i would run away. i think about all the things that i'd say. we talk about important things, and i picture it in my dreams. she'd teach me about modern art, and i'd show her it's ok to fart. and maybe i'd impress her by being in a band. and maybe if i act real tough, she'd let me hold her hand. and maybe i'll win her heart by writing this song about her. sometimes, i sit at home, and wonder if she's sitting at home thinking of me, and wondering if i'm sitting at home thinking about her. or am i just wasting my time? remembering how she laughed at kinko's when i made fun of that guy. remembering the look she gave me when i told that her i used to fry. i really want to ask her out, but my ego could never take it. and even if i got the balls, you know the cougar would never make it. and in my town you can't drive half naked. and maybe i'd impress her by being in a band. and maybe if i act real tough, she'd let me hold her hand. and maybe i'll win her heart by writing this song about her. sometimes, i sit at home and wonder if she's sitting at home thinking of me, and wondering if i'm sitting at home thinking about her. or am i just wasting my time? am i just wasting my time? am i just wasting my time? am i just wasting my time, thinking about a girl?

spend your lazy, endless crazy days inside my head. you're so selfish, you're not the only one who thinks he's dead. i'm paid to smile, now i'm on trial, for what you think i said. but i never said that everything would be okay. and i never said that we would live to see another day. motivate me, i wanna get myself out of this bed. captivate me, i want good thoughts inside of my head. if i fall down, would you come around, and pick me right up off the ground. if i fall down, would you come around, and pick me right up off the ground. i'm realistic, and narcisistic, you say i'm selfish and absurb. you try to change me, try to save me, you say i'm gonna learn. i'm so blind, i'm out of time, you're so unkind sometimes. i never lied, i never lied, i never lied. 'cause i never said that everything would be okay, and i never said that we would live to see another day. motivate me, i wanna get myself out of this bed. captivate me, i want good thoughts inside of my head. if i fall down, would you come around, and pick me right up off the ground. if i fall down, would you come around, and pick me right up off the ground. 'cause everything, it'll be okay, you know we're gonna live to see another day. yeah, yeah, motivate me, (i wanna get myself out of this) motivate me, (i wanna get myself out of this) motivate me (i wanna get myself out of this) motivate me, (i wanna get myself out of this bed).

11.29.02 "Somewhere Out There" - Our Lady Peace

last time i talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. you were looking down on me, lost out in space. laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. watch the riddles glow, watch them float away. down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you gotta save your tired soul, you gotta save our lives. turn on the radio, to find you on sattellite, i'm waiting for the sky to fall, i'm waiting for a sign. all we are is all so far. you're falling back to me, the star that i can't see. i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling out of reach, defying gravity, i know you're out there, somewhere out there. hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change. i miss your purple hair, i miss the way you taste. i know you'll come back someday, on a bed of nails i wait. i'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away. all we are is all so far. you're falling back to me, the star that i can't see. i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling out of reach, defying gravity, i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling back to me, the star that i can't see. i know you're out there, oh. you're falling out of reach, defying gravity.... i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling back to me, the star that i can't see. i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling out of reach, defying gravity, i know you're out there, somewhere out there. you're falling back to me. well i know, i know. you're falling out of reach. i know...

12.1.02 "Things I'll Never Say" - Avril Lavigne

i'm tuggin at my hair. i'm pulling at my clothes. i'm trying to keep my cool. i know it shows. i'm staring at my feet. my cheeks are turning red. i'm searching for the words inside my head. i'm feeling nervous. trying to be perfect. 'cause i know you're worth it. you're worth it, yeah. if i could say what i want to say, i'd say i want to blow you... away. be with you every night. am i squeezing you too tight? if i could say what i want to see, i want to see you go down... on one knee... marry me today, marry me today. guess i'm wishing my life away, with these things i'll never say. it don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time. what use is it to you what's on my mind? it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere. so why can't i just tell you i care? 'cause i'm feeling nervous. trying to be so perfect. 'cause i know you're worth it. what's wrong with my tongue? these words keep slipping away. i stutter, i stumble like i've got nothing to say. la da da... i'm feeling nervous. trying to be perfect. 'cause i know you're worth it.

12.2.02 "My Friends Over You" - New Found Glory

i’m drunk off your kiss

for another night in a row

this is becoming too routine for me

but i didn't mean to lead you on

and it’s all right to pretend

that we still talk

it’s just for show, isn’t it

it’s my fault that it fell apart

just maybe

you need this

and i didn’t mean to

lead you on

you were everything i wanted,

but i just can't finish what i've started

there’s no room left here on my back

it was damaged long ago

though you swear that you are true

i still pick my friends over you

my friends over you

please tell me everything

that you think that I should know

about all the plans you made

when i was never to be found

and it’s all right to forget

that we still talk

it's just for fun, isn’t it

it’s my fault that it fell apart

cuz maybe you need this

and i didn’t mean to

lead you on

you were everything I wanted

but i just can't finish what i've started

there’s no room left here on my back

it was damaged long ago

though you swear that you are true

i still pick my friends over you

my friends over you

just maybe you need this

you need this

and i didn’t mean to

lead you on

you were everything I wanted

but i just can't finish what i've started

there’s no room left here on my back

it was damaged long ago

though you swear that you are true

i still pick my friends over

you were everything i want

but i just can't finish what i've started

there's no room left here on my back

it was damaged long ago

though you swear that you are true

i still pick my friends over you

my friends over you

12.3.02 "Rocks Tonic Juice Magic" - Saves The Day

let me take this awkward saw and run it against your thighs

cut some flesh away, i'll carry this piece of you with me

cuz all i can say tonite is i hate you, but it would be alright

we could see each other sometime

if i could somehow make you mine

and if not i'll take my spoons and dig out your blue eyes

swallow them down to my colon, they're gonna burn like hell tonight

cuz you're beautiful, just not on the inside

light comes from within and you're beaming eyes dont seem so bright

heart is on the floor, why dont you step on it

when i think of all the things you've done

heart is on the floor, why don't you step on it

when i think of all the things you've done

boardwalks and breaking waves made our saturdays

buy you lemonade right now if you were here

then i'd throw it in your face and i'd listen to you cry

remember how i miss our nights under ocean skies

heart is on the floor, why don't you step on it

when i think of all the things you've done

heart is on the floor, why dont you step on it

when i think of all the things you've done

you and i are like when fire and the ocean floor collide

you and i are like when fire and the ocean floor collide

you and i are like when fire and the ocean floor collide

you and i are like when fire and the ocean floor collide

12.7.02 "Losing Streak" - The Ataris

you only know what you've been taught

you'll never stop til' you get caught

you control the future and it's looking bleak

seems like we're headed for another losing streak

and the fire's burning bright

and still we act like everything's all right

"i guess if we ignore it, it'll probably go away"

if you believe that bullshit, please see exhibit a

forget about friendship, hey! let's destroy the enemy

well if there's one thing that i've learned

my enemies are just as close to me

you keep your problems deep inside

you always play that game of run and hide

even though they told you to see is to believe

it didn't take you long to know that looks they can deceive

don't give up fighting 'til nothing else stands in your way

don't give up talking until there's nothing left to say

but no matter what you do

don't ever compromise what you believe

12.9.02 "Fall From Grace" - The Get Up Kids

it rains and pours in twos

i wonder if i'll come home

no strength left to battle you

run to the open arms

of anyone

of anyone

i'm watching you fall from grace

breaking a heart of gold

don't ever try saving face

run with your heart of stone

it rains and pours in twos

i wonder if i'll come home

no strength left to battle you

run to the open arms

of anyone

of anyone

i'm watching you fall from grace

breaking a heart of gold

don't ever try saving face

run with your heart of stone

don't keep waiting up for me

don't keep hoping i'll come home

i'm watching you fall from grace

breaking a heart of gold

don't ever try saving face

run with your heart of stone

i'm watching you fall from grace

breaking a heart of gold

don't ever try saving face

run with your heart of stone

12.10.02 "Hate To Say I Told You So" - The Hives

do what i want 'cause i can and if i don't

because i wanna

be ignored by the stiff and the bored

because i'm gonna

spit and retrieve 'cause i give and recieve

because i wanna

gonna get through your head what the mystery man said

because i'm gonna

hate to say i told you so, alright

c'mon

i do believe i told you so

now it's all out and you knew

'cause i wanted to

turn my back on the rot that's been planning the plot

because i'm gonna

no need for me to wait

because i wanna

no need, two, three, too late

because i'm gonna

hate to say i told you so, alright

c'mon

i do believe i told you so

do what i please, gonna spread the disease

because i wanna

gonna call all the shots, all the no's and the not's

because i wanna

ask me once, i'll answer twice 'cause what i know i'll tell

because i wanna

sound device and lots of ice i'll spell my name out loud

because i wanna

oh yeah

12.11.02 "Antisocial Girl" - Boy Kicks Girl

sitting on the stairwell, you were eating lunch. blocking all the people. just your way of fun. when the class is quiet, she drops her books upon the floor. when there's people coming, she never holds the door. sweet antisocial, look up at me. sweet, sweet antisocial. she never smiles. going to her locker, the one she painted black and blue. put inside a card i made, tell her, "i love you..." been a week, and nothing's said. she walks by, i drop my head. i wonder if she read...? but then she smiled. :) sweet antisocial... sweet, sweet antisocial. give me a smile. sweet, sweet antisocial. please look up at me. give me a smile. sweet, sweet antisocial. please look up at me. give me a smile.

12.13.02 "Hellborn" - Unwritten Law

high as a kite on a flight soarin through the night

droppin new shit from the fuckin mothership

and i feel like the spine of a jellyfish

god damn it makes me sick

but i'm movin slowly, movin slowly

stoned and rolling

barely holding on

and you want some yeah motherfuckers,

come on

i need some

well i'm a sucker

cause i'm still getting

high as a star, as they are shining from afar

so call your hot line

see ya at the finish line

cause this mind has been warped and bent

and this body has been used and spent moving slowly, movin slowly

stoned and rolling

barely holding on

and you want some yeah motherfuckers,

come on

i need some

well i'm a sucker

come on

salvation, creation

from the mother fuckin master plantation

do you feel right

does it feel tight

from the mother fuckin radio satellite

i'm still getting high

come on now

i'm still getting high

oh yeah i'm still getting

high as the sun will rise into these red, singed eyes

can't stop until i fly

cause i'm still getting

high as the sun will rise into these red, singed eyes

can't stop until i fly

cause i'm still getting high

come on now

i'm still getting high

oh lord yeah

i'm still getting

salvation, creation

from the mother fuckin master plantation

do you feel right

does it feel tight

from the mother fuckin radio satellite

salvation, creation

from the mother fuckin master plantation

do you feel right

does it feel tight

from the mother fuckin radio satellite

i'm still getting high

come on yeah

i'm still getting high

come on yeah

i'm still getting high

12.15.02 "Brand New Love" - Deadsy

the desperate eyes that close, maybe it goes away. please rest tomorrow, and bring a satisfied day. the restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for. surely it's that one comforting love to give you more. and this thought can be that begins, the brand new tangled web you're spinning. anyone can be your brand new love. anytime the force can be broken, to tear your bitter world to be open. anyone can be your brand new love. you won't be the first. your twisted change is normal... gossip, dirt. whisper to the nodding head, thrilled you fell apart instead of them. but they will, 'cause any hope for love can be killed. if you need a different face, it's definite time to destroy this place. and this thought can be that begins, the brand new tangled web you're spinning. anyone can be your brand new love. follow what you feel. you alone can decide what's real. anyone can be your brand new love. anyone can be your brand new love. and this thought can be that begins, the brand new tangled web you're spinning. anyone can be your brand new love. follow what you feel. you alone can decide what's real. anyone can be your brand new love. anyone can be your brand new love. anyone can be your brand new love. anyone can be your brand new love.

12.23.02 "I'd Do Anything" - Simple Plan

another day is going by

i'm thinking about you all the time

but you're out there

and i'm here waiting

and i wrote this letter in my head

cause so many things were left unsaid

but now you're gone

and i can't think straight

this could be the one last chance to make you understand

i'd do anything

just to hold you in my arms

to try to make you laugh

somehow i can't put you in the past

i'd do anything

just to fall asleep with you

will you remember me?

cause i know

i won't forget you

together we broke all the rules

dreaming of dropping out of school

and leave this place

to never come back

so now maybe after all these years if you miss me have no fear

i'll be here

i'll be waiting

this could be the one last chance to make you understand

and i just can't let you leave me once again

i'd do anything

just to hold you in my arms

to try to make you laugh

cause somehow i can't put you in the past

i'd do anything

just to fall asleep with you

will you remember me?

cause i know

i won't forget you

i close my eyes

and all i see is you

i close my eyes

i try to sleep

i can't forget you

na na na

and i'd do anything for you

i'd do anything

just to hold you in my arms to try to make you laugh

cause somehow i can't put you in the past

i'd do anything

just to fall asleep with you

to fall asleep with you with you

i'd do anything

to fall asleep with you

i'd do anything

there's nothing i won't do

i'd do anything

to fall asleep with you

i'd do anything

cause i know

i won't forget you

all they did was walk over

start off by shaking your hands

that's how it went

i had a smile on my face

and i sat up straight

oh yeah, yeah

i wanted to know you

i wanted to show you

you don't know me

don't ignore me

you don't want me there

you just shut me out

you don't know me

don't ignore me

if you had your way

you'd just shut me up

make me go away

that i'm so unwanted

no, i just don't understand why

you won't talk to me

it hurts i'm so unwanted for nothing

i wanted to know you

i wanted to show you

you don't know me

don't ignore me

you don't want me there

you just shut me out

you don't know me

don't ignore me

if you had your way

you'd just shut me up

make me go away

i tried to belong

it didn't seem wrong

my head aches

it's been so long

i'll write this song

if that's what it takes

you don't know me

don't ignore me

you don't want me there

you just shut me out

you don't know me

don't ignore me

if you had your way

you'd just shut me up

make me go away

make me go away

make me go away

She said,

"don't, don't let it go to your head,

boys like you are a dime a dozen.

Boys like you are a dime a dozen she said.

You're a touch over rated.

You're a lush.

And I hate it.

but these grass stains on my knees

they won't mean a thing

All I need to know is that I'm something

that you're missing.

Maybe I should hate you for this.

never really did ever quite get that far.

Maybe I should hate you for this.

never really did ever quite get that ...

I'd never lie to you.

Unless I had to

I'll do what I got to

Unless I had to

I'll do what I got to, the truth

You could slit my throat and with my one

last gasping breath

I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

And all I need to know is that I'm

something that you're missing.

Maybe I should hate you for this.

never really did ever quite get that far.

Maybe I should hate you for this.

never really did ever quite get that ...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions,

and this will be the last chance you'll

get to drop my name.

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intensions,

and this will be the last chance you'll get to drop my name.

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

I'm if just bad news, then you're a liar

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