It's already the finale of the last season of the sitcom "FRIENDS". This is sad... Why does a good show always have to end? It was just like that other time with "ALLY McBEAL".

Of course, to most, she's a nutcase but perhaps thats coz they don't understand her emotional entanglement in life and her strive to find good love - nothing but g-o-o-d. They don't understand how it feels to be left out from the normal crowd, where everyone is telling you that you're odd just because you're searching for someone who is right, who is suitable, who will be an added asset in your life and you just refused to settle for anything less than what you totally deserves to have.

That show helps to enlighten your own doubts about your fears of commitment, relationship and the risk of getting hurt. However, too many of us tried so hard to hide behind that shelter, building a wall up and around our heart, in fear of embarking of a new relationship. But guess what? There's no guarantee in relationships... there's no "live happily ever after"... but we can strive to live as happily as we possibly could with our loved ones.

The question here is, how far would you go to be happy? And what exactly makes you happy? And would you be content with just loving someone or is there a need for you to call that someone as yours?

I guess, it's human nature to be selfish, not wanting to share a good love with someone else. And that's alright... There's nothing bad about it, just as long you're not doing it obsessively. Loving is not about inflicting emotional pain to someone else just so that you could be happy. Loving is about lavishing your attention and affection to someone unconditionally. If you think you can't love someone unselfishly, then dont do it... Coz chances are, you'll be unhappy and dissatisfied when he/she doesnt measure up to what you expect in return of that love that you had so graciously given.

Meanwhile, if you are at the receiving end of that good love, it's your duty to reciprocate that love accordingly with the same depth of passion that was given to you. But if you don't feel the same way, own up... the earlier the better...

With that said, what about my own relationship? Well, so far so good. I'm happy... head over heels... and just enjoying the smooth flow of things. He's busy... I'm busy... we're both busy. But we understand that we need to make time to communicate. Until then, I'm over here, he's over there, and when time permits, we'll see each other again and have a great time, like we always did whenever we're with each other (i miss him *sighs*).