Index
Chiana's Love
Stars grace the universe
And to each I'd almost say
Were connected
Those things I see
There
At that one
Always wonder what's inside
I've really no place special to go
Stay a while
Hehehe
I won't bite you
Bit me?
Everyone has a scar
Everyone looks up
Or is in that journey
Across these stars
And in these ways
I feel like I know
Where each of you are
You're kidding yourself
If it's all set in perfect place
Because even out here the wind blows
And a new direction takes place
And worlds insane everywhere
You can't write me in stone
You can't make me believe you
I'll do what I want
When I want to do it
And the universe
Loves me just fine
That's who I'm in love with
But don't get your shivies in an uproar
For every star I'm dreaming
We're connected there
Crichton
Inside Crichton's head
A chip was placed
And Harvey came
Shot through a wormhole
Play with his head
Voices said
Voices said
And deftly wandered into space
Where Aeryn he misses
Desires and graced
Recorder is gone
Necklace displaced
Ship blown up
His head a swiss cheesed place
Where Harvey longs for the dumpster
Maybe he's just riding the tide
Catching the wave
Kicked out of Talyn
Gazing through a window
Killed with radiation
And everyone wants to be in his head
Beaten and battered and chop suey
Boy them Jensu knives are just going
It slices, it dices
Maybe some hot sauce on that shoe
Anything fried!
He got his eyeballs pulled out
And grooved on that funky jive
Astronaut, master of the universe
Raaaah!
Turned himself in to spin
In the chair, the chair
Love the chair
Maybe he's just getting by
In the flow of it
Killed Aeryn once
And died into cartoons
He looks for transmissions
Of the three stooges
Hoping, does he?
To get back to earth
And tell us all how crazy
Uncharted land is
Maybe he's just hanging on
Making the best of it
Where starburst happens
Demensions are ripped
Hynerian's fart helium
And Spock ponfar
Ain't got nothing
On some of the rest of it
Like unity with Zhaan
And Chiana on Riders
Or maybe that time
He was in Aeryn
Hoooochi cooochi!
Oh no I don't boogey!
Maybe he's just dancing along
Getting used to it
Crichton In A Hezmat
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Crichton in a Hezmat
Couldn't get his brains back
Sucked em out his ear hole
I been feeling kinda wierd yo
Whatcha gonna do when voices on you
Never talk back
Your minds on the rack
Like some kind of Spanish inquisition
Yo Hoe
Voices blow
When you ain't got no mind of your own
Say the same thing
Repeat yo self
Getting all this dis from my own damn brain
I'll never be the same
Never be the same
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Crichton in a hezmat
Couldn't get his brains back
Sucked em out his ear hole
I been feeling kinda wierd yo
Crazy damn song if ya care to sing along
I thought I was a budong
But he got this groove on
He got Harvey on the brain so he was insane
Harvey took the rabbit down the wormhole
Thought it was a girl though
And Aeryn gave him thrills so
It must've been a good one
Riding that tide down the budong's grime
Electromagnetic candy
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Crichton in a Hezmat
Couldn't get his brains back
Sucked em out his ear hole
I been feeling kinda wierd yo
If you really say so Johnny esta loco
But he's really got some mojo
Won't be fooled again
Getting on the mind frell
Jamming in that girls spell
Bitchen, not to mention
He surfs that trip on every dimension
Really kinda crazy, daisy head is maizy
Hope you kinda fake it
Yo man you never gonna make it
Bacon fried
Flip side
Scrambled mind
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Bout it, bout it, doubt it, doubt it
Crichton in a Hezmat
Couldn't get his brains back
Sucked em out his ear hole
I been feeling kinda wierd yo
D'argo
My loves left a deep wound
Once
The Sebacean I loved
The trueness of our hearts
Undeniable
And they took it away
They chained me, ripped my soul away
My son
I tried to keep you from the same things
I tried to protect you
And they made you a slave
I never felt so helpless
As a warrior
To protect you
Provide for you
All the years I have missed in my wife's
Embrace
All the tears I could not wipe
From my sons face
The wisdomes I could have shared
About the qualta blade
My loves left me such a deep wound
Chiana
I would have married, enfolded her
As my Mannen
Why did she have to crush me so hard?
Why did she have to drive and twist that blade
Already placed in the murder of my wife?
The loss of my son?
I could almost touch her again
I know the wounds that cut her own shape
The healings made if only someone ...
Was there
Protecting and providing
Making it seem like it's okay to come out again
From the shell
From ... the ancestral ship I have spent
My arns
My heart is pounding at these tears I have made
They fall on my hands
And I keep hoping no one hears the sobs
Of a Luxan warrior
Dichtomy 1-3
I felt this way a life ago
When the waters ran me down
Flying off the handle
And the windows shatter down
It looks this way a million days
I don't know if you have ever seen
But I felt this way a life ago
When the waters ran me down
I cut the things away from me
That anger raged inside
I burned away the things I prayed
To save the life I found
And my mind was frelled
A life ago
When the waters ran me down
Terrified of the loss I saw
Frozen in the lake
Whispered words did not compare
To the illusion my life was at stake
I thought I was supposed to die
Don't quelch the fire in my veins
Super nova
Don't swallow me down
I'll take this day a million ways
I'll kick the pirate down
And smile eyes
Realize
Into the circle we all become
I felt this way a life ago
When the waters ran me down
Flying off the handle
And the windows shatter down
Did you see
No hands the man
Fighting down there that way
And every side so deep the tide
They make waves
Dree Zhaan
I had a dream of myself,
Like the ripples of a skipping stone.
I was a tree standing in the forest,
My eyes open,
My arms crossed before my naked form.
Midnight,
The shining full moon.
In the dream of myself I was surrounded,
Enfolded by a tree,
So many limbs and roots,
Webs of spiders,
Nests of small birds,
Insects.
My roots blanketed around
The den of the mamal,
Like the weave of a dryad.
Dree forest around me,
I watched as my sisters awakend,
Alive from the cores of their trunks.
Long they streatched,
Man, Woman.
From thickened mists they rose,
Up from roots.
From butterflies they unfolded,
Tiny yawns.
From sleeping flowers they bloomed
And krept out from beneath the
Mushrooms.
From silver threads across the shine,
They tip toed.
From animals they shifted
And shaped.
I let free my arms and outstepped my foot
As the night began.
Across the tapestry laid elderberry wine
And honeys
Amidst the feast.
I turned slowly to the touch of the breeze
Like a whisper around me
And shyly the pan began to play his flute.
I moved my eyes to peer apon the elves,
The sound of fiddles,
I smiled.
Giggles surrounded me,
Like chimes in greeting
The swarm of pixies washed
Like fireflies.
Deep night the many stars,
The glowing mist,
Fosferesent.
In night we played and delighted stories.
Gargoyle,
From stone to gliding,
Tumbeling beasts of yowls and fang
Like kits at play.
Quiet well, until dawn when I looked up
To notice the gold light
And in its rays as the warm beams kissed,
Within the tree,
I became.
Faerie Hearts
A flash and then a cut of the eyes
Mystic wonder
What elf befriend the night?
What sprite could withhold such smile
Apon the lythly sight!
Behold, what wonder, I say
So true
That too I agree so ye pixies
Come hither
Come yon!
Look
Oh hush now giggles
Ye may as yet wake their sleeping!
It's Chiana, sleeping so fare?
Delight!
Wake them I say!
What elf can contain themselves!
To life! Fest and merriment!
There apon the mystic night
Where dwell we so and dancing toes!
Make haste!
Look see, now she's waking
Tilting head, cutting eyes
Faerie smile.
Oh but one kiss says the Gump!
Dare you not you silly boy! Cries so
Oona
Me first says Puck!
And what with all these giggles?
What with all this merriment at our feet?
Have you no care in the world?
Chiana tip toes through the forest.
Look at that now, such a sneaky forest child!
Who can have her kiss?
They laugh, they run and dance!
I've got misteltoe says RomTom!
Dare you not! Luna so poutly!
So true, I say this Nay! Nay to you!
So cried little TinkerBell.
A kiss? Chiana asks and smiles.
Her gaze covers the forest around.
Can you be a forest child and not know the Gump?
A kiss, Of Course! So mused the Gump.
Never before a lost boy!
Cried Peter Pan.
Chiana laughs
Her fingers filled with thimbles.
Her hair combed in mistletoes
And her cloaths washed in laces.
And all the pixies pout!
Farscape Scaper
Out of the exhaustion
The headache pierced through my mind
Like a vicious ice pick,
Pounding and throbbing
Like a stabbing knife as the voices I can scarcely
Hear anymore
Said their things.
Hoping like hezmana
They won't decide to get louder again.
My heart laid heavy in my chest,
Like a tired dred.
Would I always be this way?
Without a villain in my life
I still struggle like a victim,
Kicking the ass out of things I can't even see
Before they kick mine.
Like Aeryn struggling to regain a vantage point
From a seething Scorpious.
Are people really so much the same?
How could I not be alone with this thing?
Who has this kind of nightmare
Crawling in thier life like an Arora chair
Searching for something to frighten me with.
You fowl skank.
Ya.
Like some kind of Viola trying to kick my ass
And throw me into the leauges of hell.
You won't be using me.
I'm punting you voices and dren out of me like
A bad memory.
A bad memory...
What am I supposed to tell my friends?
What am I supposed to say to them?
Yeah I hear these voices see,
and it's Harvey see,
And they're in my head see,
And I have to keep writing
Cause I feel like if I surrender
I'll never get to be with you see,
Cause it feels like Scorpious...
Yeah right.
A bad memory...?
What am I supposed to say on the board
To my friends?
How am I supposed to be talking about this
So I don't keep the rest of my life
Stuffed inside?
Oooo I'm so pissed off at what's going on inside,
I'm soo frelling frustrated,
And sometimes in my dreams
I'm having a sexual fantasy
But it's not like Zhaan with the solar flares.
It's like Harvey
And I can't see who the frell it is
And I wake up wishing I could rip them apart
So ain't that a trip?
And sometimes I get on the board
And I know there are so few places
I can really tread
Because Sometimes the coincidences that are spoken
Just totally Freak me out
And I wonder, did they mean me?
How did they know?
Who is frelling with my mind, is it me?
Would I want to be mind cleansed if I was Nebari?
Just to get away...
Did I tell you I wish I was more like Chiana
So I could embrace with compassion
Even the things that I wish wouldn't happen to me.
Like the way she told Crichton
No big deal
In Crackers Don't Matter.
Crackers don't matter...
Did you feel crackers with me today?
My God it is so much fun to play with you
And talk to you
And share the world despite the persecutions I pay
So many times inside
Myself
If I'm not sure how I made you feel because of me.
Nobody can frell with your mind
Quite so well as yourself...
And it feels like
When you've been tortured for so long
Your mind just never is the same,
Like Stark
Just trying to keep hold to that one good thing.
That one good memory...
Like running with Scapers in water gun fights
Like a pack of bad Kids.
Like picking and teasing FarScape
The way they so often tease us in the eps.
And the withdrawals waiting for the new season!
Like M'lee...
Starting to feel huuungry...ooooooo
And then, the bad dream seems to dwindle away
For a while
And I feel something like
The way Chiana takes the stone.
Each day.
Searching for that one beautiful tone
That can keep me from crashing in this
That came over me
Like Crichton through the wormhole
And into the world of psychotic
And neurotic alien races.
I'm just looking for a way home...
FarScape's Women Folk
What is it behind a woman's mysterious eyes
That allures to men
And yet baffles them blind?
What would you do with a blue Pa'u
If they linked with your mind?
What of the lone soldier
That cannot be kissed
Or the smiling enchantments
of a youthful spirit?
Of wondering hoards men have written
In endless poems and lines
Mystified by
Moons and elves and wildflowers.
Dare to bay women wolves who play
And touch each heart with a smile.
What dream did you have so deep within?
Fore surely that is
The woman of men.
You could even ask Moya.
GEM
I waited outside the door Talyn refused to open.
I felt so beyond.
This was starting to look like Raggedy Ann and Andy.
Electromagnetic candy.
My heart
A thousand years I could have waited
For someone to open that door.
Aeryn...
My life has been so much like this.
Ever since the day I was shot through that wormhole.
Oh God...
A thousand miles I could have stared
Through that window
Waiting for someone else
To decide my fate.
This was the last of me
The things I was used to from so many directions.
Thanks for the being a pain in the ass
So the door shuts.
Just in the way...
Making too many mistakes...
Words that never counted...
It's all I got Aeryn, all I got is my heart.
So this is the way I'll die...
It's just Aeryn inside and there, that's the spot then
I don't care if I die if it means to live without her.
A thousand lives I could have lived
Though the soul purpose of my being feels like
It's on the other side of this door...
Like locking my keys inside the car.
Aeryn...
Our life choices
I'm not going to tell you how to choose yours
A thousand miles I could have stared
Through that window
This is one moment, I know all too well.
Are you there?
Couldn't I just be ... enough?
This is all I got.
M'lee the Calcavore
M'lee the Calcavore
On bones she munched and nothing more.
Sent to Scorpy was of her
And then we heard not a word.
M'lee you see
A carnivorous she
Was quiet the charmer
Like honey to bees
But so careful with you
Apon introduction
Fore if she's a color
To her hair like crimson
It's sure to be our guarantee
It's yer bones she's wantin.
Moya Crew
Chi> How could I have thought of you like you were dead, Nerri?
Jhon> I think about finding my way home.
D'arg> Joshee, my son, my only will has been to find you.
Aeryn> I have always prefered to be alone.
Zhaan> We are all one whole, one part to a universal whole.
Chi> So far away, doing what I don't know
Jhon> But would I stay? I just don't know Dad.
D'argo> I wish I could see how you have grown.
Aeryn> I never thought I would come to regret what I've done to Pilot.
Zhaan> Linked together like fine strands reaching across galaxies
Chi> You and I were always there for each other.
Jhon> I miss you so much, as much as I miss Mom.
D'argo> I wish I could tell you
Aeryn> Then, I never thought I would become the fugitive.
Zhaan> Touching all life in one single form
Chi> Living for a cause I want to join.
Jhon> Sometimes, I want to find that worm hole so bad I can taste it.
D'argo> What it has felt like to have not been there for you.
Aeryn> What am I supposed to do with myself now?
Zhaan> Ever to strive towards enlightenment.
Chi> Sometimes they tell me things'll get better. Only, they usualy pick
Jhon> I've been through so much out here though, I'm beggining to wonder
D'argo> I spend every night looking at your picture.
Aeryn> I can only think I may wander forever.
Zhaan> To purpose without true goal.
Chi> The moment to say it just before things get worse.
Jhon> Would I stay? And leave Moya....Aeryn....
D'argo> Knowing what it is like to be chained, torn.
Aeryn> But would I realy want to be alone then?...Crichton...
Zhaan> Completion without true attainment.
Chi> Where am I going to go now without you? Stay on Moya with....D'argo...
Jhon> I mean, what am I realy out here for?
D'argo> You have been my only reason to survive.
Aeryn> Maybe he's right about me pushing everyone away.
Zhaan> To walk the path without true end.
Chi> I want to know where you are. I want to see your face again, talk to you.
Jhon> You wouldn't believe the things I've seen, done, the dreams I've had.
D'argo> How could I live if you don't try to do the same?...Chiana...
Aeryn> I'm so unused to getting close as a soldier.
Zhaan> All living things, being. The truest form of inspiration for a Pa'u, Khalynn,
Chi> You seem so far away.
Jhon> I just want to get back to cover some things I feel like I was stolen from.
D'argo> I can never be the father I wanted to be to you Joshee.
Aeryn> But what if I'm wrong?
Zhaan> Would seem to be that ones spirit is never truely complete...
Chi> Like a universe is between us.
Jhon> Just whisked away before I had a chance to realy say goodbye.
D'argo> But I swear my oath you are not forgotten.
Aeryn> Is love realy such a forbidden word?
Zhaan> Without the whole.
Outside The Lines
"Hey! I need the green..."
Chiana eyes them holding out her hand
Yellow laced between the fingers
Of the other
Her sun crests brilliant and shining
"What are you talking about? I'm using the green."
John swings his hand away
Crayon well protected
He colors outside the lines
His oceans ripped with stripes
Where he kowabunga's
"Chiana, why don't you just use the seagreen
And pass me the orange already."
D'argo holds out his hand in expectation
The other over his paper to hide
What he's doing
Though his colors streak much farther
Out of the lines
Picasso could not have done much better
"No way," Chiana defends as she turns her head
Dark eyes beneath the shade of ash white
In a clever way.
"Look, this is my box of crayons."
She coos her voice, a wry smile
A sway of head above the fields
She made purple
Because she tired of her grasses
Looking like others
When every one knows
The sun crests in purples anyway
"Why don't you - go for some map pencils
Like a good bunch of sophisticated guys."
Stark raises his head
Day dreaming as he sighs
His hand coming to his face
Holding the stark flame
Of passion pastel
The crayon he did not eat yet
"I - I want to be a crayon..."
Photogasm
I didn't know it was a desire
A passion unleashed
Like a helpless photogasm
Orgasm sweeping through my body
Expanding beyond me
Entire being
Electrovital
I cannot fathom where it had come from
Swirling in colors, lights and sound
Mind gone beyond reason
Body gone beyond emotion
Spirit in some ethereal chorus I'll never know
But remember I
Moments of total elation, expansion
Beyond myself past arms reach
In a swirling existence of ecstasy
Explosion, tendril threads
Helpless to the body
The spirit
The mind
Doing things to me I never imagined
I never felt anything like this before
Like a photogasmic arrest
Like Sailor Moon getting dressed
Oh those moments
So greatly missed
Elation, elation
Ocean wave, electrovital
My God what is that
Enchantment
Is this my enlightenment?
Twisted crazy thing
Oh but those moments
Photogasm
For no reason at all
Never felt like that before
Whatever that possession
Oh vital
Wonderous thing
Touch me again
Singing The Blues
Gazing down
I remember that clip
In the blue
Said something to me
And then a drop
So it was yellow
In the blue all that sound
Mixing up confusions
Kid you know
What hurting means
Cuts like a knife
On the wildside
No one stays forever
But the running
Gazing down
I remember that instant
Taking screams of extasy
Into your mouth
Touching strands like never
Have been done
Taking rides into places
Never gone
Kid you know
What loving means
Cuts like a knife
On the wildside
Can't have that moment forever
But the running
In the blue with you
Never know when my shadows
Take me down
But a time or two
I'll hang on
To what I had
Looking down from the blue
All that noise
Falling down
With or without you
I'll hang on
To that time
Your touch was all I had.
Cuts like a knife
But the running get used to
Your thang
In the wild.
StarBurst
A dream on a distant universe.
Uncharted realm
A whisper
Like the flash of lightning
Racing
Quiet thought
The chase of a dream
The run from a nightmare
Free in spirit
Pulsing with the mysteries
Part of all
One
And yet distanced
By some forgotten thing
The eyes of a panther
Tear drops like rain
Smiling laughter
Dares across the expanse
Touch
Dare the temple of tapestry
Like the wild thang
Howl at the moon
Freedom
Starburst
Zhaan Paints
Locked in her room
Delvian madness
Red eyes
Taking the cans of paint
Knocking them over
Thrashing the room
Zhaan paints
Curling her fingers into pools of color
Thrashes the room
In strands and specks and prints she's smearing
Bashing
Crashing
Smashing
Zhaan paints
Locked in her room
Delvian madness
Heart on fire flaming rages
The inferno
Anger me
Zhaan paints
Delvian rages
Flailing madness words
A soul turrets in pages
And rages and flames
Swirling her body into the paints
Sliding across the room
Through Moya like a starburst
Over Pilot like a calico
Tapestry me
Reaching
Beseeching
Passion
Let me live
Whispers Zhaan
You want me to die
Smashing
Crashing
Bashing
Zhaan paints
Delvian madness
In all her rages
A spirit on fire
Little fool
Tinae brain
Anger me
Betrayal
Zhaan paints
Denied emotion
Hungry Zhaan in budding
The rages set
Long before the explosion
Smashes
Bashes
Crashes
Unyielding, unhiding,
Unleashed
Beguiled
Tears far beyond any reach
Logic or reason could pull out
This weed of unspokens
Supressed oceans
Washing on my shore
A Tsunami
Overwhelmed
No supression
No more secrets
Beguild
Betrayed
Delvian maddness
Zhaan paints them on the tapestry
Defiant
Protestant
What have you done to me?
A lioness in rages
Uncages
Beyond me
Painting on my tapestry
Such rude interuptions
Riping the fabric of my demensions
Smashing
Bashing
Crashing
A wakened dragon expanding beyond
My mind
Angry me
Spiritual growth like no other so she says
Growing like a wicked tree
The dree
Into the very universes constellation
And all her rages
She paints
Enwrathed
She bashed
She smashed
Indignant and defiant
Betrayed
Zhaan To Stark
Stark
When I was feeling blue,
My true,
You were the first to come to mind.
How we shared the laughter,
The union.
Where are you now?
Disbursed,
Banished from me to save a life.
Gentle spirit.
How so I miss your touch.
Perhaps, perhaps you could
Re-comporalize
Like Muldis...
My dream, my heart felt.
Gentle Touch.
How I miss you so often,
Your smile like a whisper
In the ease of my meditations.
Your beautiful place,
That secret paradise you held
So strongly to keep,
And so compationatley shared
To comfort our minds.
Stark.
Gentle love.
Vona.
How I miss you so
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