I'm officially 7 weeks pregnant today! I did the test yesterday ( Friday).
Its official.
I'M PREGNANT!
It kind of hit home though. I can start thinking about my situation. Which brings me to the subject of work... What am I going to do about work? And money? The baby bonus ($4000) isn't going to get me far, so I guess I'll have to start saving- hard! I read somewhere that it costs $250,000 to raise a child to the age of 18. Thats a quater of a million dollars that I couldn't dream of earning!
I don't know when I'll have to tell work either! The smell of raw donut mix made my stomach turn over pretty bad! I started at 6am, so I got to make the donuts....The early morning start was hell! I was absolutley exhausted after work- I slept for most of the afternoon, which was heavenly.

Possible baby names-

Girl-
*Lily Anne Maree
Nataliah Jayde
*Simmone Jayde
Machayla Louise
Megan Grace
Emilie Grace
Amanda
Imogen
*Charlotte
Natalya
*Natalie
Julianne
Nicole

-Boy
*James David
Peter
John
David
Ben
*Cooper
Matthew
*Rieley

Today is Wdenesday. I felt so tired, all day long! The more I think about it, the more I worry, but the more I decide that I'm ready to be a mum (at 17). I'm still not entirely sure, but constant nausea has made me more certain. Not 'morning' sickness as such, but sudden bouts that last for about half an hour, throughout the day and night.
The English tutorial ended this afternoon, and one of the teachers gave me a lift to where I was meeting mum. I was going to tell her, coz I'm in desperate need of advice, adult advice, but 'something' stopped me. When we ( mum and I) got home, I was tempted to tell her, and thought "will I ever be like that?" successful, happy(ish), with griown kids? I think I'm just trying to pretend its not happening... And I can feel another bout of nausea coming on...Ugh!

Oh wow! As the song goes, 'I'm in over my head'! A thought occurred to me today in English class and has satayed with me since then....
My period is late(!)
That can't be a good sign! Not at all! I could haver sworn black and blue that I got my timing right and that the pill would work ( little knowing that it takes up to 4 weeks to kick in!). Then again *Brett did say '...trust me...I'll be careful...'
Careful! Shit! I think I might be pregnant!
Shit! I can't believe I just wrote that! Me!
Little baby inside of me!
Shit! I'm scared....
If, and it is a big IF, I am pregnant I am about six weeks along...I have got to work up the courage to d a pregnancy test! Just where do I get this courage from? I am too scared! I have gone off my diet as of today...