Today is Wdenesday. I felt so tired, all day long! The more I think about it, the more I worry, but the more I decide that I'm ready to be a mum (at 17). I'm still not entirely sure, but constant nausea has made me more certain. Not 'morning' sickness as such, but sudden bouts that last for about half an hour, throughout the day and night.
The English tutorial ended this afternoon, and one of the teachers gave me a lift to where I was meeting mum. I was going to tell her, coz I'm in desperate need of advice, adult advice, but 'something' stopped me. When we ( mum and I) got home, I was tempted to tell her, and thought "will I ever be like that?" successful, happy(ish), with griown kids? I think I'm just trying to pretend its not happening... And I can feel another bout of nausea coming on...Ugh!